
OF
SRI SAI BABA
PARTS III
BY H.H.NARASIMHASWAMIJI
PUBLISHED BY AKHANDA SAINAMA SAPTHAHA
SAMITHI
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39. Mama Dube
46. Cursetji
Shapurji Pestonjamas
47. B. Laghate Esq.
48. Kusha Bhav
49. Balakrishna
Govind Upasani Sastri
50. Balakistna
Ramachandra Khairikar
51. Badave
54. Sadashiv
Triumbak Vdhavkar
57. Ramachandra Ramakrishna Samant
59. Chandrabai
62. Mr. B. V. Dev
63. Shama Rao Jayker
65. Ramgiri Bua
66. S. A. Patnakar
67. Raghuji Ganpat Scinde Patel
68. Sagun Meru Naik
74. Sri Nageshwar Atmaram Samant
75. Mr. G. K. Rege
76. Mr. X
77. Appaji Sutar
3rd May. 1936.
mama dube (i.e., Kashinath Dube), Shopkeeper, Brahmin, Poona, age 70
(whose statement is also reported in Sai L. Masik, Vol. V., parts 2 and
3. p. 607) says:
I was at first quite indifferent to sadhus, saints etc... One day about 1909, a lady took a loan of Rs.10 from me at Kopergoan where I was and she promised to return it after she came back from Aurangabad and she also told me that a great and powerful saint, Sai Baba, lived at Shirdi. That was the first time I heard of Him and I vowed or thought that if the Rs. 10 loan were returned (of which I was not sure), it should be devoted to Sri Sai Baba. I went to Aurangabad and unexpectedly the loan was returned. Later on, I went to Shirdi and saw Sai Baba but did not mention my vow to Him. He asked me for dakshina 3 or 4 times on the first day of my visit, first Rs. 5, next Rs. 2, next Rs. 2, next one and did not ask me anything for two days thereafter, though I saw Him all the three days of my stay there. His demand totalled Rs. 10, just the amount I vowed, I would give Him.
23rd May. 1936.
ramachandra
vaman modak, BA., Engineer, Seth's House (near Peru's gate) Sadasivpet, Poona, (Sai
L. Masik-Vol III, part 9, p.399:- Udhi used to drive off snakes from the
house) says:
I went to Sai
Baba about 1909 and was impressed well enough to repeat my visits. My last visit was in 1916. The most momentous of my visits was in
1912. My employment was that of Senior
Government Auditor of Municipal and Local accounts of West Kandesh Division and
my headquarters was nominally at Bombay.
My wife and children, however, were stationed by me at Dhulia. In 1912, I had some official troubles or
foreboding of troubles especially with a particular higher officer, who was
waiting for an opportunity to sack me.
They were trying to force me to appear for a departmental test, in which
of course that particular officer would have an excellent opportunity to sack
me and even declare me unfit to continue in service. The question was, if I should face that danger and by passing
the test qualify myself for higher appointments or simply remain safe on my
pay of Rs.120 and refuse to go up for the test.
At this
juncture, having learnt of Sai Baba's omniscient kindness and vast powers of
control, I determined to make Him my sole guide and providence to help me in
deciding aright on this matter of great importance. I left Bombay for Shirdi (which is outside my jurisdiction)
informing no one and taking no leave from my department to enable me to be away
from work. I hoped also to return
quickly in which case, no leave would be necessary. I went straight to Shirdi.
It always gives me (and other devotees also) great relief to be in the
presence of Baba. Care leaves one
as soon as He is in that presence and happiness Jills his soul. Next morning, at 7 A.M (i.e., the usual time to go to Baba to take leave), I
was being put off. I could not start
as Baba had given me no leave. He knew
full well that I had gone there in an irregular way without the sanction of my
superior and unknown even to my family.
If there were consequences to be faced. Sai had to face them. But Shama i.e., Madhavrao Deshpande
knew my difficulties and interceded on my behalf, telling Baba: "He has stayed several days. Give him
leave to go." Baba gruffly
answered him that I had gone to see Baba and not to see Madhav Rao. Turning to me also, He asked whether I had
gone there to see Him (Baba) or to see Madhav Rao. Baba gave me the assurance that all would go well with me
regarding my official problem as in other matters. In fact He detained me at Shirdi when the test was going on at
Bombay. The die was thus cast and Baba
settled it as the best for me that I should not go up for the test examination.
On the night of my fifth day's stay, I
had a dream. I saw therein that I was
back at home, that my young daughter was welcoming me, asking me where I had
been all these days. I woke up and felt
assured that Baba was going to give me leave.
At once I prepared for departure.
I dressed myself up and despite my friend's protest that there was no
guarantee that Baba would give me leave even that day, I went to the gate of
the mosque. Baba was in a towering
passion fuming and fretting with a stone in His hand and was moving up and down
at the mosque. He saw me standing at
the gate. In ten minutes time, He
calmed down and took His seat on the gadi that was the place where He
should be approached and I went and prostrated. Of His own accord, He said "Take Udhi and go
away." That was the way leave was granted for departure. "But,"
I asked Baba, "Where am I to go? Please tell me that"— as I wanted
definite oral solution by Him of my problem- whether I should go to Bombay
direct, which would mean attending the test or whether I should go to Dhulia
which would mean refusing boldly to attend the test. Baba's answer was "Go home.
Your children are anxiously waiting for you." That confirmed my
dream and settled my course. I went to
Dhulia and only later on to Bombay.
When I went to
Bombay, in the usual course, some trouble might have arisen on account of my
unauthorised absence. But, strangely enough, everything went on smoothly. My clerks, who would have to go with me on
my tours, wondered where I had gone away.
My family fancied I was at Bombay all the time. Anyhow by Baba's grace, my absence was not
officially noticed and did not lead to any official trouble. On the way from Shirdi to Bombay on this
occasion, as usual, I had to go naturally via Manmad. The Deputy Collector of the Division was
camping there at Manmad and he had sent me a letter asking me to halt en route
at Manmad and I intended to meet the D.C.
But when I started and thought of Manmad stay, Baba said "Pshetu,
Give that up. He is not there. There is no hurry." At that time, I did not understand what Baba
meant. But, when I got down at Manmad, I learnt that the D.C. had got a wire
which made him suddenly break up his camp there and hurry away elsewhere. So Baba was right, as He always is. During these six days of my Shirdi stay. Baba was impressing my heart with spiritual
experience, I felt that He was all in all for me and that I needed nothing more
for my mundane or spiritual welfare.
That was decidedly critical and precious period of my life.
I had, however, my usual inclination to
rely on my Vedantic and religious studies.
I had also not taken to Sai with the great earnestness which so many
devotees evince. I was still very much
in the world. In 1914, I had a confirmatory
experience of what I had received at the hands of Sai in 1912. Another great saint gave me impressive
hints of the value of Sai as a guide and of the experience He (Sai Baba) had
imparted to me. A lady had asked me to
go to Govind Bua at Sonegir, more especially as it lay on my way home i.e., to
Dhulia. But, I had engaged a tonga to take me-direct to Dhulia and
fixed up a programme not providing for an intermediate halt. But, as fate would have it, the cart in
which I and my cook travelled, broke down, the iron tire came off clean and at
least three hours would be needed to mend the wheel and continue the
journey. The place where it broke down
was Sonegir. My cook went, bathed and
took darshan of the Bua and without any bidding from me asked him if I (his
master) could come up for darshan. "Yes", was the answer,
"let him come after a bath."
So I bathed and went to him with cocoanut and a rupee. Then, he said "Hallo, you rogue, you
have had a precious thing given to you.
You tasted it for a while, and yet, you run hither and thither after
worthless things." That, of course, was a reference to Sai Baba's gift to
me in 1912 during those six days. I
understood it in that way. He further
said "In any case, you have come to our own house" and thus
identified himself with Sai Baba. Thereafter, he asked me to provide biksha.
"Prepare sira and purl for me." That meant, I
found, that I had to pay for that day's prasad or food at the Mutt. I did so.
The Bua sat up for the meal at my request. We had a lota cup and filled it with water and placed it
near Bua's seat. The Bua dipped his
finger into the cup of water extracted from it miraculously a thin puri
and ate it saying "Here also we prepare puri." The puri He
brought out of the cup water was thin and nice. That prepared for the biksha was thick and rough. How puri could be extracted from a
cup of water was the wonder. It impressed
us with His wonderful power. Such a
mighty man assured me of the value of the experience I got from Sai Baba in
1912.
I had not many
opportunities of seeing Sai baba. In 1916 was my last visit to him. Then, with
my wife who also had great devotion to him, I went to Baba and returned the
same day. In 1919,I retired. Sai Baba is not dead. He is still as ever.
It is in a strange invisible ethereal manner, I feel His guidance,
direction and control in my affairs. I have felt it on many occasions. For
instance, in 1919,I retired on a pension of Rs. 81-8-0. But retiring was good
for me. As soon as I retired, I joined a friend in working certain mills and
from 1919 up to 1930, I had a monthly income of about Rs.250. This was Sai's
provision for me.
I have always
had indifferent health and literally my eyes have given me great trouble. I
have lost one eye and I am slowly developing cataract in the other. But Sai
Baba, whom I am worshipping every Thursday and remembering constantly has been
looking after my interests here and hereafter. I fed no anxiety for my
temporal or spiritual future. Both are in Baba's hands; and I am safe. Here is
another instance of Baba's kind care for me and mine. In 1916,I was laid up
with fever, cough etc. at Nasik. An old friend of mine in the medical service
undertook my treatment and had prescribed chloral hydrate for my cough or
bronchitis, as he diagnosed it to be. My
wife had, however, a fear that my case was not so simple, prayed to Sai
Baba and sent for Col. Buckley. As soon as the Colonel came and examined me,
and looked at the bottle of chloral hydrate, he took the previous doctor (who
was his subordinate) to task for his poor diagnosis and declared the case to
be one of pneumonia- double pneumonia, and then threw away the chloral hydrate
as harmful, before it was administered to me. Then, under his treatment and by
Baba's grace, I pulled through. It was really by Baba's grace that my wife was
inspired to send for an able doctor and that the wrong prescription and
treatment were changed at the very nick of time— just when the wrong and
harmful drug was about to be administered to me.
26th May. 1936.
gopal bhaskar datak, B.A, LL.B., Brahmin, Pleader, (Station Road),
Thana says:
I am now a Sai bhakta. In 1917, when I
was at Ahmadnagar, I had opportunities to see Sai Baba. But I was deterred by
the accounts I had heard of Him. He demanded and took much money as dakshina.
The water in which He bathed was taken and given as tirtha for devotees to
drink. These repelled me. I contrasted them with the conduct of Narayan Maharaj
for whom I had regard. The latter, when I and other gave Him each a rupee
returned the rupee, adding to it some sugar candy as prasad. Later, after
reading Upasani Baba's life and listening to his lectures, I saw him at Bombay
and went to Sakori. His Lilamrita which I read in 1931, gave me a good
impression of Sri Sai Baba and after my visit to Sakori. I went to Shirdi.
There, the gleaming eyes of Sai in the portrait, the dhuni and the
mosque impressed me greatly and I said to myself 'Here is a Master’. Next, I
read Sai Lila Masik and especially Anna Dabholkar's book, as It appeared In
that Masik with the "Anubhavas" i.e., experiences. I was convinced
that Sai Baba was my destined guru. I have stuck to Him ever since.
Some
experiences that I got confirmed me in my faith. A lady in the house who was
suffering from internal pains for a long time and had vainly tried some
medicines, was listening to me as I read Dabholkar's book aloud. There was the
incident of Sai Baba intervening to save a frog that was caught by a snake, in
what I read. She had heard it half dozing. She prayed In that half dozing state
to Sri Sai Baba thus:- "O Sai Baba, You have pity and help for humble
suffering creatures like a frog, have You no mercy for me— a human
being?" She then heard the voice that seemed to emanate from a peg on the
wall, - "Will you give me Rs. 5 dakshina for the Dasserah?" And she
answered that she would, in case she got cured. At once, she woke up from her
dozing condition and narrating the above, wanted Rs. 5 to be sent up as her
contribution for Sai Baba's Dasserah celebration. That was done at once. She
improved and her agony abated by evening. This was in 1931 or 1932.
Some time later in 1932,I used to get Sai
Baba in my dreams wherein He would play with me as He would play with little
children. In one of the dreams, Sai
Baba was requested by Upasani Baba to help me and he agreed. Still later, I was in a great fix. I had lost or mislaid the letter of a
wandering client, whose presence was urgently required by the court. I tried to learn his whereabouts by
inquiries — In vain. At last, in despair, I prayed to Sai Baba. The next day. I chanced to place my hand on
the rack in my office room and I found the missing letter and that enabled me
to secure the party's presence in proper time.
Two or three years ago, I was given a commission to examine some witness
on interrogatories sent by a distant court. The interrogatories and other
papers were one day missed by me. I
searched in various places for them and was much dejected at my failure. I
expected then I would have the mortification to inform the Court of my negligence
and ask for fresh copies of the interrogatories, etc. A Varkari (one constantly going on pilgrimage to Pandharpur
Vittal) had come to my house then; and
having served him with zeal for some days, I told him of my worried state. "It will be found" he said. There
was always my daily service to Sai Baba also. The day after the Varkari left, I
discovered the missing papers amidst the papers of a totally unconnected case.
I was formerly ignoring Shrodha and other
ceremonies, being carried away by the social reform ideas that these were
meaningless superstitions. I had no faith in them. But my faith in them revived
as I revere Sai Baba and as one Mr. Nana Nachane, (a Prabhu) clerk in the
Presidency Magistrate's Court. Kurla, Bombay and devout Sai Bhakta gave me the
following account of his experiencing the kind mercy of Sri Sai.
Very recently,
Mr. Nachane's wife died, leaving him her little child to take care of. The
loving husband wished to be assured of her getting sadgatt and
therefore, resolved to go to Nasik and perform all the required ceremonies on
the bank of the Godavari. But, being unaccustomed to these, he hardly knew what
steps should be taken and whether he would have sufficient funds to cover all
the expenses. With such fears, he started, taking 80 rupees with him. In the
train he suffered other troubles and a fellow passenger gave him great
help. That passenger, learning of his
fears, told him that he would see to every
ceremony being properly performed within the funds in hand. This kind
friend accompanied Mr. Nachane to all places and directed the ceremonies and
controlled the expenditure - displaying a knowledge very wonderful for one, who
belonged to a Sudra (Mahratta caste) and was merely a peon in some
Bombay institution (the address and particulars of which he gave) as the friend described himself. After a great deal of self-sacrifice, that
friend, without gaining a single pie or advantage, accompanied Nachane for several days and parted company with him
promising to meet him again within a fortnight. But he did not. So,
Mr.Nachane went to the place described by that friend and found there was no
such peon in the institution mentioned by him. Mr. Nachane was convinced that
the kind and very wise 'peon' was only a form taken by Sai Baba to help him in
his distress. I felt sure that as the
all-wise Sai Baba helped this devotee to perform the funeral ceremonies
successfully. Such ceremonies must
have a real use and must be worth performing.
I am now performing them ever since I heard Mr. Nachane's account.
26th May, 1936.
kasinath
kanderao garde, B.A.. LL.B., 65, Retired sub-Judge of Nagpur, Congress Nagar,
Nagpur. says:
Our family guru is a Ramachandra
Tikotkar. My own personal guru is Ramanand Bidkar Maharaj. He was deep in
wisdom and possessed marvellous powers and knowledge. After giving me upadesh,
he told me that I should go round seeing a number of great souls, i.e.
saints, that he had seen in the tours, and he gave me a list of them. He told
me that all these saints would feel they are of one family and they would
recognise me as connected with their stock and accord me a hearty welcome.
That would confirm me, he said, in the belief of the truth and value of his
instruction to me.
One of these saints that I was ordered to
visit was Sai Baba of Shirdl. My guru Bidkar Maharaj in 1898 told me to visit
Him, saying that he himself (B.M.) had seen that saint (Sai Baba) 25 years
back, i.e., about 1873. I went to see Sai Baba in 1912 or 1913 during
the May vacation, as I was then sub-judge at Khamgaon. As soon as I went and
saw Him, without any introduction or announcement, Sai Baba welcomed me
heartily saying, “Welcome Ramdas". Ramdas is not my name. But, the hearty
welcome He gave me was in accordance with that my Guru Ramanand Bidkar Maharaj
asked me to expect and the word 'Ramdas' I took to be reference to that guru,
by whose order I went to Shirdi and also to the earlier family guru, whose name
was Ramachandra. I stayed there with my college chum (of the Deccan College)
Bala Bhate, who lived there, at Shirdi, a life devoted to Sai Baba. Each
succeeding day, I tried to go but the journey was put off, fof 6 days as Baba
said "Wait till tomorrow". Meanwhile, I had kept with me Rs. 6 or 7
for the expenses of my return Journey.
Sai Baba asked
me first time a dakshlna of Rs. 2 and Rs. 1 each day for four days
thereafter. On the next day thereafter, when I had got Rs.0-3-6 left in my
pocket, Sai Baba said of His own knowledge, "Why keep that Rs. 0-3-6 with
you? Give that up as dakshina. God will provide you with plenty". I
at once gave up the 0-3-6 I had. Before I started for Shirdi, I was at Poona
Reay Market and I purchased three excellent "Payarf mangoes for
presentation to Sai Baba, and as soon as I saw Sai Baba, I presented them. Sai
Baba then took them up, eyed them with joy and said they were nice looking and
ordered them to be cut up and He distributed the pieces as prasad (taking a
piece himself). Before cutting the fruit, Sai Baba, out of His own vast knowledge,
said "Hanoi these fruits he (i.e., Garde) has purchased to the
market for me and has brought the whole lot to me, without tasting any part of
it. This is the opposite of what a Pandit did the other day. Pandit had got a
whole packet of laddus intending to give them to me. But. on the way after
bathing at the Godavari river, he got hungry and ate away some of the laddus
and brought me the remainder. These fruits are not or sesha like
that".
This narration showed us (1) that he appreciated the pure and
strong bhakti that we, devotees, should have towards the guru, avoiding the
slight involved in presenting Him with sesha and (2) that by his (Sai Baba's)
knowledge, even of unseen events taking place far away from Shirdi, He deepens
and strengthens the faith and reliance we place in Him and in our guru. My
faith in my guru's teaching and my adherence to Him was deepened by all that
Sai Baba said and did.
On the 8th day, I got Sri Sai's permission and left Shirdi with
money lent me by Bala Saheb Bhate. Once, during those 8 days, I saw a strange
sight. Hari Sitaram Dixit had returned, after conducting some big case and with
a trunk full of solid silver rupees which were his fees- it may be "Rs.
1000, He placed the trunk before Sai Baba as on offering to Sai Baba. Baba
dipped both His palms into the silver heap and gave away palmful after palmful
of rupees from the trunk to fakirs and others, who were gathering there in
crowds waiting for such windfalls. The entire money was in a few minutes thus
gifted away. H.S.Dixit felt in no way disconcerted at the disappearance of his
had earned cash.
A few words on Balesaheb Bhate may next be mentioned. At college,
he was a free thinker, a free smoker, a veritable charvaka whose creed may be thus summed up, "Eat, drink and be
merry today, for tomorrow we die”. I used to remark jocularly at his inveterate
smoking being myself free of the tobacco habit. He became mamlatdar and was a
very efficient officer much liked by his collector. He was mamaltadar of
Kopergoan for about 5 years (1904-1909). All that time he was scoffing at his
educated friends (who met him on their way to Shirdi) having any respect for
Sai, whom Bhate described as 'as a mad man'. The friends asked him just to see
Sai Baba once and then form his judgement. In 1909, Bhate camped at Shirdi and
saw Sai Baba day after day. On the fifth day Sai Baba covered him with a gerue
garment. From that day, Bhate was a
changed man. He did not care for earnings or work. From that day up to his
death, he only wished to be at Shirdi, to do seva to Sai Baba, to live
and die in His presence. Sai Baba made his friend Dixit draw up an application
for leave for one year and with Sai Baba's help, Bhate's signature was got to
it. The Collector gave him one year's time to see if he would return to his old
self. But. at the end of the year, he still continued to be "mad after his
guru' and was granted compassionate pension of about 30 rupees as one afflicted
with religious melancholia.
Asked for the reason of his change, Bhate told me the putting of
the (Bhagawa) gerua garment on him by Sai Baba marked the crisis. 'By
that he said, 'my original frame of mind was removed and in its place quite a
new frame of mind was put in*. After that attending to worldly duties -
especially official duties - became unthinkable. He then lived at Shirdi
attending to his Nitya Karma, Upanished-reading etc, before Sai (Sai
would offer remarks on that reading occasionally). His wife and family came to
Shirdi and lived with him.
I have written a short account of my visit to Sai Baba. The
reasons for the visit and the reception I got at His hands are published in the
Maratl biography of my guru.
1st June, 1936.
mirathaj ganesh kuvalekar, daughter of Nanasaheb Ganesh Chandorkar,
age 49 yrs. near Kasba Ganpati Temple, Poona, says:
I am the elder of N.G.C's daughters. I have two younger brothers.
Bapu, the younger is aged 40. When I was 12 or 13 years of age (i.e., 1899
- 1900). I went to see Sai Baba along with others of our family and went often
later, but not after 1918.
Chidambar Rao Gadgil Chitnis Introduced
my father to Sai Baba when he was mamlatdar at Ghodnadi. An early
incident was this. We were staying at the chavadi. Leaving my father
behind, the rest of us were starting to leave Shirdi. Sai Baba came up and
asked us for biksha and said "Do not go’. Our journey was stopped. We gave
Baba, the wayside food ( ) we were taking for the sake of the children. Baba's
eyes sparkled like jewels.
I remember one or two instances of Sai
Baba's significantly stopping or delaying my father's Journey. My father was
starting at the proper time to catch a train at Chitali, as he had to meet the
Collector. Baba permitted one Haridas to go for that train, but stopped my
father. Haridas in a hurry left without a meal. My father took his meal
leisurely and half an hour later than Haridas, My father was permitted to go.
He went and found that he was in time for the train as the train was arriving
late that day as timings had been changed that day. My father told me about this
later. This was about in 1900.
My family and myself were starting from Shirdi to attend a
marriage at Nasik, Baba first did not give us leave but said "Do not
go". We had not got ready cooked food for the children to eat on the way
and thought that at Manmad, we might try to feed them. But the train was
derailed at the station before we reached Manmad and we stopped there for three
hours. Baba's stoppage evidently indicated this stoppage on the way and His
final permission indicated all would be well,
My husband died of plague at Poona in 1904, when I was but 17 and
there was no help for me. My mother
arrived in time to see him alive. I had just then conceived. In 1905, when I
was in advanced pregnancy with serious difficulty at Jamner, was the Gosavi
incident and Baba's Udhl But, I knew nothing of it then, in my pain. In
1908, we were at Pandharpur. My brother Bapu Rao, as a little child of 4, went
daily in the morning, placed a flower on Sai Baba's head and worshipped Him.
That was the beginning of the regular worship of Baba, as others were not
permitted till then to do what Bapu did. Before that there was no regular
system of daily worship of Baba.
When I was 18 or 19, in about 1906, some one was taking darshan
of Sai, with spectacles on and they dropped. Someone present said that the
glasses should be offered to Baba as a gift. But Baba said, "I do not want
glasses. My glasses are worth Rupees 40”. My father interpreted to us
"glasses as self-realization and worth Rs 40 as occurred 40 years ago".
Baba looked about fifty and was gray when I went first in 1900 to Shirdi. He
continued more or less the same up to 1918. His death was during the influenza
epidemic (1918-19) that raged throughout India.
The following facts I learnt from my
father:-
1. Sai Baba had known him for 3 or 4
generations.
2. Sai Baba was constantly using the word
"Narayan" in His talks thus — Narayan Teli, Narayan Dhobi.&c.
N.G. Chandorkar inferred that Sai Baba must have been a Brahmin Sanyasi, as
Brahmin Sanyasis must constantly be saving "Narayan'.
3. Gita was repeated
by Sai Baba. Sai Baba new Sanskrit.
My father was orthodox and never drank the thirta of Sai Baba.
H.S.Dixit and others took it. About 1899 or 1900. my mother's sister's husband
Balasaheb Binnewale (who died 5 or 6 years back) went to see Sai Baba without
any faith In Sai Baba, out of a desire to oblige my father. Balasaheb was a
worshipper of Datta. When he went and saw Sai Baba, he saw Him as a figure with
three heads (i.e) as Datta himself. He, at once, believed that Sai was Datta
himself, and continued a devotee of Sai till his death.
10th June, 1936.
vinayak daji bhave, Brahmin, aged 37, Shirol Kolhapur State,
says:
I was a clerk in 1932 in the B.B.C I.Rry.
Co. on Rs. 90 p.m. I was anxious to find a guru and read Guru Gita from
13-4-32 for one month. I had not found any guru or obtained a vision of Datta
in that period - as I had hoped to find. Then, one Thursday sacred to the guru
- I went to a Datta temple. There is an image of Datta in that temple. But,
when I went there in the place of that image a Samadhi- neatty sculptured was
what I saw. Next morning, I went to a friend's house and opened Anna
Dabholkar's book on Sai Baba and ray eye lighted on the picture of Sai samadhi
found in that book - a picture I had not seen before. That was an exact picture
of the tomb I saw at the Datta temple. So, I inferred that Sai Baba was to be
my guru. For a time, I took His Udhi and read some books about Him. But I soon got dissatisfied. A tomb is not a
guru. I wanted a living guru to go to
and to commune with. So again
recognising that the devoted study or parayana of Guru Gita was the
surest method of obtaining a guru, I began my parayana once again and went on with it for a
week. Then I saw Narayan Maharaj of
Khedgaon in my dream. Inferring that
he was to be my guru, I went to Khedgaon.
There, at night, I had a dream in which Narayan Maharaj appeared and
told me 'I and Sai Baba are not different from each other. Why do you not go
there?" I replied that there was none to direct me. I woke up. Later, I went to Shirdi and took
Sai Baba as my guru. My palm was read
by one sadhu and he said "Sai Baba Is your guru'. In 1933, my son had plague and he recovered
by the use of Baba's Udhi alone. My sister had given away a silver cup and Rs.
100 to one Dutta Maharaj, who promised that she would have Ram darshan. She did not get any Ramasakshatkar and
she feared that the Maharaj would not return the silver cup. I told her that if she vowed to make a gift
of it to Sai Baba's Samsthan, in case the Maharaj returned it, Sai would make
the Maharaj return it. She vowed
so; the cup and Rs. 100 were returned
and her vow was fulfilled by presenting it to the Samsthan. Her name is Durgabai Kakatkar. I knew of Sai Baba ever in 1916.
My mother Annapoornabai Daji Bhave went to Shirdi. There when she tried to enter the mosque,
Sai Baba prevented her saying it would pollute the mosque. When she returned to yeola, she received a
card from Yootmal that her daughter-in-law (i.e., my brother's wife) had died
on a particular date - which was the day before my mother's visit to the Shirdi
mosque. She had to observe ten day's
pollution from that day and was under 10 days pollution when she was at
Shirdi. She did not know it then. But Baba knew it evidently.
At my mother's death, we offered the rice ball "pinda"
but no crows would touch it. My sister then vowed that she would send 50 rupees
to Sai Baba's tomb if crows should come and take the pinda. Then the
crows came and ate the pinda.
17th June,
1936.
mukunda sastrI lele, C/o Krishna Sastri, age 58, Vydik life,
Konkanast Brahmin, Sanivar Peth, Poona, says:
In 1912, I was often at Shirdi with Sai Baba. I once went with
Nanasaheb Chandorkar in a tonga; the horse reared. The carriage fell
down. I and Nana came off without hurt. Then Baba at Shirdi did the Sanka sound
and said "Nana is now about
to die. But, will I let him die? 8 days later, I and Chandorkar went to Shirdi,
Then Bapusaheb Jog told me that Baba cried out as above 8 days back and asked
me 'Was that true?' ‘Yes', I replied and narrated the facts.
In 1914, my wife was pregnant, 8 months
with child. Baba gave me two (pieces of Barfi) and said 'Go'.Then I went home
and my wife had a delivery. I have three or four children now.
Sai Baba told me to recite Narayan Upanishad (Taittriya Bhaga) at
the pooja of Baba at the masjid and I did so for 10 days. I taught that
Upanishad to H.S.Dixit. Baba recited before me from Bagavad Gita and some more
at times. He knew Sanskrit.
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7th July. 1936.
cursetji shafurji pestonjamas, Parsi, aged 75 Kolaba Khusrubad, Baug,
formerly in Railway Service and Yard Master, Reclamation, says:
I went to Shirdi and saw Sai Baba, and
stayed there for three or four days. That was the only time I saw Him. My
brother-in-law and I went there and were accommodated on the ground-floor of
Dixit's Wada while mine-owners and other rich people were accommodated
upstairs. As we went and sat at the mosque before Sai Baba, this thought was in
our mind, though we did not express it (viz) ‘What sort of justice is
here, in this darbar! Big people enjoying comforts above and poor people
left downstairs to suffer inconvenience’. Then Sai Baba told some one present;
‘Take these people up', and we were given accommodation upstairs. This was at
once proof of Baba's reading our hearts and of His love of equality and
justice. When we left Him finally, He came out and graciously waved His hand,
as sort of 'God speed' to us.
Except this, I have no experience of Sai Baba. I believe He is God.
20th July,
1936.
B. laghate esq., B.A.,
L.L.B., ex-Sub-Judge, Brahmin, aged 70, Shaniwarpeth, Poona, says:
I went to Sai Baba about 1913 or 1914. I was in trouble and I went
to get His ashirwad (i.e) blessings to get rid of the trouble. When I
approached Him, He asked for dakshina and I gave it. He said to me of
His own accord 'sou; margosa and afterwards cut off that tree. I could
not make head or tail of this utterance. It was evidently not the asirvad I
went to Him for. I was disappointed and I never went to Him again, though at
about that time, I lived with Mr. H.S.Dixit (who was a staunch devotee of Sai
Baba) for three years.
20th July,
1936.
'Kusha Bhav' (alias) krishnaji
kasinath joshi son of Kashinath Padmakar Joshi, Joshi Vattandr, Brahmin,
aged 70, (10 miles off Ahmednagar) Mirazgaon, says:
I was given a mere elementary Vernacular School Examination
education to qualify myself for a School Master's place on Rs. 5 or 7 per
mensem. I got trained also for the hereditary duties of the village priest. I
did not care for either. We were poor. In these circumstances, I wanted to
devote myself to a life of bhakti. I found a Guru in Datta Maharaj, a truly
great and Satvic soul. He took me away from time to time and trained me
in yoga. Under him I learnt Asanas, Pronoyoma and the rousing of the Kundalini
SaktL But, in my youthful waywardness, I was not contented with all that
and asked my Guru to impart to me the mantras he knew which gave worldly powers
creating spells and breaking spells, exercising devils and invoking them
&c. The Guru very unwillingly imparted the mantras to me, on account of my
Importunity and I went through the necessary Japa and sodhona I wore an
iron bangle, repeated the mantras asprescribed for the required number of
times, I succeeded in getting possession of the coveted powers. I could simply
utter a mantra and order the production of sweetmeats, pedhos and and the like.
And the articles I ordered would at once appear and be filling my hands. These
I would show to others and distribute. The pedha etc., I could not use.
I could not and should not eat or sell them but I gave them away to the
admiring or wondering people about me. I could also destroy the evil spells of
others. The production of pedha etc. was not by the use of evil spirits (e.g.)
Yakshas, Jinns etc... This latter method is dangerous. It will extinguish
one’s life. The spirits might even begin to cause physical harm to the man, who
uses them. In my case, the articles required were produced purely rnantric
power without the use of these evil spirits.
When I was aged about twentytwo and fully
armed with these magical powers, my Guru resolved to go away from our society
into the Himalayas and live there alone right up the end of his life. He started north and took me with him upto
Delhi. There he wished to part company with me finally. As to what I should do,
after he went away, he told me that there was one Sai Baba of Shirdi, whom he
referred to as his elder brother that I
should go to Him and do whatever ne directs. Saying this, the Guru went away
and disappeared from me and this part of the country: and I have not seen or
heard anything more of him since.
Then (i.e.) in 1908, I went to Shirdi and
found Sai Baba. He would not allow me
to be with him till I should throw away my iron bangle and stop the production of pedhas etc., by mantric means. As His order was strict; I broke and threw
away my iron wristlets and stopped my mantric production of articles like pedha etc. To sustain myself I begged
food here and there at Shirdi. I had
no abode. He ordered me to sit in a corner of the mosque and go on reading Dasbodha
during the day, and I did so. At
night, I would sleep in any place I could find space to lie on. He gave neither
me nor anyone else any upadesh mantra etc.
The town people from Bombay etc. were not
coming to Him then. Only the villagers
would go to Him now and then, and ask Him to remedy their trifling complaints
(e.g.) stomach- ache, fever etc. He
gave His Udhi to all these from his ever-buring fire (dhuni) which he
maintained at the mosque. He was not
asking for dakshina from all but only a few pice (e.g) 4 or 5 He would ask for
and getting these, He might buy fuel for His dhuni or some such article
of necessity. As for big people, I remember that Nanasahib Nimonkar was often
with Him; and as for His talks, I never heard Him say anything about Maya or Brahma or Mahavakya tatwas or Viveka,
and Sadhana Chathustftya,
He imparted faith to those resorting to Him faith in Ishwara, by
exercising His wonderful powers:
they would go on with their devotion to
their Ishtadevata and finally, He would grant them Sakshatkara of that particular ishtadevata.
As for myself, I stayed three full years
at a stretch with Him and then went on
visiting Him during the nine years that followed. During that period of nine
years, He told me to see a person with three heads. That of course, I took as a
direction to go and see Datta at Gangapur. Every year I visited Gangapur twice
once in Guru Poomima and next in Magha poornima. Then, once He told me to do 108 parayanas of Guru
Charitra, taking three days to finish each parayana. I did this at Gangapur and stayed there 10 or 11 months for this
purpose. As for my powers, He had interdicted their use. But, out of His
kindness, He gave me some other power.
It came about thus. One Ekadashi
day. I sat by His side. Baba: What
do you eat today?
I : Nothing, to-day is Ekadashi
Baba: What does Ekadashi mean?
I : It
means a day for upavas
Baba : What does upavas means?
I: It
is just like rojas
Baba: What is rojas?
I. We
take nothing except Kandamulaa
means root and usually 'sweet potatoes' and is the food that
is eaten (onions should not be taken by the orthodox) on Ekadashi day. Then Baba picked up some onions, evidently
having a phonetic equivocation, and told me to eat it. Seeing Baba was
persistent and not wishing to run counter to His wishes, I yielded, but added
'If you eat It, I will eat it’. Then
Baba ate some onions and I ate some. Then as visitors began to arrive, Baba was
enjoying some fun at my expense.
Baba : Look at this Bramniya (a contemptuous
corruption of the word Brahmin), he is eating onions on Ekadashi day. I began to defend my conduct or
justify it. I : Baba ate it and I ate
it. Baba, at one stroke, was having humour at my expense and the manifestation
of His powers and He declared that He had not eaten onions. At once, He vomitted out something. That
was not onion but sweet potatoes (Ratale). Baba : See, it is not onion
but sweet potato I had
eaten.
Now here was my
opportunity. By His miraculous powers, He had produced sweet potatoes from His
mouth. I treated it as prasad, fell upon it, seized it with my mouth and
ate it up. Baba abused me,
kicked me and beat me. But I did not mind at all in the least, as I was
overjoyed at having got His uchchishta as prasad. I knew also that as
with Akalkote Maharaj, so with Baba His beating and abuse were auspicious and
beneficial. If Baba kissed a man and sent him off, as He did sometimes, that
was not auspicious. But in an instant, Baba's mood was changed. His anger, real
or pre-tented, gave way to warm appreciation of my unquestioning faith in Him
and He lovingly placed His hand on my head and blessed me. He said that I would
thenceforth have the power by barely thinking of Him and holding up my palms,
to pour abundance of Udhi from my palms.
(At this stage, Kushabhav at once put his two empty palms together
and held them above and in front of his face, lifted his face up and closed his
eyes, for (or as though he was in) prayer and in a minute he cried. Here is ‘Udhi’ 'Hold your hand under and
receive the Udhi' and he began to drop a stream of fresh Udhi from
between his palms. We (i.e) .I.B.V.N.Swami and Mr. Avaste, stretched out a
piece of paper and took some ounces of udhi, folded the same into packets and
took the same.)
This miraculously produced Udhi could be distributed by me to
those who have faith and want prasad from me, and the Udhi would
remove troubles. This power was at once vested in me and did not require any
japa on my part. I am since then using this power to grant Udhi prasad to
those who want it. This Udhi will remove various evils and can be used. It might
even cure lack of issue, But, in cases of menstrual disorder, it would be
better to see the issueless lady, before deciding on the remedial measure
necessary. As for the old power of producing pedhos etc., I am mostly obeying
Baba's interdictory order. But occassionally. I have yeilded to the importunity
of people, who ask me to produce pedhas etc.
This power of counteracting evil spells and black magic I have
exercised without compunction. Within the last month Mr. Rajmachikar's grandson
was getting mysterious "biba marks' (i.e marks of the marking-nut) on his
body or on his clothes or bed clothes without any visible cause. That is a
well-known species of black magic and there are specific mantras (that I have
practised) to counteract these and other similar evil practices. I was sent for
and I came and went on with these counteracting mantras and my Datta pooja,
arati etc., at Rajmachikar's. That checked the black magic. On 18-7-36,
Saturday, when, as usual, the magical biba marks should apeear, none appeared
and the evil spell is now counteracted.
After I stayed three years with Baba. my father came up and took
me. At my departure, Baba said 'Next time when you come, come two of you', A
little later, I and my father went to Shirdi and paid our respects to Baba.
Then He said that by his pharse 'come two’ He means that I should marry and
come with a wife. Soon after my father took me from Shirdi, I had married a
wife; yet still I liked to go and stay with Baba. So, I went to Him alone, and
stayed with Him for a long time, though married. Then my wife came up and took
me away with her. Now I have children and grandchildren.
On one of my visits, Baba told me ‘Why do you take the trouble to
come up all this distance to see me? I am there’. He then have a specific
description of a plot of land In my village as his residence. I went up later
and after clearing the prickly part on it, I found there was a somodhfe there.
I bought up that land and at that samadhi, I have my worship. There Baba gives
me darshan. So I am not going to Shirdi after that - except for the Ramanavami.
The power of producing Udhi etc., which I have got is communicable
by me. But the would-be recipient of the power would have to undergo a rigorous
course of an austere discipline (e.g.) six montths of absolute
brahmacharya( i.e.) continence.
30th August,
1936.
The name of the saint that appears at
Mirazgaon is Pakir Shah. He lived 200 years ago and held the land in which his
tomb now exists, as an dinom grant from the jagirdar. I now own that land. He
has no disciples or descendants. He is different from Sai Baba. He
occassioonally talks of Sai Baba. He talks very little. It is mostly darshan of
him we get. Now, during the Chaturmasya, even dharsan is stopped.
We can now hear his voice but not see him during these four months.
(Just as
he entered today at 10 p.m into Narayan Rao Bhide's room, Kusa Bhav said, 'here
hold’ and produced Vibhuti or Udhi and applied it to Mr. Bhide's
forehead and gave bits to others.) The production of this Udhi is not
the result of any mantra, but is the result merely remembering Sai Baba.
The former power of producing pedha is different. The pedhas I
produced are merely property fetched from eleshere. That power did not include
the production at will of Udhi. Now it is production ( by thinking of
Sai) of Udhi. For me it was merely transferring pedha, etc., from one
place to another. This Pakir Shah does not give one any help; by his speech
etc., in one's progress injnan or bhakti it is merely to inspire
faith that he appears. He is to be seen and worshipped or bowed to. His
statement about Sai Baba is that Sai Baba is alive. He gives no details as to
what form or what condition Baba is in whether Sai Baba remains only as a
spirit or has taken fresh form in some human body, etc. He says that he and Sai
Baba are inter-related as persons of the same order or set.
26th July.
1936.
baiakrishna
govind upasani sastri, S/O
Govind Gopal Upasani Sastri, Brahmin, aged about 69, retired Professor of
Sanskrit, Saniwarpeth, Poona, says:
When plague was raging at Poona, my
college was closed for many long months, and then I went on pilgrimage with my
mother and wife. When I went from Haridwar and Rishikesh to Tapovan, there I
met a sadhu who glared at me -at least he was persistently looking at me. I
bowed to him and he still looked at me, and asked me 'Are you not from Satana?'
'Yes', I answered, for Satana is my ancestral village. Then, I, in my turn
inquired of him, who he was. 'Come here again tomorrow at this time -
(afternoon) and I will tell you, he said. I then went to my quarters and
informed my mother. She thought that this might be our (family) Mutt Founder,
Sri Uddhava of Mulhare (Mayurapura). Next day, she wanted to come to the saint
and she accompanied me to the appointed place at the time fixed. After 15
minutes of wandering up and down, she thought it was a wild goose chase to find
a wandering saint and went away. Almost immediately after she left, that saint
appeared before me and said, with a grave countenance, 'Do not act in this
manner again'.
I : In what manner?
He : Only those directed
to come should come. There is always difference between one individual and
another alike in physical and other peculiarities. No two are exactly the same.
So only the bidden person should come.
I agreed to abide by that rule.
Then as I wanted to know his identity, he informed me that I had a
saligram among the Gods that I worshipped at home and he gave me an exact
description of it. I said that I had that saligram. Then, he added, that
he was the person who gave it to Uddhava Maharaj from whose grandson, my
grandfather had got it. It has been a heirloom with us and I am still
worshipping it.
Still as his identity was not clear, he
thus replied to me – talking this time in Hindustani. Till then, he was talking in Marathi. He waved his hand so as to
attract my attention and said ‘Lo, there was a tree. Two persons went up that
tree. One came down; the other went
up’. He wound up with the remark You will come to know’ and then he disappeared.
He looked like a man of 50 or 60 years, rather bulky and stout and he wore onty
a coupina and no other article of dress.
Many years later, say about 1910-11,
(31-12-1911) I was trying to tilize my Christmas Holidays for a trip from
Dhulia southward to see if any trace could be found of my younger brother
Kasinath (i.e Upasani Baba). He had contacted some strange disease in the
course of his efforts at Pronoyoma. He could not lie down lest breathing should
stop. He had no sleep, nor good digestion. So he left home and we had no trace
of his whereabouts. As I was in the train from Manmad going south, it stopped
at Kopergaon for a few minutes and the local mamlatdar Mr. Bhat, a
friend of mine who was on the platform made me alight and spend a pleasant day
with him. He told me that Sal Baba was a saint living 6 miles off (i.e) at
Shirdi and worth a visit. He sent me in his tonga to that village.
I went to the mosque and found Sai Baba at the dhuni in the
mosque. He was standing close to the
fire and occassionally turning round Himself.
He saw me and invited me inside.
I went and prostrated myself before him. Gazing at me, he told me to go to Khandoba's temple. I thought he recommended that visit to see
the image of that God and I said that all Gods were there with Him, and was
quite content to see Him. He repeated
the words 'Go to Khandoba's. I
inferred that He wanted me to get away and not to stay there. So I went to an
adjoining house and there they told me (after I mentioned Baba's order) that
there was one Upasani Sastri at Khandoba's.
I then went to Khandoba's and found my brother there. He said that he
was remaining there by Sai Baba's order and that he saw very little of Sai
Baba. I then gave him or rather one
Dada Kelkar on his account some Rs.4 for his food expenses and went back to the
Masjid. I stayed at Shirdi for one or
two days at that time.
On the first day, He asked all generally
for dakshina kukshana some gave. He extended His palms towards me and
asked for dakshnia kukshan. I said I had nothing and made pranams.
On the occassion, Sai Baba said to me the same words as the sadhu
at Tapovan. 'Lof there was a tree. Two persons went up that tree. One came down; the other went up In
Hindustani. I was at once reminded of
the Tapovan saint whose person closely resembled Sai Baba's, though the dress
was different. Sai Baba mentioned
some autobiographical reminiscences of His own. He said He had been at the battle in which the Rani of Jhansi
took part. He was then in the army.
On the second day He asked me again for dakshina. I excused
myself on the ground that I had barely the railway fare for my Journey with me.
Then He pointed to a silver watch I had in my pocket and asked for it as dakshina.
I gave it - but not without a momentary regret and hesitation. He received
it and handed it over to some fakir by His side. Then looking at me and
evidently to meet my momentary regret at losing the watch, Baba said to me
"You are not going to be worse off (on this account)'. I said, 'Of course,
it was nothing I had given. Then I started back, and via Kopergaon I came to
poona. There I went to a friend's (Mr. Natu's) house. I was talking of my
Shirdi watch incident 'and inquired what it would cost to get a similar watch.
Just then my friend's brother sent down his gold watch worth about Rs. 60 and
wanted me to accept it as a present and I accepted it. So, I was not worse off
for parting with my watch to Sai Baba.
I visited Shirdi on one or two occassions. I composed then Sanskrit poems on Sai Baba.
27th July,
1936.
balakistna ramachandra khairikar, Brahmin, Vydiki life, aged 70, Khairi (3
miles off Chitale) says:
When I first heard of Sai baba, it was that he was a mad man. That
was 35 years ago or thereabout. But when everybody began to talk of Him and as
some of the Brahmins of Shirdi (e.g. Appa Kulkami) are connected with
me, I went to see Him. I was a hereditary village officer. The Government
dispensed with our services in 1916. Formerly perople used to visit Shirdi along
Chitale, Jalgaon, Rampur, Nathpatlacha, Wadi, Pimpalwadi, Shirdi route. That
road not being in use is not now to be found.
I saw Baba using water instead of oil for
His panthis (lamps).
Deshpande Master of Danderpur was often
hearing Baba talk. I know nothing of
what Baba said.
Once in 1908, when I went to Baba, a coin
- a pice I trod upon at the mosque. I picked it up and delivered it to Baba
saying 'Keep this safe. This is your coin'. He returned it to me saying That is
all right. Take this coin home. Keep in your puja, along with the images you
worship. You will have prosperity'. I took it and worshipped it. For three
years, (i.e) till 1911, I had prosperity. Formerly. I could not get even rice
for a night meal. But after I started the worship, I save so much from my
earnings as Kulkarni, that my wife could get gold bangles (i.e., wristlets).
Then when I travelled and came under pollution I delivered my study book
(Pothi) with the pice in it to a friend and some days later, I found the pice
was lost. Since then (1911) misfortune dogs my heels. I first lost my wife in
six months of losing the coin. In 1916 I lost my service. In 1917-18, I lost my
mother, I am now begging for my food. I visit Shirdi on each Ramanavami.
27th August,
1936.
badave, C/O Anand
Ramachandra Badave, of Nevase, Brahmin, aged 64, Estate Broker, Mothi Chowsk,
Ravivar Peth, Poona, says:
About 30 years ago, my father-in-law Mr.
Vabale, then Vakil of Ahmednagar, was a great devotee of Sai Baba. I was a Badava or Poojgri (of
Mohiniraj) at Nevasa. I had one son.
But several children were born to me before and after that had died young. My wife, child and I went at the instance of
my father-in-law (who was a friend of Nana Saheb Chan-dorkar) to Shirdi. My wife said nothing and none of us said
anything about our grievances or prayer.
My wife mentally prayed for Sai Baba's blessings that children to be
born later should not be short-lived but be healthy and long-lived. Baba placed
His palm on her head and said, 'Have no anxieties'. Thereafter, I had only one daughter and three sons born to me
and they are alive except one son who died at the age of 17. At that visit,
Baba asked me for Dakshina. When I paid something" He wanted
more. This He repeated several times
till my funds were practically exhausted.
I wanted to give Him one rupee more but somehow failed to give it. We returned and I told my wife about
it. Some years later, I fell on bad
days, my finances were very low and I was knocking from pillar to post getting
little or nothing. Then my wife
reminded me that I wished to pay Re. 1 to Sai Baba and had omitted to do
so. At once, I sent Sai Baba Re. 1 by M.O. Since then the tide has turned. I
have had good days and no financial difficulties. This was about 20 years ago.
Baba was alive then. I came to Poona in 1914 and I am doing business as estate
broker etc. My sons are doing good business here.
1st September,
1936.
shridhar narayan
kharkar, aged 57, Kayasta Prabhu, Accountant, Secretriat. 37 Charni Road,
Thana, Says :
My earliest period, that is infancy, was
well stocked and fed with religious ideas and ideals by the pious prudence of
my grandfather. When I was thus developing the orthodox side of my religious
study and practice, Mr. Appa Kulkami, Deputy Collector, a very pious soul,
showed me the picture of Sai Baba that he was devoutedly attached to. That was
my first contact with Baba. Very soon after that I got from Mr. Dabholkar a
picture of Baba, a number of Sai Lila Masiks and a packet of Baba's Udhi
that came on a day. I was unwell; and on the second day, I got alright and
started my worship of Baba which steadily grew thenceforward.
The beginning
of my faith in Baba was marked by a remarkable dream or vision.
The picture I got from Mr. Dabholkar I
took to my Pooja room but when I was taking it near the picture of the Akkalkot
Saint that I was already worshipping, some impulse made me withdraw the new
picture. 'Hallo! This is the Moslem's picture. How could it be placed next to
the holy Hindu saint?' So thinking I kept it apart, a little distance from (and
not in the same group with) Akkalkot Maharaj's picture.
I had a dream
that night. In the morning, I first forgot all about the dream but when I began
to worship I at once recalled the details of my night dream. In the dream. I
saw a fakir robbed like Sai Baba coming towards the oti or veranda on which I
and some one else were sitting. I got up to welcome that fakir. Perhaps I was
going to make some invidious distinction. At any rate to prevent such a distinction
being made, the person who was next to me told me this (Sai Baba) is not
different from Akkalkot and I was directed to treat Him on the same footing as
Akkalkot Maharaj. Recalling the dream, I rearranged the pictures and placed Sai
Baba's picture along with Akkalkot Maharaj's and worshipped Him.
By Baba's
kindness, devotion to Sai Baba has increased by leaps and bounds not only with
me but also amongst all the members of my family. I read up all available books
on Sai Baba and my wife and children (and God has given me my quiverful) all
have taken to Baba worship and show such a great zeal that in case I fail to
attend to aratl or pooja of Baba, someone else is ready to take it up.
At first, there appeared to be some
exceptions to my felicity in this respect.
My mother was living away from me for many years. But, by the grace of
God and Baba, she came to live with me.
But at first, seeing the worship I paid to Baba's Picture and my visits
to Shirdi she was displeased on the ground that Baba was a Moslem. But, Baba's kindness towards me and her was
most remarkable. He worked a gradual
change in her feelings. As she was not
for Baba, I took other members of my family with me to Shirdi but not my
mother. After 2 or 3 such years, i.e.
in 1933, she wished to go to Shirdi and pay her respects to Baba's shrine, and
asked my wife and daughter to see that she was taken to Shirdi. I was very glad to see the change worked in
her. Baba's kindness made a great
change in her attitude. Extremely othodox
though she was, she dropped her orthodox scruples when devotion to Sai Baba
suggested the contrary course. She was
well-impressed with all she saw at Shirdi.
The visit to Shirdi was none too
soon. Shortly after our return from
Shirdi, she breathed her last at my residence at Thana. It was a great kindness on the part of Baba
to have brought a change in her and given her darsan of the Samadhi just in
time before she passed away. I can
easily multiply instances of Baba's kindness to me and my family. But, it is
needless. It is enough to say that I
feel Baba is guiding us and watching over our interests and actions in
everything.
I shall give only two instances to show
how other members of my family are sharing the kind and merciful care that Baba
bestows on his own. My second son. Govind. Was hungering and thirsting to have
the joy of visiting Baba's Samadhi and Dwarkamai at Shirdi. So in 1934 for
Ramnavami celebration when our family friends Mr. G.B.Datar and family were
going to Shirdi my son accompanied them. When he went to Dwarkamai (i.e.) the
mosque, he was alone with Baba's eyes from the portrait seem to pierce into
you, wherever you may stand in the hall. My son gazed with rapture at the
portrait and closed his eyes. He heard then a distinct and audible voice (Have you come?) That is the parental
affectionate greeting he had. He opened his eyes and found himself alone. There
was no other to utter those words of welcome, but Baba. About 8 years back, my
daughter was in the family way and we had taken her to our village at Khar
(some 2 or 3 miles off Thana). When the delivery was to take place, there was
no proper meidical aid. My relations were blaming me for not providing a providing at Thana for
the delivery. My wife came and told me that
the delivery was obstructed. The child had evidently died and could not
easily come out. There was great pain and anxiety was felt by the patient and
by all of us. It was midnight or rather 2A.M. when the condition was reported
to be so painful and anxious, I was helpless. Suddenly, it dawned upon me that
I had a safe resource in Baba's Udhi. My wife took the Udhi and applied it to
my daughter. Within 30 minutes or one hour of the applcation the child came
out. It was dead, but my daughter's life was saved and our anxieties were at an
end. A doctor came in the morning and wondered how it had come out. He thought
that illtrained people like the midwife would have thrust their hands in and
created danger of septic and possible post-parturition troubles. He was
surprised to learn that mere Udhi without any physical interference resulted in
the expulsion of the child, the placenta and everything.
All my girls
take part in the service of Baba and daily perform their arati. A week or so
before my daughter's delivery, my son informed me that Baba had just appeared
in his dream and called our "Nana, Nana. (meaning myself) Where is he? Why
is he afraid? Apply my Udhi". Though my son had told me this. I did not
recall it at the time of my daughter's serious troubles: but instinctively I
resorted to the aid of Baba's Udhi. Long afterwards I thought over the matter
and found that in my son's dream, Baba had given me a forewarning of the
impending danger and shown me the way out of it. And when I failed to realise
this at the critical moment, I was made unconsiously to utilise the very way He
had mentioned.
12th September,
1936.
shamrao raoji Simotrie,
Kayasth Prabhu, aged 55, Record Keeper, District Court. Thana says:
I visited Sai Baba at Shirdi only once. That was about 1909. When I went and bowed to Sai Baba, I sat in His presence and then a particular question cropped up in my mind. Baba told me to go to a Bai saying that she was in the temple reading Puran. I went up and found an elderly (Brahmin) lady of about 50 years reading Puran. I sat and listened, Therein what she read to me was the answer to what cropped up in my mind when I was in Baba's presence. This was Baba's way of giving me a solution.
12th September,
1936.
sadashiv trjmbuk vdhavkar. Kayastha Prabhu
aged 68, Retired Goods Clerk of G.I.P.Ry. now living at Mahagiri, Thana, says:
I was a goods clerk at Dadar some 28
years ago (i.e.) about 1909. I had a distant relation, a Tamane, was a devotee
of Baba. He told me to go to Shirdi and see Baba. So I went up about 1909 with
my friend Tamane and engaged a tonga for going to Shirdi and returning back to
Kopargaon.
When we went to Baba at the Mosque, we
had left behind a couple of mangoes in the tonga for our own consumption and
took the rest of the fruits which along with some tobacco and a quantity of
copper coins I presented to Baba. Baba said, 'Where are those two mangoes? Why
do you keep them there? Bring them here'. Baba knew the facts evidently by His
own wonderful power. These were then brought and presented. Baba ordered all
the fruits to be cut up and distributed as prasad to all the people that were
present. He then smoked away. It was about 11 A.M. I felt very hungry as my
usual meal time was 9 A.M. and I had no meal that morning. But, out of
delicacy, I said nothing of my hunger and merely continued to sit at the
Mosque. Then some one came with a packet of Pedhas and placed it before Baba as
a present. Baba usually touches nothing, but on this occasion, as soon as the
packet came, He opened it, and took up one pedha. It was a good-sized pedha and
He threw it on to my lap. I was some yards off from Him. I thought that it was
prasad and a precious gift to be taken home and not anything that I should eat
then and there. But, Baba seeing that I held it in my hand without eating said,
'It was given to you not for keeping it.' Then I was obliged to eat it up. I
felt that my hunger was half appeased. Then again, Baba picked up another
pedha from the packet and fiung it at me. This pedha at least is to be carried
home, I fancied and retained it in my hand. But Baba again repeated His remark
'it was not given to you for retention'. So I ate it up and felt my hunger
wholly appeased. Baba did not throw any more pedha at me nor did He give any pedha
to any of the others present. Baba evidently knew of my hungry state, half
appeased state and fully appeased hunger without a word from me.
Then after arati was over, the question
of food for me and my friend had to be considered. It was very late, too late
to start cooking. But Baba had evidently anticipated things. We learnt that He
had told the retired mamlatdar (probably Balasaheb Bhate) in the morning that
He would go and dine with him. So extra meals were ready at that gentleman's
house. When the arati was over, Baba told him to take us two and a third
Brahmin stranger to his house and feed us. We were the persons to reprsent Baba
and we had a satisfactory meal.
At the time
when Baba was sending that official to us at his place to feed us, He said to
him, ‘This youngman (Referring to me) has needless anxiety. His business is
already accomplished'. That gentleman came to us and reported Baba's words and
asked what for we had gone to Shirdi. The fact was that I was anxious to get
upadesh and hoped that Baba would given me some upadesh.
In the afternoon, the tonga man was hurrying us up to go back to
kopergaon. Some people told us that
Baba did not usually permit people to get back the same day they visited Him,
but we had to go for two reasons. First,
the cartman had to be paid his return fare even if we did not start that day.
Secondly, I had got away from my office by reporting myself sick and had to
present myself before the Railway Medical Officer at Dadar on the following
morning. Anyhow, we told the tongawalla
to wait and sat before Baba. Even
there the tongawalla came. Baba
looked at his face and asked him to go away saying 'Where is the hurry?' Then,
any way He knew my other difficulty and so gave us leave. He told me to take Udhi. I
took it and we came away. His parting
words to me were 'Have no anxieties.
Your business is already accomplished'. It was not clear to me what business of mine He was referring
to or he could refer to as already accomplished. The only business I had with Him if it could be described as
business was taking upadesh and it was not accomplished for He gave me
none. I returned to Dadar and in 7 or
8 days, I had a dream, in that dream, my family priest who was at Indore at
that time came to me to give me upadesh.
When I woke in the morning, I had no intimation by letter or otherwise
of the priest's visit, but, in a few days, he suddenly turned up at my office
and said he would stay with me. I told
him of the dream. He said he knew that
and had gone to me then specially for giving me upadesh. But, he did not tell
me how he happened already to be aware of my dream. Next morning, after due and proper performance of the requisite
ceremonies he gave me formal upadesh a regular initiation to Siva Mantra. I am a Saivite. Thus, my business was
accomplished. And as evidently the
priest intended to give it to me sometime earlier, Baba's words were real
statements of fact, or powerful words that forced the intended business into
the mind of my priest (who lived at Indore far away from Shirdi and who had not
gone to Shirdi).
(This gentleman is a devotee of Hubll Siddharud Swami and went to
Shirdi only once after the above visit and that was in 1935 in grateful memory
of Baba.).
13TH September,
1936
dattatreya
vithal vaidya, S / O Vithal N. Vaidya Kayastha Prabhu, aged 25, Clerk, Treasury,
Thana Collectorate, Thana, says:
My father Vithal N. Vaidya is a retired Railway employee living
at Karachi and has long been a devotee of Sai Baba. But, he has a dislike for
expressing to others his own experiences relating to Baba. My father's first
visit to Shirdi Baba was when I was very young - indeed so young that I have
hardly any recollection of that visit. My sister Chabu, a small child then, had
suddenly an attack of fever on the day fixed for starting to Shirdi and he had
to take the children with him. Our relations, therefore, opposed his idea of
starting. But, his strong faith in Baba made him stick to his first idea and
he was prepared to go and did start with the sick child. By the time we reached
Kalya, the child was alright -fever had disappeared. Thus, his faith in Baba
was justified and strengthened. He went and took darshan. He was anxious
to return in proper time and asked Baba for leave. But Baba detained him for
several hours beyond the proper time for starting in spite of his informing
Baba that he must proceed at once to join duty next day. Some 4 hours or so after the proper time,
Baba gave him leave. But my father thought it was useless to start then for
Kopergaon station, as there would be no train available. But Baba having given
leave, he was told that it was not right for him to continue at Shirdi and that
he should start at once. He started and when he reached the station, he was surprised
to discover that the train by which he wanted to go to Bombay was 5 hours late
and had not arrived. It came soon after he went and he reached Bombay in due
time.
My father fell ill at Thana in 1933-1934.
Severe type of pneumonia it was. Dr. Chipkar was despairing of his recovery.
He had fever for 21 days and the temperature was yet high.
My father was,
however, even during his illness, praying to Sai Baba. On the 21st day at 9
p.m. my father had actual vision of Baba - though none of us at his bedside
could see Baba. My father cried "Baba has come and wants bread and
onions". As we did not see Baba, we thought our father delirious and that
really there was no reason to fetch bread and onions. Then my father was angry
with us and asked us all to clear out.
We left the sick room and stood outside, but quite near to hear what
passed in the room. We could hear Baba talking with my father. Then we heard
Baba addressing some 2 persons present there and asked them to go away. They however, protested and wanted to take
away my father with them. Baba objected and asked them to clear away and
forcibly struck the earth with his little staff. And evidently these two
persons went away. We heard no more of their voices.
Baba left the sick room telling my father
to drink plenty( i.e. one lota-ful) of cold water. Then my father called
for me and for drinking water. As the doctor had forbidden cold drink, we
hesitated but at the insistence of my father, my mother who had faith in Baba
gave him water. He drank 2 or 3 cups full of cold water. He perspired and the
temperature was rapidly coming down a fact which we ran up at once to report to
the doctor. Doctor came at once and wondered at the sudden fall of temperature,
and its being brought about by cold water being taken. He gave some injection
and next morning he declared that my
father was beyond danger. Thus, the crisis of my father's life was tided over
by Baba's appearance and help. On some previous, critical occasions we heard
our father say Baba is come and wants bread and onion.
Last year (i.e., 1935) my sister
Chabu had to be married. My father was anxious about it and was inquiring for
a suitable match. One match was almost settled but suddenly fell through; that
made my father still more anxious. As usual, he was praying to Sai Baba. One
night he had a dream. There he was told that a letter from Pandharpur side
would come and following that would settle matters and that he need not be
anxious. Within 15 days of the dream, one Dingre of Pandharpur wrote a letter
to him proposing a marriage with one Mr. Dixit of Pandharpur. Very soon, that
marriage was settled and celebrated.
14th September,
1936.
Sankar Balwant Kohojkar, BA., Kayasth Prabhu, aged 41, clerk in Bombay Collector's Office, living at Thana, saya:-
My late father Balwant C. Kohojkar a
retired mamlatdar visited
Sai Baba in 1911. Baba gave him an affectionate parental welcome, and patted
him on the back. Baba said to him. "Will you live in the mutt? (i.e.) at
Shirdi. My father lived there for about 7 days. When the time came for
leave-taking, Baba told him ‘Go anywhere. Baba is after you’. Subsequently,
till my father's death, a few months back, whatever mishap may befall, my
father found that he was helped by Baba. My father went only once.
During his stay at Shirdi in 1911,Dotta Jayantee
occurred. About 5 p.m. or so, Baba was seated at the mosque with devotees
around Him. At once, He said "I am having the pangs of labour. I cannot
bear it. I am about to be delivered." Evidently, He was identifying
Himself with Anusuya, mother of Datta who at that time had her pains of labour
and was undergoing sympathetic pain.
At twilight time, shortly after the above
incident, He drove out all people from the mosque and again after a little
whileH called all people to come unto Him. Then He was in glee. This is
according to the Purana the time of Datta's birth. People all went in and among them, my father directly entered the
mosque; what he saw on Baba's seat and in place of Baba's figure was a small child,
charming three-faced figure of Datta, as an infant. That view he had just for a
moment. Then, instead of Datta figure, he saw at the identical spot Baba in His
usual dress and form. Just imagine what his feelings must have been at that
time. He vividly realised that Baba was Datta.
On the day of
leaving Shirdi and after taking the parting Udhi at the Masjid, my
father had gone through the lanes and houses that block the view between the
main road and the mosque. There, at the main road, he had a strong feeling that
this view of Baba might be his last, and so he desired to see Baba once more.
Just as he
formed that wish in his mind, he looked at the lendi side and there
peeping through the hedge was the face of Sai Baba. What a wonder of wonders!
He had left Sai Baba behind at the mosque and Baba had not accompanied or
followed him. Yet, at the moment when he entertained the desire to see Baba's
face for the last time Baba's face appeared at a hedge about 100 or 150 yards
away from the mosque. That was the last time he saw Baba, and so Baba said
"You are going. Well go". I had not accompanied my father on the
above occasion, but my father has mentioned this to me and others.
I have
personally little experience. As a boy, I got a small photo of Sai Baba in my
pocket. Since that time I progressed well in my studies and in life. I have
given that little photo to my sister, I am worshipping Baba even now.
In 1930, I had a serious accident that
threatened to cut my life short at once. I had dyscentry and I mistook a bottle
of phenyl, while I was in half sleeping condition for water and swallowed most
of it. That resulted in my passing into a deranged state and for four days, I
was unconscious. The attendant Dr. Chipkar feared it might prove fatal. But, I
recovered after the fourth day. Just at that time, as I was regaining
consciousness, I had a vision. I saw that figure of a young athletic Moslem
(bareheaded he was) beating all round on the wall and the floor of my sick room
with his staff. At once, I concluded that it was my patron saint Sai Baba that
had come and saved my life.
In 1934, I felt a strong impulse that I
should at once proceed to Shirdi and have a darshan of samadhi and
Dwarka Mai. When I went into the Dwarka Mai, I felt thrilled by a current passing
through my body (just like an electric current) at the sight of Baba's
portrait. At first, I could not keep looking at that portrait. As I felt it, I
was full of the feelings "God is here".
15th September,
1936.
ramachandra
ramakrishna samant, Esg., B.A.. Brahmin, Landlord, 45, Turner Road, Bandra,
says:
I visited Sai Baba thrice during my life
time. The first time was at Guru Poornima of 1912 and was in the company
of my father-in-law, Annasaheb Dabolkar and my wife. I had not then become a
believer in Sai Baba but I went at the instance of my father-in-law. He had
vowed to take his daughter and son-in-law to Sai Baba. So I had to go. On my
parental side there was no connection with Sai Baba; but there was intense
religious fervour. My great grandfather Bhagat Lakshman Arjun Samant was a very
devout and regular pilgrim of Pandhaarpur Sree Vithoba. He is ochre-coloured
Chhati, sash, his clothes and vessels etc, which he regularly carried at
each Ashadi Kartikai are still preserved as heir-looms and I took the
ancestran sash to Pandhari, for dipping it into the Chandrabhaga. My
grandfather, a bhakta of Vithal was deeply devoted to Shankar also.
Every afternoon, he carried on his
meditation with concentration and japa of Shankar with Namaual and
I, his grandson, was his pet. Yet, I was not allowed to disturb his prayers. At
night, he recited Haripatha and at dawn he had Bhajan. At his
death at the age of 59, there was a very memorable scene. He grew virakta and
said 'My close of life has approached’. He referring to Shri Pandurang
sitting on a box in white dress had come to take him to Vaikuntha and that the
heavenly visitor had given him one ghatika (i.e.) 24 minutes to take
leave. Then he called his sons, daughters, etc. one after another. The ladies,
his daughters, etc., he did not call by their usual names. One he called Ganga,
another he called Bhagirathi. He called them by the names of holy tirthas and
bade them good-bye. He called my weeping father and asked him to take courage.
To me, he gave
blessings saying he would protect me as soon as I should think of him and that
he was always before and behind me. The words he uttered were words quoted
appositely from Tukaram, Ramdas, etc., and not his own words. This was
in 1899.
After such
talks in highly spiritual vien. he peacefully passed away, it is believed, to
Vaikuntha. My father was not quite so advanced. He visited Pandharpur and told
me that to keep up the family traditions, every member of our family should go
to Pandharpur at least once in his lifetime. When he died, he was conscious up
to the last moment and as death was approaching, he said pointing to the south
‘They have come
to take me. I am leaving (1911).’
I sucked in these holy and purifying
ideas and ideals in my early years; but the education I went through tended in
quite the opposite direction and was quite powerful enough to deaden and stifle
the feelings and sentiments of earlier years. At the time of my marriage (June
1911), I was just beginning to suffer in health (from albuminuria hereditary)
and I was on diet (i.e.) at night I would take no solid meal. I had the
beginnings of seeds of faith of Sai Baba, having heard grand accounts of His
powers. But, my spiritual numbness still continued. I was just prevented from
descending to scoffing. I simply ran with the current, or rather went through
all that my father-in-law and others went through, merely out of a desire to
keep in conformity with my surroundings. Others went and bowed to Baba and I
bowed. Baba clearly perceived my mentality and ultimate possibilities and
remarked about me in reference to Mr. Madhavarao's bidding me to bow to Baba at
that time He
requires pressure to be brought
to bow at the (Guru's) feet. But that gentle pressure
was being very slowly applied. I was also by His kindness made the recipient of
favours, the effect of which would also be to increase my faith in Him. Baba
was informed about my trouble (Albuminuria) and my getting weaker on account of
inability to take the food that others took in usual quantity and at the usual
times. Baba said that I would get alright.
The words of Baba came true. I was
observing diet and taking medicines now and then for a short time as a precaution
and had my regular or periodical urine examination. Thereafter, the trouble
stopped and I resumed my normal food eating.
On 5-6-1913, my first child, a daughter
was born, about 11 months after my
first visit to Baba, It was in 1913 I was appointed to be Chairman of the
temple committee to look after Tungareshwar Devasthan at Bassein. At the Guru
Poornima of 1915 was my second visit to Baba, as before in company with my wife
and father-in-law. There was nothing notable at the visit itself to record. But
something that took place in February 1915 may be recorded to show how Sai
Bhakti and Sai's protection were going on, at least subconsciously.
In that month on a particular day, I was
trying to get up at bedstead; during my convalescence, at my house at Arnala, I
suddenly had a fit and fell down. My wife feared that consequences might be
serious, and others also were soon drawn to the place. But at that time I had
something like a vision, I saw some 8 or 10 dark beings with spears and shields
round me accountred in the accepted Yomodoot fashion and I said to myself
"What is all this? Why are they beating me?" I did not feel any pain
but still I had the feeling that I was being beaten. Simultaneously, there was
light and I saw a hand moving on and sweeping aside all those dark beings who
stood respectfully away from it and there was a portion of a white gown below
that hand. Then I woke to full consciousness and picked myself up just as a
crowd of persons was gathering round me. I had not sustained any injuries
personally by the fall. The only damage done by the fall was that my spectacles
fell down and broke. I perceived a peculiar odour at the time of my vision. Of
course my relations believed that I was saved by Baba and now I recognise that
the hand seen by me was Sai Baba's. This strong faith I had not in 1915 but it
came to me in 1927 after seeing how Narayan Maharaj's power worked.
In October,
1918 just a week or ten days before Sai Baba passed away, we went up and took
his darshon. I had taken two little sons along with other members of the family
and while there they had
diarrhoea. In other places, one would, make them fast or give them light liquid
nutrition; but here at Shirdi, Baba was asked about them, and He said
"Feed them on sweetened semolina (boiled with ghee). They ate that and got
alright in a week. I know personally that my father-in-law, when ill, was, by
Baba's order, fed on food which ordinary rules of prudence would avoid in cases
of illness. But obedience to Baba's orders did not result in any harm.
It was in 1918 that Baba first asked me for dakshina and
that several times I gave Him such sum as He asked for. He did not compel me
thereby to borrow for that purpose a course which I would not like at the
place. He stopped asking me before my pocket money was exhausted. Another fact
I noticed about these demands was that whenever He asked me for money, I was
then having in my mind feelings of distrust in spirituality. I did not then
pause to reflect, if the figures mentioned in his demand, of 25, 15. 10
had any allegorical meaning or were allusions. On some occasions He told me,
"Go and sit in the Wada". I literally carried out his bidding by
going to Mr. Buty's building where we stayed and sat by my father-in-law. Long
afterwards, I was told that the words meant "Go and listen to the purana
that is being read in the Wada". I will narrate next when my faith in
Sai Baba came up to its present pitch of belief that Sai Baba is both Man and
God and that divine powers and divine nature were part and parcel of Sai Baba.
One of my sons began to be seriously ill in August 1926. It had a
very protracted course and during its course diverse diagnosis were put forward
and diverse treatments adopted by eminent doctors. But, after all efforts,
there was no improvement. Things seemed to point in October 1927 that it was a
hopeless case. I had given up hope. Then my sister-in-law said that we should
take the child to Narayan Maharaj of Khedgaonpet. That was done. Maharaj said
"He will get alright, take this tirtha". That was the turning point. The same doctor with altered
treatment continued; but the child began to improve and in 6 months time all
danger was passed. Later, he picked up more health and strength and that boy is
alright. The turn that came with the words of Maharaj convinced me that it is
absurd to put satpuntsh like Sai and Narayan Maharaj on the same level
with other human beings, whose words had no power, and that the former were
justly placed on a rough pedestal of their own that may be described as the
"human and divine". Thou art human and divine" - In Memortam (Tennyson).
From 1930, I got more phenomena about saints. In that Tungareshwar
temple, there was a saint Naga Bua. He was a ganja smoker. In 1930 he
passed away at Tungareshwar. That very night at 11-30 p.m., I was half dozing
in my room at Bandra when suddenly I was getting choked as it were, with the
smell of smoke that entered my nose, throat, etc. I got up and finding
only my wife in the room asked her "Are you smoking?" Of course she
never did. She asked me. "What is it you are saying?” I felt the force of
her remark, but I was still feeling the smoke strong in my nose and wondered
how that smoke had got into my room. But she did not smell it.
Next morning as I was motoring in a
village, accidentally, the then chairman of that temple committee turned up
and stopped my car and told me that about 2 a.m. during that night, the Naga
Bua had died and asked me what arrangements should be made for disposal of the
remains. So about the time of his departure that saint had gone over to my
room. When my friend told me of the death, I recognised the smoke and smell I
had in my room as that of Naga Bua.
In 1918, when Sai Baba came in my dream and swept away the dark
beings, I perceived a peculiar odour, which I have learned to identify with Sai
Baba.
Baba had spoken a little regarding my
past births etc. to Nana Saheb Nimonkar in my presence although I could
not distinctly hear it; but the latter died before I could ask him as to
details.
16th September, 1936.
bapu rao -N. chandorkar, S/o
Nana Saheb Chandorkar, Brahmin, aged 40, Landholder, Gograswadi, Dombivli,
(near Kalyan) G.I.P. says :
I was taken as a little boy to Sai Baba
by my father. Mahalasapthl worshipped Baba applying gandha (i.e.) sandal
to feet, head etc. None applied sandal paste to Baba's forehead. I was
the first, who, as a child of 4, innocently applied it to his forehead just as
we apply it to all the Gods we worship. After that time, others were allowed to
do so. This was in 1900.
My father told me that Baba explained the Gita to him in
1900-190??, in the style of the
ordinary learned pandits expression,
and without the use of mystifying parables or symbology etc. After
1902. Baba began use of mystifying parables or symbology etc. Then my
father went on transfer to Jamnere. My father said that Baba knew Sanskrit and
that he had explained that stanza
![]()
very well. My father told me that Baba had adwaitamata. But, what ad-waitic idea he
explained or put forward was not stated to me. We were all concerned with
Baba's chamatkaras prophecies, goshttes( i.e.) moral talks etc,
and we did not mind about philosophy at all. My father said that after
1913, the crowds that flocked to Baba were too heavy and there was no more
peace for Baba, and that Baba once said with tears. "No one cares to take
from Me what I am prepared to give abundantly. But they want from Me what I am
unable to give".
Baba once told my father about chamatkar something very
interesting. It was about 1903-1904. My elder sister Mi-nathal, had been helped
at delivery by Baba with Udhi, sent through a Gosavi. That child,
however, died very young. My sister also was widowed at that very early age and
had no other issue. This cast a gloom over all of us. My father and all of us
went to Shirdi. My father went and sat before Baba glum-in sullen silence.
Usually whenever he went, Baba would question him and he would talk and all
would be cheerful. Now, on this occasion there was a sad sullen beginning. This
continued for some minutes. Then Baba broke the ice.
Baba
: Why are you so silent?
C : ( my father) - Baba! You know everything. While we are under Your care, these
calamities have befallen
us,-bereaved of child, and
son-in-law etc.
Baba : If you care
for child (or son-in-law) and come to Me for that, you are mistaken. You need
not come to Me for these. These are not in My power. These (birth of
child and death of relatives) are dependent on poorva karma. Even Parameswar,
great God who has created the world, cannot alter these.
Do you think he can tell the Sun or the
Moon, 'Rise some two yards farther away from your usual or appointed place.*
No. He cannot and will not do that. That would produce disorder and chaos.
C : If that is so,
how is it that You tell some one "You will have a son" and he gets a
son, and You tell another "You will get appointment" and he gets it?
Are these not chamatkaras of Yours?
Baba: ‘No, Nana. I do not do any chamatkaras. You
have your village astrologers. They work 2 or 4 days ahead and give out their
prediction. Some of them come true. I look further ahead. What I say happens.
My art also is a sort of astrology. But, you people do not understand this. To
you, my words look like chamatkaras, because you do not know the future. So,
you regard events as proofs of My miracle-working power and you turn your
reverence on to Me. I, in My turn, turn your
reverence on to God and see that you are really benefited’.
Baba spoke some numerous goshties but
I do not remember them now. In 1913-1914, my father was unwell and on long
leave. So, he went and stayed at Shirdi. My mother also was there and when they
were by Baba's side and I was worshipping him.
(Baba) said and moved His hand like the shaky neck of an old man
"I will go away now. I will take birth as the child of Bapu. At that
time, Nana's head (or wrist) will be shaking thus and thus".
My father construed this to mean that he
(my father) would not die till a son was born to me. Unfortunately he died in
1921. During the fatal illness, I remembered this prophecy and hoped my father
would survive, as I had not even got married and had no son, of course. But
Fate willed it otherwise and my father died in 1921. I got married in 1922. My
father's head was never shaky.
All mantras that Baba spoke or
recited were Arabic or Persian etc. and not Sanskrit, so far as I know.
Kondaji and Baba recited faiias. When 'sera' was placed, on the niche
(Caaba), when brought by people, Baba and Kondaji placed it repeating something
in Arabic, Persian or some such ( unknown to me) language. My father never said
that Baba spoke out or spoke of mahavakyas. It was about 1908, my father
was working at Pandharpur. We went to Shirdi. Baba had asked him to prepare for
naivedya. That was offered to Baba. My father asked Baba to go down to
his quarters to eat.
Baba
: Go, I will come.
My father knew that Baba was not
intending to come in His physical body and so returned disappointed. Madhava
Rao Deshpande was present at the talk with Baba. Baba told him after my father
left the mosque in that mood. Tell Nana that he has been so long with me and
yet not grasped the fact that Baba is in every ant and every fly etc. Baba said
He was in all creatures. That is the highest truth I have heard from Him
directly or indirectly. I do not remember if any pantheistic utterance came
from Him. I have not heard if He spoke long sermons on Vedantic lines. He
generally spoke on common matters, (e.g.) 'Give alms. Do good. Speak
the truth' etc. He told me when I was a boy, 'Hearken to the words of your
parents. Help your mother in her tasks. Speak the truth and truth alone'. Never
a word did He talk to me about mantras or about God.
I have firm
faith in him as my protector. All my life is supported and maintained by him. I
cannot give instances but I feel that he is guiding me and guarding me and
protecting my interests and looking after my welfare.
17th September,
1936.
chandrabai. aged 66, wife
of late Ramachandra Borker, Ville Parle, saya :-
I am a worshipper of Sai Baba for the last 44
years or so I went to see Him at Shirdi 20 years before He expired You see here
in this bungalow! He is the God that I worship. I still retain a good quantity of the Udi which He gave me with His own hand in small quantities and to
I have care fully preserved as it has great virtue and potency. I have also
this sacred thayath enclosing Baba's tooth, which He gave me as a memento. ,
I have had deep
devotion to and powerful response to my devotion from Sai Baba. When I went to
Him about 1898 the present masjid had not been built, nor the Wada of Sathe
which came after rebuilding of the masjid. Baba was then sitting under the neem
tree which is now in Sathe s Wada. I saw Baba filling His pantis, (i..,e lamps with water instead of oil, after
drinking away the little remnant of oil mixed with some water. I saw also His
lying on a plank: in the Masjid hung up from the ceiling with strings made of
slender shreds of cloth. There were lamps on the plank, whereon He lay. No
'bigwigs' were coming then. Whenever I went there. I put up in the house of
some villagers.
Baba's kindness to me was very great.
(Even as she referred to instances, she was overcome repeatedly with emotion,
shed tears and had frequent breaks in her narration, being unable to continue
it by reason of her feelings). My husband Mr. Borkar never went and saw Baba;
but even to him, Baba showed great kindness. In or about 1909 my husband, who
was an engineer, was engaged for the construction or repair of a bridge at
Pandharpur. His residence was, therefore, at Pandharpur. When he was there, I
had gone to Baba at Shirdi and was serving him. One day Baba told me, you had
better go to Pandharpur and I will go with you and added that there was no
difficulty for him to travel and that I should start expeditiously. So I started. I did not know what had happened there. When I reached that place, I found that my
husband was not there, that he had resigned his work there and gone away to Bombay.
That information I got there for the first time and I was in great
straits and sorrow. I had just a few rupees with me and had taken two
companions with me. I had just money
enough to take us back upto Kurd-wadi.
We went there. I had got
thoroughly moody and was brooding over the situation. Suddenly a Fakir appeared before me, and asked me what I
was brooding over. I evaded replying
to him. He told me that my husband was
at Dhond and that I should go at once with my two companions to Dhond. But, where was the railway fare to come
from, I enquired. Then, he immediately delivered 3 tickets for Dhond and went
away. I took the tickets and with my
companions boarded the train for Dhond.
Meanwhile, my husband was at Dhond drinking tea and sinking into half
dozed condition or a reverie. A Fakir appeared before him and said,
"How is it you are neglecting my mother?
She is coming down by the train in carriage. No, such and such' and gave him the number of my carriage.
He was startled and got up saying ' Who
is this that is telling me to ask?' and looked up. But the Fakir disappeared.
When the train arrived, I stepped down and my husband was there to receive me
and take me to his quarters. My husband told me of the Fakir's appearance
before him and wanted to see a photo of Sai Baba whom I was worshipping. I
showed the photo and he recognised therein the Fakir who came to him.
On a Guru Poomima day before Upasani
Maharaj, who is my Gurubondu. left Shirdi for Kharagpur, Sai Baba asked me to
take Pooja Dravya and Naivedya and worship Maharaj. I went and
worshipped him, telling him that it was Baba's order and Maharaj did not
prevent me from doing that worship.
But, after that day, I never again worshipped Maharaj. My attitude
towards him is what I should have towards a Gurubondhu. I do not hate him as so many Shirdi people
do. Sai Baba has often said that we should not harbour feelings of hatred
against any, nor entertain feelings of envy, rivalry or opposition or a
combative disposition towards others and that if others hated us, we should
simply take to Namjapa and avoid them.
But, my attitude towards, Upasani Maharaj has been misunderstood by him
and others. Two years ago, I went to Sakori to help in establishing a proper
arrangement about recent changes in the Panchakanya
establishment of his. But,
apprehending my attitude to be hostile, he never gave me the chance of a free
private talk with him and I returned.
Sai Baba's
kindness towards me and mine was manifested even in 1918 before his expiry and
even afterwards.
Some three months before Dussehra of
1918, he was thoughtful of my welfare after he should leave the body. He told
me 'Bai, (that is how he addressed me) you need not hereafter trouble to
come and see Me here. I am with you wherever you are'. (This lady
melts into tears as she narrates this). So kind He was and His words are ever
true. I went away then. Just at the Dusserah following, when I was at
Panchgani, I get Mr. H. S. Dixit's message that Baba was often thinking of me
and that Baba was not likely to survive even for a short time, I went to Shirdi
in time to see Him pass away. I gave him some water at the last moments, and
Bagya did the same. Baba leaned back on Bagya and expired.
After this, I
visited Shirdi once in 1919, and once in 1933. But Baba, as He promised, has
ever been with me and helping me wherever I remain. I have composed some verses
and communicated them and my experience to the Sai Lila.
In 1921, my husband fell down from a
carriage and his leg broke, I took Udhi and applied paste of Biba nut Jonglalata?)
and Thaqdipala. In three month's time he got alright. In 1921, I
also got a child. That was also Baba's grace. In 1918. when I was aged 48 and
had not conceived at all. I naturally yearned to have a child, though
lay-people and doctors alike would declare conception thereafter was out of
the question.
But Baba knew
my desire and in 1918-_
Baba
: Bai. What is
your heart's wish ?
I :
Baba you know everything. What
is there for me to tell You?
Three years thereafter, my menses stopped
and after some months, Dr. Purandhare diagnosed my condition as one of
internal tumour and proposed to remove
it by operation. I protested and said
that I would bide my ten month's time and then decide. He opinioned that in my fifty-first year,
after long continued absence of conception, there was no chance of my having
any child. But Sai's grace made the
impossible possible and a son was born
to me on Dha-nathrayodashi day
(i.e.) 3 years and
2 days after Baba attained Maha Samadhi. And for that delivery, which took place at Chembur, I had
neither doctor, nor nurse, nor any medicine.
I attended to my regular duties during the day preceding delivery and at
night had an easy and safe delivery. All that time and for 9 months previous, I
had numerous complications. My legs
etc. were swollen. I had carried on a
fast for months taking hardly any food, but more often water and Udhi.
Baba's grace was shown again at the time
of my husband's demise. Two months before that event, Baba was preparing my
mind to face that calamity. He appeared in a dream and said to me, 'Have no
fears. I will take away Sri Ram'. (My husband's name was Ramachandra). I said,
'Baba, take me away first. Then Baba replied that there was much work for me to
do and I should nerve myself to survive my husband and do the duty allotted to me.
I communicated this dream to my husband. He made light of it, saying it was
only a dream. That was about two months before the close of Chaturmasya.
Sometime later, he developed serious kidney trouble and hiccough supervened.
The end was perceptibly drawing near. Then he said to me, that he felt his end
was near but that he wished earnestly that he should die after Chaturmasya was
over. But at or immediately after he was saying this, symptoms of the close of
life were being manifested. His limbs got rigid and he passed into unconsciousness.
I prayed to Baba to spare him at least for the remaining days of the
Chaturmasya. The next day, he regained consciousness and limbs lost their
rigidity. My husband was more cheerful. Then the 7 days or so of Chaturmasya
lapsed, Kortik Poomima (1934) came and also prattpodo. That day at midnight, he
took tea and then told me to go on with vratt (of Baba) and to utter Vishnu
Sahasranam loudly. I did as directed. This was going on till morning when the
doctor came. They were talking hopefully. But I knew that he would pass away by
noon or in the afternoon. I gave him Ganges water to drink. He drank and a
little later he was saying 'Sri Ram, Sri Ram'. A chofcra came and called him
'Baba'. He got up saying, 'Oh' and as he said 'Sri Ram, Sri Ram' he passed
away. I was by his side praying to Baba and Sri Krishna that he may be taken to
the divine feet. He thus passed away
with full smaran of God and Baba. I saw the grace of Baba in securing for him
such a good end.
After he passed
away, I had to look after my son and this building etc. Some relations were
giving me endless trouble and threatened suit etc. So, I had to get Rs. 14,000
to pay it to them to secure this house, etc. from further troubles. Then some
evil-minded persons thrust into this house lime fruit charmed, i.e. filled
with black magic, so as to do harm to us and to prevent anyone becoming our
tenant in this house. Sai Baba appeared to me in a dream and told me of this. I
then sent some one to go to Goa to our family deity Devi and there they secured
her intervention to break the black magic and spell of our enemies.
19th September.
1936.
balwant hari
karnik, aged 54, employee in
Bombay Customs Department. Ghodbunder Road. Bandra, says :-
I am a worshipper of Sai Baba, I attend to domestic worship of Baba and I regularly visit Shirdi every year.
My faith began with listening to Das
Ganu's Kirtans about Sai Baba. I went to Sai Baba first in 1911. His
eyes so powerfully impressed me with faith in Him-though I had no talk with
Him, that I resolved to visit Him every year. My parents visited Him soon after
I did. After that, we had regular family worship of Sai Baba.
I have no experience to report about Sai Baba. I almost
always went to Him without special reasons or requests to make. In 1918, Guru Poornima,
it occurred to me that I might ask Him about my spiritual welfare. But He
was in a very unfavorable mood and so I was going away dissatisfied. But, as I
was getting into my tonga, Nana Wali came to me, embraced me and said:
"I will do you good"
In 1928. my
wife who had seen Sai Baba and developed Sai Bhakti, passed away. Before the
fatal hour, she was unconscious for 6 to 7 days and was suffering from
post-parturition troubles for 9 months. I took Baba's photo and placed it
before her. Just before dying, she got conscious, folded her hands and made
namaskar to Baba's picture and to me and told her elder sons to attend to the
younger ones and passed away. This was very great grace of Baba to ensure her
peace and a sadgati.
I use the terms
sadhu, sant and satpurusha as having the same meaning.
Baba took from me a dakshina of Rs. 10 at my first
visit. That left me without money for the return journey. But. just at the
critical moment, my friend Mr. Toser (now Swami Narayanashram of Wai) turned up
and lent me the necessary sum.
Once, I and my wife wanted to go to
Pandharpur and other holy places and so took Rs. 100 with us. But first, we
went to Baba at Shirdi. There, on two days, He took away as dakshina the entire
amount and we had to give up all idea of pilgrimage to other places. Evidently,
Baba wanted us to tell that Shirdi was Pandharpur and all other holy places put
together. 'At the feet of the Sat Purusha are all holly tirthas'. Then, after
all our money had been taken, Baba gave us leave to go. Then I told my friends
of Shirdi that I could not go as I had no fund. They said that after Baba gave
leave, it was wrong to stay on. Then suddenly, Mr. Toser came and got for me a
loan from some one, the amount required. My feeling in paying dakshina to
Baba was that as He was feeding and helping so many fakirs, poor people etc.,
money given to Him was good charity.
One effect of
my contact with Baba is that I got premonition of coming evils and courage to
face them when they come.
25th September,
1936.
vinayak appaji
vaidya, Kayastha. aged 45, clerk, Bombay Port Trust Chief Accountant's
Office, Parasuram Buildings. Versova Road, Andheri says:
I listened to
Das Ganu's Kirtan and so went to Shirdi for Baba's darshan in 1912 during
Easter. Later visits were after Baba passed away since 1923, I go there every
year-especially for Ramnavami.
In 1933. I stayed at Shirdi for 20 days.
I have given an account of my experience in Sai Lila Masik, about visions I had
and the use of Udhi.
In 1927, my
wife suffered from consumption. She suffered 8 months and there appeared to be
no hope of her recovery. I took her to Shridi. In 4 days, her fever stopped. I
returned to Andheri at once. Ten days later, fever started again. That is,
there was a relapse. I thought that her case was hopeless and that I should
only take her to a village. But, Baba came to her in a dream and said that she
would be alright. In fifteen days' time, the fever stopped. Thereafter her
weight began to increase. She recovered completely and has begotten 4 children
thereafter. She is in good health even now.
In 1923, Baba
appeared in a dream to my wife and told her that a case would be brought
against me and that she should tell me not to fear. A case soon after was
brought against me. But it ended in my favour.
Once on a Thursday in June, Baba appeared
before my wife and wanted a patka (a towel to tie round the head) She had none.
So she gave Him some rice and dhal. He received that and disappeared. My wife has
not seen Baba. But from her description of the visitor, I infer that it must be
Baba. I am sure Baba is behind me, in everything. Every time difficulties come,
I get over them with His help. In 1933, He appeared to me in a dream. I
gave Him Re.1 then. He returned it to me and said, ‘Take as much as you want'.
In one month of that, I got promotion unexpectedly.
Ten years ago, my brother's daughter,
aged 3, had fever for several days. Doctor's treatment availed nothing. It was
at 105'. The end was thought to be nearing. I gave her Baba's Udhi. In 3
or 4 days time she got alright. She is healthy and vigorous even now.
27th September,
1936.
mr. B.V.
dev, Retired Mamalatdar, Station Road, Thana, says :
You wish to know if Sai Baba spoke anything
about or advanced any person to Adwaita Avesta. I doubt if anyone, who
went to Him was an Adhikari for such a course. There were Nana Saheb,
H.S. Dixit, Dabholkar and Mahalsapathy with Him. Perhaps, these were in the
front rank of His devotees. Each had his merit of characteristic. Mahalsapathy
were very meek, obedient, pious and firmly adhering to 'Holy Poverty’ and Baba
kept him to it. Dixit was blindly obeying Baba and had firm faith in Him and
was made to study Eknath to promote his spiritual condition. In these matters,
he was but a beginner. Mahalsapathy had neither learning nor culture. Nana
Saheb Chandorkar knew Sanskrit and he was a student of the Gita. I retired in
1911 and went to Baba. I tried to do Pada Pooja at the bidding of Dixit. Baba stopped
me. "You need not worship. You have given me Dakshina. That is
enough'.
My questioning
Balakram, Baba's anger and Baba's giving me order to read Jnaneshvari, are all
set out in Dadholkar's Satcharitra.
Baba took from me one after another four
sovereigns. Then, He said 'I have received one'. I said 'Baba, I have given you
4'.
B
: I did not deny it. But when you have given 4, Baba received
one only.
I
: I do not understand it.
B
: You will come to understand
it.
Later, when I
was touring along, a young Fakir came to my compliment and asked me for
something. I gave him one pice. He said he wanted 4. I gave him a four-anna
piece. He then said he had got one. Again I met an old hermit, he wanted
something. I gave him one coin. He wanted 4.
So I understand Baba, as appearing in all
these forms to teach me that though I gave him four (i.e.,Manas,Buddhi, Chitta and
Ahankar etc.) He receives but one, the soul or jiva.
I tried to learn Asanas from a Hatayagi.
Baba appeared in my dream and tried to dissuade me. I agreed to give it up.
Then He showed me how to sit in Sukhasana and get on.
27th September,
1936.
chandorkar was a good student of Vedanta. He had read Gita with
commentaries and prided himself on his knowledge of all that. He fancied that
Baba knew nothing of all this or Sanskrit. So, Baba, one day, pricked the
bubble. These were days before crowds flocked to Baba, when Baba had solitary
talks at the mosque with such devotees. Nana was sitting near Baba.
Baba :
Nana, What are you mumbling to your self ?
Nana : I am reciting a sloka in Sanskrit.
B: What Sloka?
N : From Bhagvat
Gita.
B : Utter it audibly.
(Nana then recited B.C. IV, 34. etc.)
B : Nana, do you understand it?
N : Yes.
B
: If you do, then tell me.
N : It means this: 'Making Sashtanga
Namaskar, (i.e) prostration, questioning the guru, serving him, learn what
this jnana is. Then those jnarits that have attained to real
knowledge of the Sat Vastu (Brahman) will give you 'upadesh of
jnana'.
B : Nana, I do not
want this sort of collected purport of the whole stanza. Give me each word,
its grammatical force and meaning.
Then Nana explained it word by word.
B
: Nana, is it enough to make
prostrations merely?
N : I do not know any other meaning for
the word pranipata than "making prostration".
B : What is part prasna?
N : Asking questions.
B
: What does prasna mean?
N
: The same.
B
: If part prasna means
the same as prasna (question), why did Vyasa add the prefix part? Was
Vyasa off his head?
N
: I do not know of any other
meaning for the word pan prasna.
B : Seva. What sort of seva is meant?
N
: Just what we are doing
always.
B
: Is it enough to render such
service?
N
: I do not know what more is
signified by that word seva.
B : In the next phrase , can you so read the phrase as to read any other word in lieu of Gnana ?
N
: Yes,
B
: What word?
N
: Agnanam
B
: Taking that word (instead of
'Gnana') is any meaning made out of the verse.
N
: No: Shamkara Bhashya gives no such construction.
B : Never mind. If he does not, is there any
objection to using the word 'Agnanam' if it gives a better sense.
N : No. But I do not understand how to construe
the stanza by placing 'agnanam’ in it.
B : Why does Krishna refer Arjuna to jnanis or
tat-wadarsis to do his prostration, interrogation and service? Was not Krishna
a tatwadarsis -in fact, jnana itself?
N : Yes. He was. But I cannot make out why he
referred Arjun to jnanis.
B
: Have you not understood this?
Nana was humiliated. His pride was knocked on the head. Then
Baba began to explain.
(1) It is not enough merely to prostrate before Jnanis. We
must make Sarvaswa Saranagati to the Sadguru.
(2) Mere questioning is not enough. The question must not be
with any improper motive or attitude or to trap the Guru and catch at mistakes
in the answer or out of idle curiosity. It must be serious, and with a view to
achieve moksha or spiritual progress.
(3) Seva is not
rendering service retaining still the feeling that one is free to offer or
refuse service. One must feel that he is not the master of the body, that the
body is the guru's and exists merely to render service to him.
If this is
done, the sadguru will show you what the jnana referred to in the previous
stanzas.
Nana did not understand what is meant by
saying that a guru teaches ajnana.
Baba :
How is Jnana Upadesh (i.e) imparting of realization to be
effected? Destroying ignorance is jnana.
87th verse on 66 Ch. XVTII in Jnaneshwari says
'Removal of ignorance is like this, O Arjun.
If dream and sleep disappear, you are yourself. It is like that. See also v. 83 of Jananeshwari
on B.G.v. 16, where he says: 'Is there anything different or independent in
jnan besides the destruction of ignorance?
Expelling darkness means light.
Destroying duality (dwaita} means non-duality (adwaita). Whenever we speak of destroying dwaita,
we speak of destroying darkness,
we talk of light. If we have to realize the adwaita state, the feeling
of dwaita in ourselves has to be removed. That is the realization of the adwaitic state. Who can speak of adwaita while
remaining in dwaita? If one did, unless one gets into that state how can
one know it and realize it?
(Again) the sishya, like the
Sadguru is really the embodiment of Jnan.
The difference between the two lies in the attitude, high realization,
marvellous superhuman Sattha (beingness) and unrivalled capacity and Iswarya
Yoga (i.e.) divine powers. The
Sadguru is Nirguna Satchit Ananda, He
has indeed taken human form to elevate mankind and raise the world. But His real Nirguna nature is not
destroyed thereby, even a bit. His
beingness (or reality), divine power, and wisdom remain undiminished. The disciple also is in fact of the same swantpa. But, it is overlaid
by the effects of the Samskaras of innumerable births in the shape of
ignorance which hides from his view that he is Suddha Chaitanya, see
B.G. Ch.V., 15
As stated therein, he gets the
impression. 'I am jiva, a creature, humble and poor'. The guru has to root out
these offshoots of ignorance and has to give upadesh or instruction. To
the disciple held spell-bound for endless generations by the ideas of his
being a creature, humble and poor the guru imparts in hundreds of births the
teaching you are God, you are mighty and opulent'. Then, he realizes a bit
that he is God really. The perpetuaj delusion under which the disciple has been
labouring, that he is the body, that he is a creature (jiva) or ego, that God
(Paramatma) and the world are different from him, is an error inherited from
innumerable past births. From action based on it, he has derived his joy,
sorrows and mixtures of both. To remove this delusion, this error, this root
ignorance, he must start the inquiry. How did the ignorance arise? Where is it?
And to show him this is called the guru's upadesh
The following
are instances of ajnana:-
1. I
am a jiva - creature,
2. Body
is the soul (I am the body).
3. God, world
and jiva are different.
4. I
am not God.
5. Not
knowing that body is not the soul.
6. Not
knowing that God, world and jiva are one.
Unless these errors are exposed to his view, the disciple
cannot learn what is God, jiva, world, body, how they are interrelated and
whether they are different from each other or are one and the same. To teach
him these and destroy his ignorance, is this instruction in jnana or ajnana.
Why should jnan be imparted to the jiva. (who is) a Jnanamurthi? Upadesh is
merely to show him his error and destroy his ignorance.
Baba added : (1) Pranipata implies surrender.
(2) Surrender must be of body, mind and wealth; (3) Why should Krishna refer
Arjun to other jnanis?
Sadbhakta takes
everything to be Vasudev. B. G. VII, 19. (i.e., any guru will be Krishna
to the devotee) and guru takes disciple to be Vasudev and Krishna treats both
as his prana and atma (B.G. XII,7). As Sri Krishna knows that there are such
Bhaktas and Gurus, he refers Arjun to them so that their greatness may increase
and be known.
13th December,
1936.
On the question
as to how far I can give instances of Baba's acting like Jesus Christ in curing
leprosy (congenital or acquired) blindness, deafness, palsy, devil possession,
effects of sorcery and black magic and purifying vile harlots and other
sinners, I know of clear particulars. But as to His reproving vice, there are
numerous instances. In my own case, He reproved lobha or love of wealth.
I shall give the incident in full.
After the close of my full period of
service, I got an extension of 3 months and after that was over, I naturally
desired to have an extension of one year, and the Collector mooted the question
and I mentioned my wish to continue for one year. The matter was thus practically
settled and I had one year's extension. At that time, I had a dream. Therein I
saw Sai Baba seated with some body. Before Him, I prostrated.
Baba : Do you know what these books are?
I : No.
B : They are you
accounts. I am looking into your accounts.
I : My account,
Baba?
B
: Yes, Here are these. Look here. Does 17 come after 16 after 17?
I : 16
comes before and not after 17.
B
: How is it then that in you
account your 16 comes after 17?
I : How
can that be, Baba?
B : See, is it not so? Here is your account.
He threw the
account book open before me. I read it and found it was my own account. Yes
Baba, here 16 comes after my 17. How is that?' Then I thought over the meaning
of my dream. I concluded.
18th September.
1936.
Shama Rao Jayker. aged 70. painter. Ville Parle, says:
I was at Shridi in
1916-1917 and even earlier. I went and stayed with others. But, when they left
Shirdi, I continued to stay. When I was with others, I was getting money and so
Baba
asked me for dakshina and I paid. After others left I had no money. Baba did
not then ask me for dakshina. Baba knew of my condition without being told.
When I was a boy of 16, a Brahmachari
gave me Siva Mantra, (i.e.,) initiated me into it. Later, a sanyasi gave
me a Shakti Mantra to add to it and form its compliment. When I went to Baba, I
had thus my initiation and my mantra His advice to every one is to keep to what
he has already-his guru, his mantra and his course, but Baba gave us a lot of fine ethical teaching (e.g., Be pure
and truthful. Treat all people properly).
I knew some of the people at Shirdi. I
never went to Radhkrishna Ayi, as there was no need for me to do. I knew Nana
Wall. He was a dangerous man. Sai Baba warned me not to move with him. First, I
had move with Nana Wall. Dr. Filial also had done so. But once he hit Dr.
Filial, and we left Nana. He was not worshipping Baba, but treated him with
some consideration. Baba would beat him and warn him not to do mischief.
During the eight months of my stay at
Shirdi, I heard a lot of goshtis (i.e) talks of Baba. But, I do not remember
any now. Baba, so far as I know, did not give any adwaitic teaching to
any. People went to Him for the most part for plain matter-of-fact requests
(e.g.) health, wealth etc.. and He dealt with them.
Baba is looking after me and I am
content. I lost two sons. But, He keeps us alright. It is not for money that we
should go to Him-though He gives us money also, when He thinks fit. He used to
say that the walls of His Masjid were really gold. He wanted people to come and
take away cartloads of that wealth; and his regret was that none came to take
it away.
17th October,
1936.
I went to Baba
for the first time, as Rao Bahadur M.V.Pradhan wanted me to give him a lifelike oil painting of Baba. So I had to
go and actually see Baba. I went and had a good look at Him. He also was
looking at me. Then Baba's
leave had to be obtained before an oil painting could be
made of Him. So Shama (i.e.,) Madhav Rao Deshpande went and asked Him
for permission. Then Baba replied, ‘Why should I, a poor fakir, have an
oil painting of me? You, Shama. you may get a portrait of yourself’.
Ultimately, Madhav Rao came and told me that Baba's leave for the painting had
been obtained from Baba. Instead of painting one picture, as ordered, I
painted three. Then, Rao Bahadur M.V.Pradhan took two and the third was taken
to Baba, touched by Him and handed over to H.S.Dixit. There, in his bungalow,
it is still kept and worshipped.
One more
big-sized picture I painted of Baba. That was left unused for some years and is
now kept in the Mosque, and serving to assist or augment the devotion of
numerous people who go and look at it.
Baba has been very kind to me. But, I
have been guilty of neglecting Baba and all things. I have been so peculiarly
indifferent in my temperament, I cannot carry things through. Baba knows this
well enough. Once, I was wishing to worship silver padukas of Baba,
after receiving them from His own hands. So, I got a small silver pair of padukas
prepared and took them to Baba. He looked at them and me. He received
them. But, instead of giving them to me, He sloped His plains (on which the padukas were placed) downwards and they fell
down. I picked them up and hoped to worship them. But, that very evening. I
gave out my clothing for wash-with the silver padukas inside a
shirt-pocket. They were lost to me and I never got them back. Baba knew how I
would lose things and so did not give the padukas into my hands, to worship-but
allowed them to slip off His hands, showing evidently how they were going soon
to slip off mine.
On one occasion, I had lent Rs. 4,000 to
a very rich Moslem purda lady without issue. It was essential for me to recover
the sum as I have a large family of 8 sons to support. But, the lady never sent
me the money. I went to Baba, hoping to have His sympathy and aid for
recovering the money. But, Baba said to me then 'Let us have nothing to do with such evil or ill-fated
wealth'. I did not get back my money. Two or three years later. I was told that
she had lost all her wealth.
Ever since I went to Baba, His photo or
picture is always with me; where ever I may go to live, Baba has been
protecting us (i.e.,) me and my family in remarkable ways of which I
shall mention only a few instances.
In 1916, we were living at Gajanan Rao's
house at Mugabat, a part of Bombay. Baba's picture was kept in a room there.
One night at about 2 a.m. thieves were trying to break into that house,
beginning with the very room in which Baba's picture was kept. They had
succeeded in pulling out by mere strength, 1 or 2 iron bars from the window of
that room. Entry into the house thereafter would naturally have followed and
the whole house would have been pillaged and robbed. But a barber was sleeping
in the verandah in a totally different part of the house. It was usual for him
to get up at 4 a.m. and to go round the house for answering calls of nature. On
this occasion most strangely and without any traceable reason, the man got up
at 2 a.m. and went round the house for his necessary purpose. The thieves
seeing him began to run. He saw them and shouted out ‘Thieves', Thieves', and
every one got up. We found we had got up just in time to prevent the robbers
entering inside the house. Every one concluded that Baba took care of the
house and took care to nip out the intended robbery when it began in his own
room.
In 1917, we were living at Poona in a
dilapidated house, the ceiling and walls of which were crumbling. To prevent
the falling of dust from the ceiling, cloth had been struck up under the
ceiling. One night, in such a room, there was a picture of Baba with a kerosene
lamp burning in front of it, and my one-year old child also sleeping close by.
At dead of night, there was a sudden thud. The ceiling cloth had fallen. Loose
bricks from some of the walls had fallen on the cloth and the debris came with
the cloth on to the floor. As the ceiling cloth covered the whole ceiling, it
might be expected to fall with the bricks on it, on the child and the lamp-if not
on Baba's picture. But Baba's providence willed it otherwise. The debris and
the cloth fell within a foot of the child and the lamp and did not touch either
the child or the lamp. If they had fallen on the child, it would have been
crushed; if on the lamp, there would have been a choking fire on the child and
other parts of the house might have been endangered. In 1917, we went and stayed for 10 months at Shirdi.
We put up at Bala Bhav's (i.e.,) Sharadabai's
house. A snake was living in a hole in the small portion in which we lived and
we were in danger. One night, my son and others saw the reptile emerge from its
hole and made short work of it.
In 1923, my son
Surendra, then aged ten, had typhoid. In the course of his illness, he cried
out one day, that gas was rising upward from his belly and pressing hard evidently
against the diaphragm and heart etc.. And he shouted 'Save me. Save me'. He had
become extremely weak from the typhoid and I feared even to touch him-much more
to press or massage him. I merely cried in a very loud voice 'Baba'. The upward
pressure at once abated.
Baba's help to me spiritually consisted
of direct oral advice or symbology in matters of dakshina etc. Once He
told me. 'As you sow so you will reap'. On another occasion, He said looking at
me, (i.e.,) 'We must serve the Guru'.
He did not, however, give me any mantropadesa. I had already in
my twentieth year received that from a Guru, and had uttered it for the
prescribed period of 12 years and more. Baba's teachings were mostly on moral
questions and conduct. He once said amidst a group of listeners 'We
must see (things) for
ourselves. What good is there is going about inquiring of this man and that
man for his views and experiences?' At the time this was said, there was a man
amongst us who was going about asking people, 'Is Baba a Siddha? Is He an
avatar purusha’ etc. Baba evidently deprecated such inquiries when the inquirer
had the opportunity of directly facing Baba, getting into contact with Him and
then deciding on every question for himself with more certainty than could be
obtained from reports of others experiences and views.
Once even about H.S.Dixit who was noted
for his obedience to Baba, Baba made a remark. Baba called Dixit, asked him
for dakshina of Rs. 30 when he had no money and sent him to Baba Saheb
Jog to get the money. Even before H.S.Dixit left the compound of the Masjid.
Baba referring to him said "He is unsteady". At that time Dixit had
still his former habit of making inquiries and investigations about Baba
instead of directly contacting Baba on every matter and taking his decision
upon the results of such contact. This was, of course, sometime prior to Baba's
Samadhi. Things changed later on undoubtedly.
Baba
strengthened my faith in Him by showing me His antarjnana, (i.e.,) knowledge
of every fact without being told of it or having direct sensual experience of
it. Once I sat before Him with only
Rs.3 in my pocket. That was all the sum I had for my household experience. Baba
was seated along with Kaka Dixit, Nana Saheb Nimonkar at the time and He had
asked me, ‘mala char deve’ I doubt if
He said ‘Rupaya’ But, I took it that
He wanted Rs, 4 dakshina and took out my Rs.3 and placed it before Him. Kaka
looked at me suggestively-as if to say "Why give only 3 when 4 was asked
for?" Baba at once answered "Where are 4? There were only 3".
Baba knew the exact state of my pocket. As He knew also my strained
circumstances, the demand for 4 seemed to indicate His desire that I should
develop resignation to fate, to face utter absence of pecuniary resources with
confidence on Him, of course to remedy matters, when He thought fit, and to
part with the last pie cheerfully when ordered by Him to do it. Here is another
instance of His order depriving me of the last pie in my possession and leaving
me absolutely helpless to meet domestic responsibilities coupled with His exhibition
of His antarjnana. It was a day in
Ashod 1917.I sat in the Sabha Mantap some 20 feet away from the main
mosque where Baba sat. One Varde was talking with Him. Varde told Him that he
wished to perform "Satyanarayana pooja" there and wanted permission.
Baba accorded permission. Then Varde said he had no funds to perform it. Then
Baba pointing to his finger to me said to Varde "Go and ask
him." Varde came to me and
reported that Baba had asked him to ask me for money for the expenses of
Satyanarayan pooja to be done there. Varde I knew barely as a devotee of
Baba and was hardly anything more than an acquaintance. But, when he said Baba
told him to get money from me, I at once agreed and asked him how much he
required. Fancy what his reply was. He just asked for Rs. 2.50. That was the
exact sum that I had in my pocket and constituted my entire resources. This
thought of asking for the entire amount with me must have been Baba's lila. I
gave him the Rs. 2.50 at once. Then, Varde set about getting the necessary
materials and made all the requisite arrangements. He brought small plantain
plants and set them on both sides of Baba, to make a chappar or panded
and tried to use Baba Himself for the God Lakshmi Narayana or Satya
Narayana that has to be worshipped at this pooja Baba objected and asked him to
have his usual images or pictures and place his plants around them. But Varde
and other devotees went on insisting that Baba should Himself be as the Satya
Narayana and Baba ultimately yielded.
Then, Satya Narayana Pothi was being read
in the mantap below, while I sat with 1 or 2 by Baba's side in the
mosque itself. My mind was very soon at war with itself and I was much
perplexed. I love to hear Satya Narayan Pothi. But, Baba's own personality and
neighbourhood that was a great fact and I could not decide which I should
prefer. Again, I was hearing Pothi sitting up above the level where the reader
of the Pothi sat. To sit on a higher level is improper for the hearer. So what
should I do? I was greatly perplexed in my mind. Baba evidently read the
conflict in my mind and told me suddenly :"Go down and sit there" (i.e.,)
in the lower level, close to the Pothi reader. Baba made the election for
me when I was unable to make it for myself.
Baba once showed us how concerned He was
to save poor dumb creatures from unnecessary molestation; how powerful He was to cure serious ailments
of such creatures and what a refuge or sanctuary He was to all creatures. I was on the veranda of Dixit Wada at
Shirdi, one day. I saw a strange sight. Big dogs were running away from and
being chased by a small white dog. It was clear that the small dog was rabid
and that the bigger dogs were afraid of its bite. The villagers then took
sticks in their hands and pursued the small dog with a view to smash it to
death. When this chase was going on, I had moved on to the Mosque. The chasing
party came up there. Suddenly, the small white dog ran up the steps of the
Mosque and stood behind Baba. It seemed to feel that Baba was its sanctuary and
that its assailants dared not attack it there. This indeed proved to be the
fact. The men stood at a distance and waited for the dog to come out. Meanwhile,
Baba abused them vigorously for their heartless cruelty to a poor dumb
creature. They explained that the dog was mad and that it should be killed. He
abused them the more and asked them to get away. Dr. Pillai and myself were at
the Mosque, fairly near Baba and the dog, and we were assured that the dog was
mad and felt that we were in dangerous proximity to it. But ultimately the men
went away and the dog was saved. I said then to Pillai that Baba had evidently
out of consideration, cured the dog and saved its life. Baba, of course, knew
the exact situation in respect of the dog, its rabid state, its possibilities
of cure, and the way to save it.
18th October,
1936.
balakrishna
waman vaidya, C/o. C.K.Prabhu, aged 58, retired Railway servant, (G.I.P.)
Bandra, says:
In 1910-1911. was my first visit to
Shirdi, I had then taken my entire family and we stayed 4 or 5 days. Baba was
kind to us all and gave us His blessings. Even prior to starting, His grace
was evident. I applied for leave to G.I.P. Rly. authorities and for passes.
But, urgent work appeared to require my continued stay and to be an obstacle
to leave being granted. But, my head clerk was a "Sai Bhaktha" and he
passed on my application and leave was granted. Baba's grace helped us on in
the journey also. It was night (or nearly nightfall) when we reached Kopergaon.
The road to Shirdi was unsafe; robbers might attack us. So the tonga man whom
we sought to engage told us to wait till the morrow. I told him that Baba would
protect us and asked him to start. Then other passengers who were there said
they would also start with our tonga. Thus, we had some company or
protection even at the outset. But, as our tonga went on, we found
several carts coming towards Kopergaon and others going in the same direction
as ourselves, Baba's aid was thus clear. No highway man could or did trouble
us.
When we reached Shirdi, it was 1 a.m. and
we got into Sathe's Wada. I insisted on my family joining me at once in taking
oral (i.e.,) a light meal, as the day following was a Sankashti Chaturti-a
fasting day, and we then retired to rest after the faral. Early morning,
Baba got up and took the resident devotees or some of them to task for not
providing us with a meal as
soon as we arrived. Said He:
"My children
arrived. None (of you) looked after them. You gave them nothing to eat, and
made them fast". (In one sense, this was true as persons who eat only fared
and not a regular meal are considered as fasting or upavas). Baba, with these angry words, drove from
His proximity those devotees who were there. This showed us the intense
paternal love He had for us and His watching over our interests. The expelled
devotees came to us and reported Baba's words and action; and they begged us to
tell Baba that we had taken our light meal on arrival, and had been well
treated. So we reported to Baba as soon as we went to him, (i.e.,) at darshan.
Baba blessed me as soon as He saw me and said 'Good will befall you' and He blessed us all similarly. Later, when we had prepared food at our
wadas Baba came round and begged for food,
‘Bhakari Bajji’ and my wife
promptly gave Him these articles, (i.e.,) bread and vegetables.
One day, we prepared special naivedya for Baba and we were
late in getting ready. Others had taken their naivedya to Baba. Baba
waited for ours and kept them waiting, saying wait. Then when I took mine, He bade me place mine nearest to
him, and he gave us prasad and blessings.
Look at
his kindness and care for us. When we were starting I begged leave to go with
my family to Nasik. Baba forbade it saying: 'Go, Go, Go to Nasik. What for
should you go to Nasik? There is plague there. Do not go there, go back home
just as you have come (i.e,.) the way you came, taking your little ones
with you'.
During one of these 3 or 4 days of our stay at Shirdi, I was
talking with Madhavrao Deshpande and expressed my desire to take a photo of
Baba, touched by Him and given to me, for the purpose of worshipping it at
home. Baba, who was near, insisted on my going and fetching a photo at once. I
brought it; He touched it and gave it to me. I am worshipping it daily even
now. I never take food without first worshipping Him in that photo.
Baba guided and guarded us on our way back. When we took leave, He
said ‘Tau had better go now'. We took a tonga and arrived in time at Kopergaon
just to miss our intended train as it left the platform as we reached the
station. This looked bad augury and we
spent the night there for some hours and took the early down train for Manmad.
Fancy our grateful surprise when we learnt that the previous train to Bombay
which we intended to board, had an accident with the result that one carriage
in it was smashed, Baba's -all-watchful eye and kind care for 'His children' had
saved from possible harm in that accident.
One incident at Shirdi during this visit is curious. One of Baba's
devotees came to me and said, 'Give me some money and I will give you bandar (i.e,.
a sacred power applied to the forehead as a blessing). I was resenting this
demand and said 'No'. The man was going away. Suddenly, my mind changed, and I
recalled him. ‘I will give you some coins, give me bandar’, I said.
But, he declined saying that he had no such orders from Baba. Then, I went to
Baba and reported what happened. Baba said 'Alright'.
My next visit was in 1912. This time no member of my family
accompanied me. Two office friends were my fellow pilgrims then. My idea was to
tell Baba, on this occasion, about my misfortunes, troubles and miseries. But, Baba
anticipated me and said: 'Be quiet. Don't fear'. I replied that I had no fear
as He was protecting me. We had all taken only a day's leave and so I begged
leave of Baba to go away. But Baba did not give me leave. I knew Baba would
somehow save me from trouble and so I stayed on. But, my friends expressed
their fears to me of being cashiered for staying away without leave. But seeing
that I stayed, they also decided to cast in their lots with me and remained
with me. Baba prevented us from going back for 2 or 3 days more. Then He
permitted us to go. When we returned we applied for extension of leave and got
it without any trouble. This was Baba's lila or power.
The second
visit was my last visit to Shirdi. In 1916, I made Bandra my residence. Then, say
in 1917 or 1918, a saint came before our lodgings and asked for a pice. My son
gave him one pice and said: 'I know who you are’, as he felt sure it was Sai
Baba though in an unrecognizable form. Then Baba said
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As He said this
at the verandah, I bowed at His feet and asked Him to walk into the house, and
He came inside, whereupon I again bowed at His feet. He asked me 'Are you
satisfied?' I replied 'yes’. Then He demanded sidha (i.e.,) materials
(e.g.) wheat flour to prepare food. I gave Him. He blessed me and went away
telling me: 'I am here with you always. You need not come to Shirdi. This was
about in 1917-1918. I never went thereafter to Shirdi.
We have had
many misfortunes and troubles all these years. But. Sai Baba is at my back and
I have faced them all courageously and cheerfully.
1st December,
1936.
ramgiri bua (styled by Sai
Baba Babugir), disciple of Gangagir of Sada (4 miles off Shirdi), age 76,
Shirdi, says:
As a young boy, I studied in the school
at Shirdi. (This house in which I have been and am residing is the house of my
mother's grand-mother). I was a student when Sai Baba came first to Shirdi. He
was then accompanied by one Patel of Dhupkheda, who came to settle the marriage
of a girl with Hamid, the son of Aminbhai of Shirdi. Baba appeared to be 25 or
30 years old, at that time. He stayed then as a guest of Aminbhai. In a very
short time, after a few days, Baba and Patel went back. Two months latter, he
returned to Shirdi. He returned alone and since that date made Shirdi His permanent
residence.
That Dhupkheda Patel was giving an
account of his missing horse and how Baba helped him in tracing it. I heard the
account myself. This is the account. Patel went about in search of his missing
animal, and then he came across Sai Baba. Baba asked him what he was searching
for, 'My horse' was Patel's reply. Then Baba, pointing in one direction, said
'See there, near the streamlet, is your horse'. Patel went as directed and
found his horse. Patel told us that he found Baba with a dhuni or fire
in front of Him. Ramagir Bua does not recollect if there was any other miracle
except the tracing of the lost horse.
When Baba came, he had long hair flowing
down to his buttocks. He wore a green kupni, a skull cap next his hair
and over it a bagawi (i.e., ochre-coloured) topi with a chilm and
match-box. He did not wrestle. He got His bread by begging. Yamunabai's
mother-in-law ( Teli Narayan's wife), next door to the Mosque gave Him
half a roti. He was giving medicines to people.
Moidinbhai's son-in-law was mantrika( a
magician) living at Belapur. That man came to Shirdi. Baba and he had a
quarrel. Then Baba left the village and lived in the jungles 1 or 2 miles away
from Shirdi. He frequently starved there. If people went to Him, He would beat
them.
Gangagir Bua of Vanjargaon came to
Shirdi. He spoke to Nana Saheb Dengle of Nimgaon and to other in high praise of
Sai Baba, and said This (Baba) is a Chintamani. Therefore, Nana Saheb
Dengle went to Sai Baba and bowed at His feet, while he was seated at the foot
of a Babul-tree. Later on, Baba came to Shirdi and was living at the foot of a
Margosa tree. Once, Baba Himself spoke of that tree, that under it (i.e., its
shade} was a tomb. Baba was living under that tree for 4 or 5 years. From the
Neem tree foot, He moved to the Mosque and made that His residence ever
afterwards. Baba lived about 50 years here, after His arrival.
Baba did not do any wrestling. But
Gangagir was first a wrestler, and he wrestled with Dondalgaon Patel, a
Mahratta. In that engagement, he came off second best. He then gave up
wrestling and became a Bua (i.e.,) an ascetic. This was approximately about the
time of Baba's first arrival at Shirdi. Baba and Gangir recognized each other.
I was
throughout my life a wanderer. But every now and then I would return to Shirdi,
so I know much of what I said above by hearing from others and verifying
myself. I know a few remarkable facts about Baba. When Baba got inflammation
of His eyes, and they were looking red, He pounded pepper into paste and
applied that pepper poultice over His eyelids and He was cured.
Once a Moslem boy, who was up on
neem-tree behind the Mosque, fell down and died. At that very instant, Baba
from within the Mosque was sounding a note of distress and cried out: ‘Mulala
jora marila’ and blowing Shankha-vadyam,) on the back of His palm. The
Margosa tree is not visible from inside the Mosque. As He spoke these words,
the boy fell down and died. I was seated at no great distance and I heard His
words and went up to see the fallen boy and the people crowding there.
I knew the fire
in the village stacks. Baba asked Bagchand Marvadi to run up there as a stack
had caught fire. It was his stack that was on fire. Baba came up and made some
signs. The fire cooled down.
One day, Baba called me to Him and gave
me a 'packet of Udhi and a copy of Baba's arati. I had to go to Khandesh
at the time. Baba directed me to go to Jamnere (which is 36 miles off by cart
route from the station Bhusaval) and told me to deliver the Udhi and arati
to Nana Saheb Chandorkar, Deputy collector at Jamnere. I said to Baba that
all I had was Rs 2 and asked how that could take me by train from Kopergaon to
Jalgaon and next by cart from Jalgaon to Jamnere. Baba said 'God will give'.
That was a Friday and I started at once. I reached Manmad at 7.30 p.m. and
Jalgaon at 2.45 a.m. At that station, plague regulations were enforced and I
had much trouble. I was to discover what I should do to get to Jamnere. At
about 3 a.m. a peon in boots, turban well equipped with other details of good
dress, came to me and took me to a tonga and drove me on. I was in
terror. On the way at Baghoor, I took refreshments. We reached Jamnere early
morning and by the time. I attended my call of nature, the tonga and its
driver disappeared.
1st December,
1936.
SA patnakar,
Kayastha, 42, Artist (Cinema), Dadar, Bombay, says:
I was first told of Sai Baba by my friend
Mr. Samant. I learnt about His greatness and goodness and began the worship of
His photo which I hung up on a wall in my house. Once my child had fever for
many days. One night at 2 or 3 a.m., a fakir was touching the child. I came near and made namaskar with
my folded palms. He waved His hands at
me bidding me not to approach Him and said: The child will be alright. On a
later occasion, two children were unwell. Then noticing that the temperature of
one child was continuing high for days,
I looked at Baba's picture and prayed that He should save the child. I took the thermometer in my hand and
placed it on the photo and said "If you are looking after us, how is it
that these children are suffering? I
shall place the thermometer on the child and take the temperature. If it has come down, I shall have faith in
You and I shall bring the child to You for Ramanavami. If not, how can I have faith?' So saying I
removed the thermometer from the picture and applied it to the child. Judge my
surprise when I found that the Child's temperature was normal!
6th December.
1936.
raghuji ganpat
scinde patel, age 65. Land Owner and retired Revenue Patel, Shirdi, says:
As soon as Baba came to Shirdi, one Amanbhai, a Moslem, gave him food. That amanbhai was visiting occasionally my Mavsi's house. Her son Ganpat Hari Kanade, aged 35, had leprosy and fever. Amanbhai told her that a holy man had come to his house and could treat her son. Then Baba came in and saw the patient and administered medicine. The medicine was made out of cobra poison. Baba asked Ganpat courageously to catch a cobra, as the cobra would not sting a leper. Ganpat caught a cobra and it did not sting him. Out of its poison, medicine was prepared and given to Ganpat. He began to improve in a few days. But he did not observe the medical injection to avoid sex-pleasures. So Baba stopped giving the further treatment. The disease developed and Ganpat died.
Baba came to
this very house to treat my younger brother Baguji, who was suffering from
fever — at a very critical period when
death was imminent. Baba gave him some medicine and further had him branded
with red-hot irons (one on each temple and one on the back). Baguji recovered
his health (i.e) escaped death and fever. But Baguji had leprosy. That was
arrested by Baba's grace but not cured. Baguji served Baba personally. I also
served Baba personally.
There has been faction
at Shirdi I belonged to one of the factions. The hatred between the factions
did not affect Baba. He was not hated by either faction. One Birjichand's wife
was carried raked and brought here, and there was a case against me and others,
before the Kopergaon Magistrate Appa Saheb. When the case was under trial, one
day Baba was requested by H.S.Dixit that Baba should see that I was not
acquitted. "No, that cannot be done' said Baba. "Who am I to do it?'
At the trial, all of us accused except
one were convicted and given terms of four months imprisonment. From Kopergaon
lock-up, we were taken to the Ahmednagar jafl and kept there, I then prayed to
Baba for release. The third night Baba came, in my dream, into the jail and
said 'Do not be afraid. I will get you all acquitted'. I wept at that time in
my sleep. The Jailor or sepoy rather came and woke me. Next morning, Mr.Dhumal
came and that day we were all acquitted. For expenses of the trial, I
contributed Rs. 70 by sale of a buffalo. Once, I was splitting a log for fuel.
Baba stopped me saying that I should split dry wood and not green. I gave up
further splitting.
7th December,
1936.
SAGUN MERU NAIK, Mahrath age 47, Teashop
Shirdi Says,
I belong to the village Borri(Boori)
Marmagoa, Poona Taluk, I was grazing cattle there. I went thence on my travels
for years visiting and residing at Belgaum. I stayed at Narsowadi with Tembe
Maharaj for 2 years; next with Ajunkar Maharaj. Next Gangapur I visited and
stayed with Siddharood Maharaj of Hubli. Next after going to Rameshwar,
Pandharpur etc... I came here (1911-12). Baba remarked you have come from a
"Mota Darbar" in allusion to my stay with Siddharood Maharaj, Baba
gave me advice for 5 months after my arrival. When I asked Him for leave to go
away, he said ‘Stay here doing something. God will give you (Barakath)
blessing". I obeyed and have made Shirdi my home and last abode. From that
time, I am running this teashop and refreshment stall and sale of sundries ties,
Baba's pictures, arati books and devotional goods. I am prospering
ever since I began that life here. I begged Baba that He should protect me and
He said He would. I was doing petty services( i.e.,) replenishing the
Masjid lamps with oil.
I have had
ample evidence of Baba's powers when I came to Shirdi in 1911-12. I came from
Hyderabad accompanying a Vysia Sowcar of that State, who as a Sai-bhakta, was
paying his devout visit to Baba. That man brought with him his paralysed
daughter. She could not stand on her legs or walk. She had to skip on the
ground using her hands in place of the powerless legs. She had to be carried
into Baba's presence at first. But, on the third day of her arrival, she began
to use her legs a little. On the eighth day, she was able to walk. The cure was
most marvellous and due entirety to Baba's grace. Another case of paralysis
cured by Baba's grace was that of Mr. Ghaisas. Mr. Ghaisas was formerly in
G.I.P. Railway service. His wife came here and was cured of her paralysis in a
few days.
In 1914, I had
a dream wherein Baba appeared and said 'Bring me soft boiled rice'. Then for
two years. I took boiled rice to Baba without any ghee in it. Then He told me
to put some ghee into the food before taking it to Him. Since then, and
up-to-date, I have been carrying boiled rice with a little of ghee and first
offering it to the God of Fire at Baba's Dhuni ( at the Mosque). I place
part of it in a pot (Kolumba) for the use of Baba and throw the remainder to
the dogs. For 5 or 6 years when huge crowds were daily flocking to Baba, I ran
a busy hotel here, and engaged some Brahmin cooks to cook and serve food. In
October 1919 when the crowd had fallen off, I closed down the hotel.
I know Upasani
MahraJ. He had arrived here at Shirdi shortly before me. After I came he was
living at Mr. H.S. Dixit's Wada and being fed for 5 or 6 months at Mr. Dixit's
expense. This was when Mr.G.S. Khaparde was here. Madhav Rao Deshpande (H.S.
Dixit's agent) and U. Maharaj then had a quarrel and the latter removed to
Khandoba temple to live there.
In the middle of 1912, the marble stone paduka
of Sri Sai Baba was installed at the foot of Baba's favorite Margosa tree
in the Sathe Wada. Bhai Allibagkar, a Mahratti vendor of Ud-battis started
the idea. Practically the whole of the expenses were borne by Ram Rao Khotare
of Bombay. Bhai All was too poor to pay for this, Baba Himself gave Rs.25 as
His contribution. Four Brahmins, representing the four Vedas, were brought from
Kopergaon for performing the ceremony. Amongst the local people Balasaheb
Bhate, Bapu Sahib Jog, Dada Kelkar and Upasani Maharaj took a leading part, and
helped in the installation.
Some time later, one Martand, a mad
Brahmin was living here, depending upon the bounteous supplies of food that
Baba was throwing to all comers. There were hundreds of men living at Shirdi
depending on Baba's doles of food for their sustenance. This man, one day, went
to the Neem tree and with a huge stone broke the paduka into two. He
went into the temple of Mahadeo and Parvati (where the images had been installed
at Tatya Patel's instance) and broke those two images also. Baba was asked if a
new paduka was to be ordered and to be installed in place of the broken
one. Baba did not approve of that idea but said that mere anna santi would
suffice. We fed 200 or 300 people soon after that. Two hundred or more were
everyday waiting to be fed at Shirdi in those days.
9th December,
1936.
laxman kacheswar
jakadi (olios) Nanumama or Nanu Bhatt Poojari, Brahmin, Yajurvedl, aged
40, Shirdi says:
I have been doing Baba's pooja and vrath
of Sai Baba all these years. I began it even in Baba's life time as assistant
to Bapu Saheb Jog. It was in 1914, I came here. My sister's husband Bapaji was
here. I had occasionally visited him first. One night while I was at
Sangamnere, Sai Baba appeared to me in my dream and said 'Boy, are you
sleeping? Do not stop here. Come to Shirdi. There is plenty of fun at Shirdi'.
In the morning, Bapaji's father had come to our village and he invited me to go
over to Shirdi to assist him. I went over to Shirdi and for a short time,
stayed with him. I worked for my bread by touring into villages round about
Shirdi with my Bikshukhi service, and helping Bapuji in Sai
Baba worship at the Mandir. After some years (say 1 or 2) of unpaid voluntary pooja of Baba, I was
appointed by the S. Committee as the permanent poojart.
6th December,
1936.
Laxman Bhatt Joshi, Shirdi, says :
As I was quite
a boy when I was with Sai Baba, my thoughts were not serious and I cannot
repeat the talks He gave. I would run about doing miscellaneous work at the
Mosque and do odd jobs for Radhakrishna Ayi. Madhav Fasli did the same. We
would sleep with Baba at the Chavadi. We were allowed to be with Him
when none else were allowed. 'Bhai, carry that log of fuel here’. 'Bhai, bring
that tub of water' etc., Baba would tell us. I would be feasted on the
perpetual flow of edibles that would be presented to and distributed by Baba.
He would have basketful of fruits oftentimes and we would occasionally purloin some. Baba would occasionally
catch us and say humorously "Do not take too much'. Often He would abuse
me. Once or twice He beat me with His hands. He would occasionally send for me.
At night, at the Chavadi, He occasionally asked me to sing. 'Sing Ganu's
songs or Tukaram's. What does Ganu say’ He would say. I would joke with Him by
singing songs in His praise lightheartedly Rahama Najara Karo abbmore Sai etc.
He liked both tune and subject matter of the songs. I have hardly any command
of music. Baba would occasionally Himself get into an elation of spirits and
then (when none else was present) at dead of night would sing songs Himself,
Kabir's songs, etc. I do not remember anything now of what He sang.
Baba's cures I have mostly forgotten.
Leprosy was moderated or lessened by Him in the case of one Dagdubai. The
progress of the disease was arrested. That was all. It was not cured. But after
He attained Samadhi, say about 1922, there was the wife of Dr. Rane, a Marathi
lady, from Bombay. She and her husband would come here and stay four or five
months or even one year. She would bathe in Baba's abishekh Tirtha and apply Udhi all over
her sores. She would even get a bucketful of Tirtha carried to Bombay
for the purpose. In two years or so she got thoroughly cured. Formerly she had
spots all over the body of the size of a pulse - discolouration of the skin
etc. Later, the skin became quite ordinary and she was free from disease. Dr.
Rane has not been seen here for some years.
As of
consumptions, a Gujarati girl of ten years came here and had to be carried to
Baba at first. In some short time, she began to walk and greatly improved
during Baba's life time.
As for cursing the blind, I remember no
cases. The crowd of visitors was very great in Baba's days, one room in the
village would fetch Rs.4 per mensam. Now none will pay that for the house
itself. In such large crowds, I never cared to inquire into details of name,
caste etc. and the extent of benefit of each. As for Baba's averting premature
death, Akala marana, I remember no case.
Some people
easily imagine experiences and communicate them to magnify their importance -
even here, we have to discount such utterances.
13th December,
1936.
ganesh ragunath
teli. Honorary Magistrate, Bombay Road, Thana says :
I went to Sai Baba in 1914 or 1915. Baba asked me for dakshina and said: 'Give me 1 rupee 2 annas and Six pies'. That was the exact sum that I had in my pocket and. of course, His asking for that sum was based on His mysterious knowledge of that fact. I gave Him the sum. Then there was a nurse, Chandrabai with me. Baba asked her for Rs.6-7-0. That again was the exact sum that was with her. She gave Him that sum. We begged leave the same day to go. Baba told her "Why not stay some time ?” She pleaded previous engagements elsewhere and we left Shirdi, that very night. That very night or rather early in the morning before she reached home, thieves had broken into her house, carried away Rs.500 worth of property and caused other damage. I have no other experience. I went merely to have darshan of Sai Baba. Baba has given me faith in Him. That is enough. Within a year of my return, my son Nanu was born.
14th December,
1936.
Ramachandra Vasudev Ghaisas, Brahmin,
Konka-nastha, aged 58, pensioned Postal Servant, RM.S. Record Clerk, Selection
Grade, May Mansions. Gokhale Road. North Dadar, says:
I did not see
Sai Baba. I knew Kaka Saheb Dixit. I was working in the RM.S. Department at
Manmad. Then Kaka Saheb Dixit was coming to my neighborhood. He told me of Sai
Baba. He said Baba called him to Shirdi and hence he was going to Shirdi. I
asked "Baba is not alive. How does He call you?" Then he said "You will come to know
", and he gave me a photo of Baba. Some months elapsed. My wife fell ill. This was about 13 years back.
Her condition appeared hopeless.
It was post-parturition trouble.
I prayed to Baba on her account and wanted to know if she would live.
One or two days afterwards, I had a dream.
In that ‘I and a Moslem named Shaik Kabula were in a boat in the ‘Kadi’
or creek of the sea at Kalyan. Some one got in to paddle our boat to ferry us
across. The creek was in high tide. We were propelled up the current
first. But, whereas we had to reach
our landing place in the opposite shore, we were stranded in some muddy place
lower down. That was because our
propelling man had disappeared; we were two in the boat and neither of us knew
how to propel the boat. So, we get to
a much lower muddy place. However, we
reached our shore’. This was my dream.
I inferred from it that my wife would survive, though after much trouble and
lapse of time. From that date, she began to recover. Our doctor declared that
the crisis had been passed and that
she was safe, though recovery would be slow. I mentioned the dream to Kaka Sahib. Then he said that I would thereby understand Baba's statement
"My Samadhi will speak" (i.e.,) "Baba though
apparently dead is really alive".
I was very
uneasy in my mind at not getting a decently high position or higher grade
(called selection grade) in my department.
At that time. I got a dream. In
the dream, I was talking with some one else on financial matters. Suddenly, some one appeared and told my
companion "Why do you not grant him what he (myself) wants? Let him prepare Varikl (i.e.,) upper
aimlets of ladles". He disappeared
after my companion said to the 3rd person, "Yes, that will be
done". That was the dream. This like other dreams and experiences of
mine, I communicated to Kaka Saheb.
The 3rd person was obviously Baba.
The reason why 3 armlets were to
be prepared, while only pairs are worn, I did not first understand. But Kaka
Saheb explained it, saying that the 3rd person was Baba - a Datta Avatara having
3 bodies In one. So 3 vankies were
wanted. I accordingly got 3 silver vankies prepared and I placed them in
my box of pooja, after making prana
pratishta. The fourth day
thereafter, I was given the selection grade.
I had doubts what spiritual reading I
should go in for. Baba then appeared in my dream and said "Give me biksha
of 53", I thought that as I am poor, I should set apart 53 coins of
quarter anna) from my pay as soon as I get it. I did so for four months and was
spending from those funds. Then I consulted Dabholkar about the dream. He
showed me that the dream referred to the old standard Guru Charitra with 53
Chapters. I then began to read that as my Pothi.
Once I started the idea of having a
Saptha (i.e.,) a 7 days reading of Baba's Guru Charitra and
ordered for Dabholkar's book. After getting it, I had a dream of thieves
entering my house. That showed me that Baba wanted me to keep on the old
traditional pothi, the standard Guru Charitra and not introduce an
innovation. So, I gave up the idea of reading Dabholkar's Satcharitra for the
Saptha, but kept up the old orthodox Pothi.
Some two years and half back, my wife had
a serious attack of paralysis. Her life appeared to be in danger. But. she is a
staunch devotee of Baba. She got a vision and in it saw Baba was sitting at the
doorway or entrance of her room and telling her "I am here to guard you. I
will not allow even Yamadhutas to enter". She saw also (in that vision)
some men bringing bamboos, a mud pot etc.., and preparing a pier to carry her
corpse. But, Baba asked them to clear off and go to the opposite place; and
when they did not mind His words He kicked them away and broke their bamboos
and mudpot. This was the vision and my wife was saved. This same night, a
person in the opposite chawl (Rangari's chawl, Ghamat terrace or Ghamat chawl)
died. My wife's life was saved and she recovered.
Mr. Dixit
called me Bhau Saheb. There is published in the S.L. Masik, an incident in
which a devotee was given help by Baba, through me. I used to help devotees of
Baba. I used to help devotees of Baba, in getting their bus or train to and
from Shirdi. When I went to Shirdi, this devotee also recognized me and called
me "Bhau Saheb".
8th March, 1938.
Amolchand Chandraban Salt, Sowcar, Age
35, Rahata, says;
I have seen Baba coming to my house and
my cousin Khusal Bhav's (which is next to my house). He visited us even 3 days
before his Mahasamadhi. He looked healthy then. He used to take light
refreshment in our houses and stay there 15 to 30 minutes and then go away. My
elder cousin Kushal Bhav, who died on 5-ll-'18 has told, me that Sai Baba lived
in a Chavadi (now in ruins) at Rahata for some months or so, that
previously Sai Baba lived with a Moslem saint some AA (Akbar All perhaps) whose
portrait is still kept in our gin (le.) "Rahatekar's gin" near
Wadia Park at Ahmednagar and that Daulu Sait had seen Baba with the saint at
Ahmednagar and that BAba came from Ahmednagar to live at Rahata and then went
to live at Shirdi.
My father Chandraban Sait died on
13-12-1911. His elder brother was Ramchandra Sait, who died in 1860,
Ramachandra's son is Khusal Bhav. He has only a widow left now and she lives at
Ahmednagar. My father's younger brother is Brijichand, whose son Premchand
(Premchand Birjichand Rahatekar) is a sowcar, aged 60. living at Shahgunj a,'
Aurangabad. He knows about Baba. I have photos of my father and of Khusal Bhav.
Khusal Bhav was 47 years older than myself and died at the age of 62. Daula
Sait saw Sai Baba at Ahmednagar with AA (Akbar All).
RAHATEKAR
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Ramachandra Chandraban
Sait Blijichand Sait(1860) (13-12-1911)
Khusal Bhav Amolakchand Premchand
(15-11-1918) (alias Babu (Shahagunj
-Widow Kaka. Rahatra)
Aurangabad)
Daulu Salt
28-10-1924
(Ahmednagar
Rahatekar's
gin near Wadia
Park)
Akbar Ali (?) was living at Bara Imam
Kotla near King Gate at Ahmednagar.
sri nageshwar
atmaram samant, Police Sub-inspector, Bombay, says:
About 1926, I
came with my wife and eldest son Manohar, then 2 years old, to Shirdi. After
Punyatithi, I went to Poona to see Baba Jan. I kept Rs.2 in my inside pocket
when nearing Poona and had no other change. I thought Rs. 2 sufficient to go
from Poona station to Lashkar to see Baba Jan. I engaged a victoria (to and
fro) for Re. 1-8-0. When I went to Baba, I bought a flower garland for 4 or 6
annas and I paid for Jakirs, tea and bread 1-40. After I returned to the
station. I paid the victoria man 1-8-0 and got into the train. I put my hand
into my pocket casually and I found Rs. 2 though I spent more than Rs. 3. I had
some notes in other pockets which I did not change. I wondered how the 2Rs.
multiplied so far. I did not think about the phenomenon when paying for the
Jakir's tea, flowers and victoria hire. This is the first time I took out a
specified sum and set it apart for expenditure.
In 1931 or 1932, 1 had received summons
to attend a criminal case at Chalisgaon before the Mamlatdat I attended. But,
as the case was adjourned, I requested the court to allow me to attend on the
adjourned date about 1-30 pm. After a month I received summons in the case. On
the way, I visited Shirdi, having started on the day previous to the case
hearing. Next morning, I left Shirdi to go to Chalisgaon by the morning train
(by which I had travelled for Bombay). But, the bus being late, I reached Kopergaon
town about 10-15 a.m., whereas the train leaves Kopergaon station about 10-30
a.m.. There was no tonga there. I was in plain clothes and not known
there. The buses refused to take me to the station. I prayed to Baba in my mind
to help me. Suddenly, some one cried out "Foujdar Sahib". I looked to
see who called. Then a policeman enquired if I was a foujdar? I said
I was. Then, he ordered a bus to take me to the station and that bus took me in
time to catch the train and be at Chalisgaon for the trail. If I had missed
attendance at court, that would have been the course of much trouble.
In March, 1929, I went on two months sick
leave for a change and went home. For a fortnight, I was alright. After that ,
my father went to catch fish against my repeated requests. I felt very sorry
for what he did. I felt that we were acting against Baba's wishes. My father
brought home first some of them alive. I told my mother that killing fish was
improper. By that time, I had suddenly got fever. I told her that she was
anxious about the health of her only son, (viz.) myself, but was cruel to the
children of fishes and that if she wanted her child not to die, they should
stop killing fish. My father then came near me, applied Baba's Udhi to
me and prayed to Baba: "If my son is alright by tomorrow morning, I will
give up eating fish". In five minutes, my temperature came down and was
alright.
About 1931, I occupied an upper storey
room of Nawalkarwada. The walls had cracked on several places, scorpions
abounded and there was great danger of the walls coming down suddenly. Just
then, R.A. Tarkhad had found it dangerous and left. He warned me. But I had no
other place to stay and in the 2 days of my stay there at Ramnavami, nothing
happened. I left it then and went to Bombay and I got a letter that the walls
had collapsed shortly after I left
Some years back, a scorpion was in my cap
at Shirdi. I did not notice it but put it on at Shirdi and when I got it off my
head at Bombay (some 12 hours after my start), I saw the scorpion inside just
as I was going to place it on the peg. It had not hurt me all the time I wore
the cap. A few years back. I slept in a room adjoining Baba's Samadh, I
found about the middle of the night music coming from the Samadhi, I
could not explain.
mr. G.K. rege, Retired Tahsildar, Indore. says :
I was suffering from sciatic in 1912. I was so uneasy with fever also that I
could not get sleep or rest. So I went to my father-in-law Narayan Rao Parulkar
at Giggaon, village near Harda. He was
a great Sai Bhakta. He had Udhi of Sai Baba, and he applied it
to my forehead. That very day, about 2
pm. I was resting on a cot and then
a sanyasi with kashaya clothes etc. appeared before me and tapped me on my
shoulders. He said: "Child, do not
be afraid. You will be cured in three
days". I shouted out to my
father-in-law that a sanyasi was standing before me and telling me the above.
He wanted to see the sanyasi but the latter disappeared before my
father-in-law turned up. He was sure
that the visitor was Sai Baba. Exactly
on the third day, to my astonishment, my pain disappeared and I felt I was all
right. Within a week I fully recovered. My father-in-law asked me to go to Shirdi
for Baba's darshan.
But I could not
go for 2 years. In 1914, I took leave for performing my third daughter's
marriage at Mandla. We sent a marriage invitation to Baba and had His reply:
"I will come in person and attend the marriage". As the marriage ceremony
was in progress, the postman brought a letter from Baba with Udhi in it and
chit of instructions that the Udhi should be applied to the married
couple. On that very day, a fakir came and asked my father-in-law for
one pice. But, my father-in-law neglected the opportunity, repented later, and
told me that fakir might be Baba. Then I declared that 'if it was Baba, He
should appear again. Next-day, another fakir came to me and asked for
one pice only and I gave it. The fakir accepted that only and declined
the dinner offered to Him by my father-in-law.
After the marriage was over, I went to
Shirdi and stayed there for four days. Baba, as soon as He saw me, remarked:
"Why so much delay”? I replied that I was a poor clerk and could
not easily come. He asked me dakshina, I gave Him five rupees. But, He
insisted and wanted five more. I did not know His reason but I gave Him the
five rupees extra. Then He said. "Nothing more is due to Me from
you". I discovered the reason for that demand only after my return home to
Kathegaon when my wife told me that she had sent Rupees Five by money order to
Baba a year ago (unknown to me) and that the money-order had come back with the
endorsement that it would be received in person. That is why, I see, Baba
asked me, in person. Five Rupees more.
My youngest daughter Prema Bai, aged 4,
was suffering from fever and it had taken a serious turn. She had become a mere skeleton. Medicines and treatment brought no
relief. My wife, who was a devotee of
Sai Baba, prayed to Baba to help the girl. Baba's voice, she heard at the prayer
in the waking state, saying "I will take away all the trouble on the third
day". To our surprise, the girl died on the third day on her mother's
lap. She sent word to that effect and
asked me to come home from my office at Manasa. I came at once. I saw the girl was dead. My wife was
wailing. I took up the child and then
gave it a bit of Ganges water (which we always keep in our pooja) with
Baba's Udhi, I poured it into
the child's mouth. The water did not
flow out. So I gave some more.
Then the child opened her eyes and I was sure that she was alive. After that, we gave her Udhi and Teertha;
and in a month she fully recovered her health. She is hale and healthy
and a matron in the Indore L.R.T (Boarding) School.
I lost my wife in 1926. My health then
gave way. I had Baba's photo before me. A voice seemed to come from it:
"Do not serve any more". On three successive days, I heard the voice.
I could not discover any person who spoke it. My friend Doctor Pamerkar said to
me that the voice must be Baba so I retired in 1926 on pension.
Before this, (i.e.,) in 1924, I
was anxious to get my 4th daughter Minabai married. But, no groom could be
found. I had already taken leave. I took my wife to her brother at Anjangow
(C.P). The second day after I reached. I heard a voice: "Go to
Jirapur". I returned to Indore and found my son had received an order to
go to Jirapur. But, his wife being in ninth month of her pregnancy, he could
not go. So his superior officers cancelled the order. After my leave expired,
I learnt that I was posted to Kathegaon in Nemawar Dt. When, however, the draft
went to the Revenue Minister for signature without any request from me. He
cancelled that order and wrote Tested to Jirapur. So I went to Jirapur. Within
a fortnight of my taking charge, I went on tour and halted at a place near
Sayath where my brother was serving the Gwalior State. I visited him. There I
saw with him one Balwant, who was really strong, stout and handsome. I enquired
about him and found him a good match for my girl. That settled and the marriage
was accomplished.
mr. X says of his
experience in Sai Sudha: Before I write anything in this about Sai Baba,
I should say something about me. I have been, no doubt, devoted to God. I have
visited almost all the temples in South India. I have been by nature charitable
towards the poor. I was always discussing with a lawyer friend, the lives of
Sri Ramakrishna, Swami Vivakananda and others. The lawyer friend is very much
interested in my prosperity. But my friend never revealed to me about Sai Baba
during all these years, though he was a devotee of Sai Baba. On l-7-'39 during
our conversation, he mentioned to me the sacred name of Sai Baba and His great
powers, wisdom and His loving kindness towards humanity. I came home thinking
of Sai Baba. I conveyed this to my wife. Sai Baba appeared to me in my dream on
the very same night.
My wife had
been suffering from some boils on the legs
for a long time. We had tried many medicines and even injections
but to no purpose. I asked my wife to apply Udhi.
She was daily using Udhi. There
was not much Udhi with us. Then she thought of Sai Baba, and said that
there was no Udhi in the house. Without any letter from us to the secretary,
we received a packet of Udhi from Rahata. We thought it was a miracle of
Sai Baba. She is now completely cured of her boils. We became more devoted to
Sai Baba from that day onwards. We have been enjoying peace of mind since we
began to worship Sai Baba.
All these wonderful powers of Sai Baba
confirmed me that Sai Baba is God but not a saint On 27-11 -39,1 casually
thought that Sai Baba should give me thirtham in His physical form. On
the same night, He appeared to me in His physical form, and gave me thirtham
with some jaggery. I took thirtham and drank it. Sai Baba has been
helping us always. We have been taking the picture of Sai Baba where ever we go
for worship. These are the experiences of a period of 6 months from l.-7-'39 to
31-12-'39.
I boldly declare that Sai Baba is God and
not a saint as held by others. I record all these statements in the name of Sai
Baba with the solemn declaration that I have not added a word of untruth.
Appaji Sutar, Shirdi, says:
I had in Saka. 1851, (i.e.,) in 1929,boils on my leg, weeping
eczema, it seemed. I spent Rs.200 on Kopergaon Government doctors for cure, in
vain. Shama (i.e,.) Madhav Rao De-shpande also gave me medicines but to
no purpose. Nasik Hospital, to which I then resorted, gave equally no benefit
to me. When I was an in-patient there for 8 days, one night Baba came to me in
my sleep. He said : 'Go back to Shirdi to read puran'. But I replied
that on account of my suffering from eczema. I had come to Nasik. Baba replied
: ' Go on reading my Puran and apply Udhi, you will be cured'. I then returned
to Shirdi. When I came here to Shirdi, Vittal Rao Mahratee was reading Pothi,
and he had to go to Siruval. As I got down from the bus on my return to Shirdi,
he came to get into the bus and told me that there was none to go on with Pothi
in Baba's presence, during the time he stayed away at Siruval and he asked me
to read Pothi. I undertook to do it - to read Jnaneswari Ekanath
Bhagwata, Adhyatma Ramayana and Sai Satcharitra by A-D.(G.RD). Thenceforward.
I read these before Sai Baba daily and applied His Udhi. In seven days' time, I
was completely cured of my eczema.
Another experience of mine is this. I
owed Rs.350 to a Multan Fatechand Marwadi of Shirdi. He was threatening to sue
me and arrest me for the debt in 1932. I was frightened. Then Baba came in my
dream. He asked me and four others to repeat stanzas from Gita one after the
another. They did so and I repeated stanzas in my turn. Then Baba asked me
"What do you want ?” I requested that He may be pleased to relieve me of
my debt. He replied that the debt would be removed. Next morning, my creditor
came to my house and wanted me to build a house for him; and he gave me a
written agreement that on my building the house for him, my bond would be
returned. I executed the work in a month or so; and he returned my bond, I tore
it up and cast away the pieces.
imambai chota
khan, aged about 65 years, Vajapur, Au-rangabad Dt. says:
I heard of Baba
for the first time from Durves Shah (30 years ago). He was a Mohamedan Saint. I
went to him to consult him about the disputes, litigation between my
paternal aunt, who was also my mother-in-law, and me. He then told me to go to
Sai Baba at Shirdi and gave me some directions. Therefore, I came to Shirdi. I
met Baba, near Gonkar's house. Then Dixitwada was being built (1910) and the
Madras Sadhu Vijianandaswami was here before Baba. Baba was standing and a lady
was taking darshan in this lane. I was advised by Durvesh Shah, to repeat 1st
chapter of the Koran behind Baba's
back and not to accept any money gifts from him. So, I began the repetition of
the 1st chapter with the word 'Bismllla’. Baba at once turned round
and faced me. He angrily spoke thus : *Who are you ? Why have you come to ask
Me about something - as if you
were my father? ' and He showered abuse. I got terrified. Baba
went to the mosque, uttering unintelligible words as usual. I followed Him and sat at the pavilion of
the masjid. I could not get up the masjid without Baba's permission and that, I
got only two days later through Kaka Dixit's intercession. Dixit said: ‘These are your children, Baba.
Why are you angry with them ?' This
referred to me. Baba replied, ‘You call him a child. He has beaten the master (to death)'. This was a reference to an escapade of
mine two months earlier. I was a
Nizam's sepoy in the Mamlatdar's office and had beaten with a stick a Christian
'Master', who failed to give prompt
information in an investigation which the police were making (I went to assist
the police). The master bled in the month and fell senseless. This is the fact
Baba referred to, though none could have told him of it. I had told the
mamlatdar about this beating and he advised me to run away. So I resigned service and went up to
Shirdl. The additional and the immediate
reason for my visit to Baba was my fear of prosecution for what I did. That day
of Dixit intercession, I still was afraid of Baba did not go up into the
mosque. Two or three days
later, I was taken by Kasim Bai, son of Bade Baba, Jog, and Dixit up the steps
of the mosque. Then I took darshan of
Baba and he touched my head saying : 'Do not fear. Allah Malik.’ I stayed
on at Shirdi for 1 3/4 months. During
that period, Baba told me : You go back.
Your land disputes will be settled and your relations will be
amicable'. I then went back to my
village, and then filed my case against
my mother-in-law in the court for possession of lands. It ended 7 years later
with my obtaining possession.
Second visit to
Shirdi ; I came for Baba's darshan and wanted to go back. But,
Baba was in the presence of Mahlsapathi and Mavusi. Baba said to Mavusi :
'People do not listen to me. Rascals go away and suffer and by a thorn injury
lose the parent'. In fact, though Baba did not permit me to go, I was in a hurry
to get back home and so I went away without permission. Two days after my
return home, my mother struck a thorn in her foot while collecting fuel and she
died 8 or 10 days later, as her legs had swollen. Then, I understood what Baba
said to Mavusi about thorn and losing of the parent.
Third visit: On the 4th
day of her death, I came to Shirdi as I had no funds and no employment and was
hoping that Baba would relieve my financial distress. I stayed on 34 days or so and Baba said to Mavusi in my presence 'Udhi
must be received and then departure must be taken. I, at once, inferred that Baba meant those words for me. Baba's usual method is to address words to
some one person when they are meant for another, or to address them to a whole
group, when only one of them is concerned. Next morning, Baba extended his
hands with Udhi when I approached and thus confirmed my inference. At the time
of giving Udhi Baba said 'At the doorway of the house (i.e., my house), there will be an old woman standing. She will give something - using which,
celebrations may be performed. Guests
have come. The feast should be had in their company'. I could not make out Baba's meaning then, On going home, the widow of the Kazi, a
very old lady was standing at my door and out of love or friendship for me.put
fifty rupees into my hand, and said 'Perform
your ceremonies'. That was the
fortieth day of my mother's death when the ceremonies corresponding to the
Hindu Masik had to be performed : and for that, my four sisters and their
husbands had come in my absence. These
evidently were the guests mentioned by Baba.
I celebrated the fortieth day with the money given to me by the old
lady.
Fourth visit: On my next visit to Shirdi a month or so
later, Baba said to me : 'Gulab (rose) has come to your house’. I went back and
found that my wife had recently been delivered of a male child. Believing that
to be the 'Gulab' (rose) mentioned by Baba, the boy was named Gulab.
Later visit: On a later visit to Baba, He did
not permit me to return. But, I was impatient and started away, Baba, when
refusing permission, said "'People should not go. If they go, there will
be storms and balls of fire and immense trouble'. I did not quite see to whom
this referred and I went away. I went on running or walking at 5 miles an hour
and reached Vari (10 or 12 miles off) in 2 hours at 5-30 p.m. Then I went by
the bank to Surala. It was sunset then. There the patil told me 'Do not go. The
weather is cloudy. Do not go, or you will suffer'. But I replied ‘It is only 4
miles more, a short distance to my village and I will go’. I went on. Three
miles I went and then a big storm came on and lightning fell on a huge pipal
free close to me and in front of me. The tree crashed and broke into two and
fire started in the tree. I was dazed by the lightening and I turned my face
back from it. Then I saw Baba standing behind me with two tiny dogs. I bowed to
Him and He disappeared. Then I went on. There was a river near my village. I
went to cross it, not knowing its depth. I felt the water only knee-deep. But
when I reached the other shore and looked back, I saw the river was in full
flood and was amazed as water was running over its banks. The depth of water
might have been 20 feet. I wondered how I had crossed it. I reached home safe.
Baba's statements as to storm and ball of fire was shown to be correct.
Four years ago, I was badly in need of
money to get Gulab married. I came here and slept in the mosque. In my dream
Baba blessed me and said that if I go to Poona, I would be benefited. I went to
a stranger at Poona, and there, Mr. Ladkar came. He was suffering from severe
piles. I told him that I knew of a Saint's (Baba) prescription that would cure
the piles. At his bidding, I prepared it. He was greatly relieved by it. Then,
he betted on a horse at the Poona races and got Rs. 1,000. Out of that, he gave
me Rs.700 which I performed my son's marriage.
Haridwar Bua,
who was here for 8 days, had a wonderful experience. A sparrow used to sit on
his head when he started from Shirdi for bath and would be on his head as he
went on untill he dipped for his bath at the stream in the village border.
Then, it would go up and sit on a tree and resume its seat on his head after
the bath was over. We saw this. In our presence, Haridwar Bua asked Baba what
this phenomenon signified. Baba said: La ila illUlah. Kya bada durbar hat
Munshijt tho andai haL Sardarji chutl hat Allah malifc fiat Allah accha
karegal This was said pointing to the Butywada which was then under
construction.
Four months before Baba passed away, Baba asked Appa Bhil at
about 8 pm. "Bring four fowls. Guests are to come". I wondered who
were the guests to come. That night I stayed on behind the curtain hanging in
the mosque, and was awake. After 2 a.m., a huge ball of fire - over one foot in
diameter - streamed into the mosque, and went up to the nimbar, (i.e.,) the
niche in the western wall. It sat a while, then went up to the ceiling, there
split into innumerable fragments, spread throughout the mosque and lit up
everything there was with a blaze so powerful that I could not continue to see
it. I covered up my eyes and bent my neck down. Appa Bhil also who was with me.
did the same. Then Baba went near the dhuni and placing one end of His short
stick on His bent neck was going on saying something on Arabic for about 10 or
15 minutes. The bright light disappeared as soon as Baba went to the dhuni.
Baba asked Appa Bhil in the morning to bring the four fowls. They were brought
and cooked. Baba prepared poll at the fire in the mantap.
Kasim, son of
Bade Baba, came later on. Baba gave him some of the food cooked by Him and told
him "Go to Aurangabad. See Shamshuddin Mea. Give him this Rs.250. Do there
moulu and kowali and do nyos.
‘Next, go to
Banne Mea Fakir. Garland him with this garland, and then tell him : "Navdin,
nav tarik. Allah meane apna dhunia legaya marji Allahaki”.’
So saying, Baba gave Kasim Rs.2.50 and
garland of Sevanthi flowers. Kasim said he was a stranger to those
parts. Then, Baba asked me to go with him. So we two, Kasim and I started,
taking with us Kasim's servant Amir and reached Aurangabad station at 3 p.m.
When we were at the station, the fakir Shamsuddin (whom I knew already)
came there and said : "Who are the guests who have come from the Fakir Sai
?" I went then and took his darshan - as also Kasim. Shamsuddin
himself repeated Baba's direction to us word for word and took us to his house
in the fort and fed us. We paid the Rs.250 to him. He then fed large number
(JVyos), Shamsuddin performed the kawali and also moulu. These were
completed by that night.
I knew Banne
Mea's house and we went there next morning. He was standing with one arm
upraised and one arm held down. The Arabs with him told us not to approach
Banne Mea, as he would beat us. After waiting nearly one
hour, I picked up courage, took Baba's garland in my hand,
and put it round his neck. Then Banne Mea lowered his upraised arm. Then I told
him the words uttered by Baba to be told to Banne. Then Banne Mea gazed into
the sky and tears rolled down from his eyes. We took leave from him and came
away. Four months after that, Baba passed away. The date of Baba's passing away
was the ninth (day of Dussera) of the ninth month. We had gone to Aurangabad in
the Ramzan month. We fasted during the day and ate at night.
Baba knew
Arabic, read and taught Koran to Abdul.
Nuriddin was a Risaldar (horse-soldier)
chevalier in service of the state. One day, he came to Baba, took darshan ,
and wanted leave to go back. Baba told him to go the next day. But Nuriddin
said that the rest of his regiment were marching on and that it was not
possible for him to stay on. Baba then gave him Udhi and told him
something in Urdu, which literally, means, "Dig a pit and eat the Udhi.
The man took the Udhi and rode away. At Kopergaon, he saw a corpse
being carried. And then later on he reached his destination. From that day he
had a vision of the corpse before his eyes. On those days that he had such a
vision he got food and dined to his satisfaction. On days on which he did not
get the vision of the corpse, try as he might, he failed to have his food for
some reason or the other. This mortified him so much that he gave up service in
disgust and thinking that Baba's words and Udhi or his failure to stay
with Baba brought about that state of affairs, he returned to Baba and stayed
there at Shirdi for 6 months. His curse left him. Then, taking leave of Baba,
he went away. He is now a grocery shopkeeper at Devlall.
Abdul Kadir is now in the Poona
cantonment. He came to Baba. About 1915, when he was here at the Takia, Baba
came that side. Kadir then begged of Baba to give him fakir as he wanted
to become a saint. Baba then flung his folded palm at him as though He held
something in it and was flinging it at him. But there was nothing visible held
in Baba's hand. Thereafter, Kadir's manner and talk were changed. He gave moral
advice and behaved like Baba, sometimes abusing in unintellible language and
sometimes picking up a stone threatening to throw it. He was getting unmanagable.
Baba after 11/2 months of this forced asceticism faced him at the mantap of
the mosque, and said: "lav bale idor" and drew His folded palm
from Kadir's side to Himself. Then Kadir got back his original state of mind
and stayed on for 15 days more. Then, with Baba's permission, he went to Kirki
and started his beedi shop opposite to Baba Jan's margosa tree (where her tomb
is). Abdul Kadir was the guru of Madar Ali, who was then here and who is now at
Yeola. Madar Ali is a Khoza. Abdul Kadir and others would do namaz and azar.
People would do also moulu every day, during day time before Baba at the
mosque, and kawali in the morning with tabla and sarangi
Baba used to order tabla to be
constructed at the mantap and paid for it. Baba prepared Kichadai and mutton.
This He did for many years. This tabla stopped after mantap was
prepared. Baba used to pronounce fatta or get it pronounced. Moslems go
for idga to this mosque even now and they did so in Baba's time also.
I have seen and
heard Baba pronouncing namaz at the mosque near the fire, without
however bending the whole body on knees as others did. Baba pronounced namaz
when fire was prepared in a pit at the mantap and thrown on Moslems'
bodies by themselves. Baba gave spiritual uplift to two Moslems, that I knew.
Shaik Abdulla of my village came here. Baba spoke to him in words all of vyragia.
"If we die today, the third day follows. What is the use of house,
lands etc.. to us ?" Shaik Abdulla returned to our village. He had a wife and children. He left his house and
property to them, and wandered in the streets and spent his night at tombs,
muttering something. He lived upon what people gave him and did not care if he
got nothing and starved. He had that sort of life for 10 or 12 years and died.
He had developed wonderful powers during these 12 years. Once he asked me not
to go on my journey as at a particular place named by him on the path, as there
would be a serpent. As it was day light, 1 did not heed him. But I found the
serpent exactly in the place named by him. One Abbas Salt, a beedi-seller of my
place, once told Abdulla "What for are you behaving like a mad man and
giving up wife and relations?" Abdulla said "You will come to know*.
Abbas Sait replied that he knew this was but madness. Abdulla then flung his
closed fist in the air as though he threw something at Abbas Salt and said
"You also become like that'. From that time, Abbas Salt gave up his
business, home and relations and is still wandering about.
In Bhopal of Varhad (Behar) Anwar Khan
lived and once he came to Baba. He told Baba "I do not want samsara".
He lived in the Chavadi here for 12 months. Baba gave him a Mantram from
"Btemtflo, kidiya hiyo valkajirono nabudo mabudana etc.". I know that
also. That is also in Chapter 1 of the puran. Baba told him to repeat this 101
times at midnight. Then he was to recite ‘Davuf’. Baba then gave him Prasada
Peda and sent him to ‘Bagdad’ in Arabia. He then went to Bombay where Haji
Kasim of Bombay helped him with free passage to Arabia. He has not returned
from Arabia.
Hida Beg of Kanad near Aurangabad came to
Baba and stayed here. Moum Yakub of Delhi was here then reading Quran daily
sitting in the mantap during day or night. One night, about 8 p.m. Baba told
Hida Beg: "Do not remain here! Go to the cantonment near Kanad (i.e., Aurangabad)
and change your name to Punjab Shah. Go and sit there, eat what you get".
He is still living there as a saint and people revere him. Kanad is 70 miles
off from my place and is a hilly place. I went and saw him there. He was
sitting quiet.
Mohammad Khan, a Rohilla of Newasu, was
here with Baba. Once, he lifted the curtain to see Baba, who was talking with
Mahalsapathy. Strange to say, he could not see Baba. He was getting queer and
crazy. His younger brother, who was at Newasu, came to Shirdi to take him. Baba
gave Udhi to him and sent back and he then became alright.
Some 4 years ago, Madhav Fasle and I were
at the mosque one night, I heard Baba's voice crying to Madhav: "Madho,
get up, I want to go to pass urine". Madhav did not stir. Early in the
morning, we found in the hollow at the place where Baba used to sit scented
water. The hollow was filled with that water. There was no explanation for its
presence except Baba's cry and His statement that He wished to pass urine. I
have never heard from Baba who His Guru was. I have noticed some peculiar
events.
1. Anwar Khan
Khaji of Ahmednagar wanted to rebuild a masjid at Telikakoot (Kajichi Masjid).
He came to Baba for funds, Baba told him (after he had waited long) that the
masjid would not accept any money from him or from others, but would herself
provide the funds. "Dig 3 feet under nimbar, and you will find a
treasure. Rebuild the masjid with that" said Baba. Then the Kaji went to
Ahmednagar, found treasure, rebuilt and came to Shirdi and when seated in the
Takia here, told me and others of the above facts. As for Baba's telling him
the above I was present then. Baba was seated on the big stone in front of the
mosque. Anwar Khan was even then aged about 65 or 70; and he died long ago.
2. There
was one Maddushah, a fakir at Meran Jalgaon in Khandesh. He came here 27 years
back and was entreating Baba to give him Rs. 700 for some urgent need of
his-what the need was, I do not know. He cried and cried. Baba directed Bapu Sahib
Jog to give him Rs. 700. Bapusahib Jog brought Rs. 700 all silver coins
and placed them before Baba. Baba told two boys-Gulab, son of Kondaji, and
Laxman Bala Barkar Shimpi-and asked them to give the money to the fakir, who
was seated in the mantap before Baba. The boys in handing over the money
pocketed Rs. 200 and delivered only Rs. 500. The fakir wept and cried
and said to Baba that he has received only Rs. 500. He was grumbling for 2 or 3
days. Baba did nothing to give him more at Shirdi. So the man took Udhi and
went on walking. While he was walking near Nungaon, a tonga came up and
stopped. One Irrus Shah - Parsi, Tashildar in the Nizam State, alighted from
the tonga, accosted the fakir and gave him first food and then
Rs. 200 saying "Are you now content?" Then, Irrus Shah came to
Shirdi, went to Tatya Patel's new house (at the cast end of Shirdi) and there
told him and all present the following facts. He had a dream in which Baba told
him to go by tonga to Shirdi, and said that he would see a fakir near
Nungaon carrying a tiger skin, that he should give him food (for the fakir
would be hungry) and hand over to him Rs. 200, which is the balance of money
for which he is panting. So he came in a tonga with food and money and gave the
same to the fakir.
That Irrus Shah is dead now.
3. A Moslem
from Lasoor in Nizam's State (Taluk Vyzapur) came to Baba some 27 years ago and
cried - wanting Rs.4,000 or 5,000 to meet some urgent need. Baba told him to go
and sit under the Vat tree for stool, that a vessel full of coins will
be found by him. Next morning, he passed stool and went to wash himself and
stumbled upon a very heavy vessel evidently full of treasure. He could not lift
it and so he came to Baba at the Chavadi. When he returned, it disappeared
and he cried. Baba said Ganu Kadu of Ruihad carried it away and so nothing
could be done. That Ganu Kadu is a rich man and this Lasoor went back in grief.
sri M. V. saharabuddhe, S/o. Vishnu, age 41,
Brahmin, Civil Engineer, Paltan Sugar Works, Paltan, Santara Dt, says :
I leamt of Sai Baba at Rahata in 1931
when I went there taking up the contract (viz.) Nimgaon-Shirdi irrigation and
drainage scheme. I came to Shirdi and attended arati and was greatly
impressed. I began to get help from Baba sometimes miraculously. Here are some
instances : In 1932,I was digging up the earth and laying drainage pipes, with
large number of workmen. One noon I slept on the bund of the channel under a
tree. I felt that I was shaken and roused from sleep. Baba then in my sleep said
"Get up. A man is being buried, owing to the slipping of the earth. Go and
remove him at once". I woke up, called coolies and cycled up to the place
of the accident which was two miles off. I found that the two sides of the
trench had come down and buried 20 men. We dug up the earth. All of the buried
men escaped with very little hurt. One man was seriously hurt. He was bleeding
in the nose and mouth and his eyes bulged out. He wanted to be taken to his
home In a cart. That was done. He died there. But for Baba's rousing me, he
would have died in the works and more would have hurt and I would have had
great trouble to meet the inquiry. In this case of accident, and inquiry was
held by the Collector two months after the event and I was not taken to task. This is very
remarkable help from Baba.
The next help from Baba was in 1933. I
was in Poona. Baba appeared in my dream and said that the Shirdi Samasthan
Committee wanted me at Shirdi. Out of curiosity, I came to Shirdi.
Mr.S.D.Navalkar of that committee (who knew I was the Nimgaon contractor) was
inquiring where I was. I met him and he asked me to take up the contract for
building the Sabha Mantap. I then put up the iron work now standing here.
In 1936, in my mother's illness, Baba
gave help. She had to undergo a liver operation. Poona is the best place but as
there was plague there in 1936, we decided to have the operation at Wai
(Satara Dt.) where we were living. Baba came to me in my dream and told me not
to have the operation done at Wai but to have it done at Poona. We, therefore,
had it done by Dr.Gharpure at the Sassoon Hospital at Poona. The operation was
a success and my mother is safe and healthy even now. I am an orthodox Brahim
and therefore averse to things being touched by Moslems and untouchables. Baba
told me in a dream not to care for this untouchability so much.
I have recently
been elected member of the Sai Samasthan Committee. Baba has shown me in a
recent vision that He is in all and is all Gods. When I was at Paltan, I had a
vision one night of a Satya Narayana image and
idol being put up and
worshipped in the Shirdi Samathi Mantap or front hall. The offerings made to
the image, I found, were passing straight on into the tomb to the body of Sai
Baba, whom I saw to be seated within the tomb. The tomb had become transparent.
To verify the truth of this at least partially, I wrote at once to Shirdi to
see if Satya Narayana Pooja was conducted at the time and place mentioned
above. I got an answer in the affirmative. Baba has thus shown me that He is
Satya Narayana and that pooja to Satyanarayana is pooja to Sai Baba.
bhaskar sadasiv
satam, Hindu Mahratta, Sub-Inspector of Police, Lamington Road. Bombay,
says:
I joined the force as an ordinary Co., in
1911 and rose to the position of S.I. About 1930, I met Nagesh Atmaram Samant,
who spoke to me about Sai Baba. I told him I would go to Shirdi. But for years
I did not. In 1940, both of us were at Nargam Training School. I had then some
misfortunes resulting in the loss of my job. I was suspended on 16-2-1940.1
prayed to Baba while under suspension. Udhi and-prasad from Shirdi were
wanted and sent to me. Prasad was received but not Udhi - though
Sagun Rao Meru Naik sent both. It is after that I received the dismissal order
on 28-2-40. Samant wanted me to go to Shirdi unconditionally. I and my son came
on last Ramnavami here, and prayed to Baba. We spent only 2 days here. On my
return, at Dadar, I met a constable and he said that I was reinstated and
posted to Lamington Road. But no such order could have been passed then. On
28-4-49, I appealed. On 14-5-40 the order passed was "Reinstated and
posted to Lamington Road". Baba's decision had come from the constable's
mouth two month's earlier.
I had debts to clear. I prayed to Baba
and He sent me some money. I am now free from debt and I am well-provided. I
prayed to Baba only for this state of happy freedom.
THE END
"OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI"
"My eye (of vigilent supervision) is
ever on those who love Me. Whatever you do, wherever you may be, ever bear this
in mind, that I am always aware of everything you do."
SAIBABA