Volume – III
by
His Holiness Pujyasri B. V. Narasimha Swami Maharaj
(Founder-President, All India Sai Samaj (Regd), Chennai-600 004,
India)
Publishers:
All India Sai Samaj (Regd)
Mylapore, Chennai-600 004
Tamilnadu, India.
Acknowledgement:
Shri K. Ramaswamy, Past President,
All India Sai Samaj (Regd), Chennai.
BABA’S LOVERS
PART III
About
HH Pujyasri B.V. Narasimha Swami Maharaj:
2.
Sri Santaram Balwant Nachne,
Dahanukar
4.
Mrs. Tarabai Sadasiva
Tarkhad
5.
M. B. Rege
7.
H. V. Sathe
8.
G.G. Narke
9.
Sri Naraya Ashram, Sanyasi
of Wai
10.
Kusa Bhav
11.
Rao Saheb Yeshwant Janardhan
Galwankar
12.
Sri Rao Bahadur Moreswar
Pradhan
13.
Baba’s contact with
Muslims
15.
Abdul
17.
Abdullah Jan
18.
Adam Dalali
19.
B. V. Dev
20.
P. R. Avaste
21.
Chakra Narain
The task undertaken in this biography is to sketch
how Baba's influence spread out like a tiny banyan seed into dimensions which
fill up forests. The way in which this force, obviously a divine force, is
being worked is mostly hidden and cannot be completely grasped by any one. But
persons can have with some bhakti and effort a rough idea of the main lines of
march. The most important way in which the influence of a divine spirit expands
is the very magnetism it exerts. The magnetic Baba with his wonderful qualities
and power to save his devotees from every harm, including the danger of death
and to provide all things necessary for one's temporal and spiritual welfare,
naturally attracts the various pieces of steel called devotees to Himself. In
some cases, no doubt, the attraction is based upon rinanubandha, but whether
due to that or not, the force is exerted and persons are pulled to the
wonderful dynamo. Baba said, 'I draw my devotees to Me from thousands of miles
even and they come to Me first under one pretext or another, i.e. for the
purpose of getting one worldly gain or other, and after their needs are
satisfied to some extent at least, they adhere to Me and their welfare here and
hereafter is looked after'. Most bhaktas that we have noticed in Part II were
drawn (Upasani Baba and Khaparde) for specific temporal gains, but they stuck
on and became very good adherents of Baba. In the case of a few, it is not the
temporal gain that attracts. It is something within, something unintelligible,
just like love at first sight of a pure girl and a pure bachelor. There is
something that attracts and, things being favourable, the love grows stronger
and stronger, and what was once a thin silk line becomes as strong as a ship's
cord. In the case of Mahlsapathy, we have already noticed that his attachment
began with his great love for all holy ones and his noting that Baba was very
high in his purity and lofty nature and was respected by even the locally
residing saints like Devidas and Janakidas. So he began to worship Baba and the
more he worshipped, the more he loved, Baba returns the love of his devotee
ten-fold and a hundred-fold. If the devotee takes one step towards him, Baba
takes ten steps towards him. If the devotee gives him one rupee, Baba gives him
ten rupees in return, and what is more valuable than rupees or earthly goods is
that Baba shields him with all his wonderful power and saves him from harm by
using his Prathibha (omniscience) or Antarjnana, noting what
dangers are present in each place and what dangers await a devotee at what
hour. Thus the devotee perceives that the only God that he is going to see and
get the benefit of is this living Sai and gets powerfully attached to him. Baba
used to say to Mahlsapathy 'You go; I am with you. There are thieves (snakes)
near your house. Take a lamp.' Mahalsapathy found that every letter of Baba's
statement was truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
Baba
used and uses his wonderful Prathibha or Ritambhara prajna for
the benefit of the devotees whom he drew and draws calling them his own
children. Each one of these devotees gets magnetised by Baba's dynamo and in
turn attracts others without any propaganda or preaching. Mahlsapathy got
thoroughly ennobled, and fit for Sadgati. For he said at the time of his death,
'I am going to heaven', and he passed away in perfect peace and purity
substantiating the truth and correctness of his statement. The example of
Mahlsapathy must have influenced hundreds and thousands of persons who came to
Baba, and saw Mahlsapathy and Baba, though Mahlsapthy was not a propagandist or
a preacher. Similarly other lovers of Baba sacrificing their all to him, their
avocations or life, their property, their soul, and their all to him and loving
him with an ardour which knows no limits, have become powerful propagandists
without their knowing that fact. People saw how they prospered under Baba's
care, and flocked in numbers to Sai Baba in the flesh or to his Samadhi knowing
that he still lives after his Samadhi and still guards and provides for all his
bhaktas. Hence, in showing the development of the Sai movement, the most proper
course would be not to give a short account of the chief lovers of Baba. The
total number of lovers of Baba would be innumerable, and having enjoyed his
protection, any ordinary human being must overflow with gratitude and love, and
myriads were in that condition. But we should select here just a few whose
contact was particularly noticeable and who therefore may be now regarded by
any sensitive reader as being the magnet through whom the original Sai Baba
dynamo is drawing him to itself. The chief of these lovers and the earliest is
Bayyaji Bai, the wife of the Patel of Shirdi village. When Baba first visited
the place, this Bayyaji Bai was unaccountably attracted to Baba's service. She
found that Baba was pure and without knowing anything about his future siddhi
development, went on attending to his wants and supplied him with food. Even
when he was rambling away from the hamlet into jungles not minding the time for
meal, this pious and loving Bayyaji Bai would run out in quest of him, look for
him under tree after tree and after finding him, place his meal before him and
wait patiently till he ate it. Baba in those early days was given to much of
Adhyatma or introspective study and devotion. Earthly wants did not bother him.
He would go on thinking and thinking. From his later statement we find that he
was thinking of Allah or the "fakir". By this term he would denote
his Guru and his god, for the two were blended into one for him. It is by that
wonderful concentration, all powers developed in him. As is stated in Srimad
Bhagavata, Skanda XI, Chapter XV, "What power is impossible for him who
perfectly concentrates on God and thereby merges in Him?" So, when Baba
was neglecting his own body, this lady ran up and served him out of pure love
and not with a view to obtain any material gain. That is the true test of love,
namely, getting deeply interested in and attached to a person without caring
for any benefit by way of return, but the law of justice, law of God, as
represented by Baba also, is that self-sacrificing love, especially in serving
persons absorbed in God, never goes for nothing. Srimad Bhagavata XI (17) 44
says—
Samuddharanti
ye vipram seedantam matparayanam
Tan
uddharishye na chirat apadbhyo nouriva arnavat.
This
means (Krishna says) : 'Those who support fully a God-absorbed man in his
troubles (physical), them I (Lord Krishna), will suport and lift up from all
dangers and calamities, just as a boat saves a man fallen into the ocean'. So
Baba did support and lift up Bayyaji Bai and her family with wonderful
consideration, sympathy, and love. For instance, her son Tatya, about whom more
will be mentioned later on, became rich by Baba's grace. All his troubles were
averted. But it is not the anticipation of coming benefit that moved Bayyaji
Bai. It was pure unadulterated love for the sake of love. This love descended
from the mother to her son Tatya Patel. The phenomenon appears to be most
unaccountable, but Baba furnished the key for this unaccountable and powerful
cord of love of Bayyaji Bai. Baba said, This is my sister in previous janmas,
and she has always been supporting me.' Therefore, this unaccountable and
powerful love was due to the fact that it is a continuation of unseen but
powerful vasanas of previous births. The Bhagavad Gita says:-
1.
Purvabhyasena tenaiva Hriyate hyavasopisah.
This means, "man
is drawn by the tendencies of his previous lives even against or in spite of
his own will".
2.
Tatra tarn buddhi samyogam labhate Pourvadehikam.
This means, " The
ideas and tendencies of one of birth linger in one in the next".
Bayyaji
Bai was drawn by her previous vasanas to Baba. In the case of the other lives
that we are going to discuss hereafter, we may take it that mostly it is the
unseen vasanas operating from the distant past in former lives that accounted
for the love. Bayyaji Bai's deep love, as we said already, has been the seed of
a whole forest of lovers springing therefrom. Bayyaji Bai followed the bent of
her nature and served Baba and passed away. But as will be seen from the
following account of her son that love was continued and developed through her
son, who attracted the attention of and became the medium of love for numerous
others.

HH
Pujyasri B. V. Narasimha Swami Maharaj came from an orthodox Brahmin family. He
did his Law from Madras Law College and set up his legal practice at Salem,
Tamilnadu. He soon rose to great heights in his profession and was in the
forefront in the freedom struggle. While attending a Pithru Shraadh ceremony in
his home, Swamiji suffered a rude shock when his two children drowned in the
well outside. The terrible tragedy made Swamiji give up all family and worldly
connections and he became a wandering traveller, bent on knowing the ultimate
Truth in Life. His quest took him to the ashrams of various saints and sages,
spending a few years with Sri Ramana Maharishi, Sri Meher Baba and finally to
Sri Upasani Baba of Sakori in search of, as he termed it a precious ‘Kohinoor’
– the Supreme manifested in a saint who could satisfy his spiritual quest! Sri
Narayana Maharaj whom Swamiji met in his travels near Poona, had assured him
that he would get the ‘grand jewel’ that he was after. Prompted by Sri Upasani
Baba one of the foremost disciples of Shri Sai Baba, Swamiji visited Shirdi and
it was from the tomb that Supreme, in the form of Shri Sai Baba bestowed on him
Grace and gave his Sakshatkar, Swamiji had found his grand jewel ‘the
Kohinoor’!
Thereafter
Swamiji spent his life in writing, building temples and meeting people in the
service of Sri Sai Baba. in 1953 he started writing the “Life of Sai Baba”, the
crest jewel of all his publications. “The Life of Sai Baba” is an immortal
classic, an immense work of 1,000 pages in four volumes weaving a vast tapestry
of detailed analytical and authentic Life of Sri Sai Baba.
We have already dealt with this
matter in part. Of the order possible among Sai’s lovers as regards the order
of chronology, and the order of merit, all the orders luckily coincide in the
case of Bayyaji Bai, the first and the greatest lover of Baba. Tatya Patil
comes second both chronologically and in point of merit, that is, the extent of
love. The number of lovers of Baba after Tatya is too great to discover any
chronological arrangement among them. On the other hand, we are obliged to pick
up some cases in which there is a good account of the experiences of such a
lover of Baba. For that reason, we might take up R. B. Purandhare as an
example. Possibly there may be others who far exceeded him in love for Baba and
who were drawn to Baba before him. In fact, Radhakrishna Ayi and Abdul Nivaskar
seem to be brilliant gems of love that came earlier; but of none of them have
we got such a good account as Purandhare. Purandhare in a long account of his
experiences has given a very interesting and fairly full description of his
contact with Baba. We cannot avoid however mixing up Tatya with Purandhare and
others, because the line of parallelism and other common features run very much
together in these cases.
The great question in the case
of the lovers of Baba is, how can we possibly describe the extent of love and its
intensity. Love is not a thing measured by a thermometer or by the quantity of
good or sacrifices rendered, though all these do count. We may roughly begin a
statement of how love works and then deal with Purandhare’s case. When two
persons are greatly attached to each other we find that no other expression
would describe the situation than love. Friendship, admiration, gratitude,
loyalty, faithfulness, regard, worship, all these blend together in many a
case, as it did in Purandhare’s case also. So, let us begin an account of how
Purandhare’s love began.
In the case of most people
approaching Baba within the last decade of his life, they were impelled to go
to Baba by hearing accounts of Baba. Das Ganu was mostly the source of this
inspiration. Das Gnu, though himself not pre-eminent in his love for Baba, had
the wonderful charm of eloquence and some amount of real bhakti. He was an
expert in the Kirtankars’ line, that is, in telling harikathas about saints and
holy persons. He generally began with an account of the day’s topic, say,
Tukaram or Namdev, but he always kept Sai Baba’s picture close to him and never
failed to refer to Sri Sai Baba as the present day illustration of greatness of
the bhakti of the ancient or mediaeval saints. He would say, ‘Here is Tukaram’s
great love and greatness in surrendering to God and getting the most marvellous
benefits. If you wish to know if there is any such person now in the flesh who
can give you the same benefit, then I will tell you ‘Here is this Sai Baba. He is
present day representative of medieval saintship. What Ramdas was to Sivaji,
that Sai Baba is to innumerable people who approach him in the proper spirit’.
Then he would give an account of some of the marvellous lilas and dealings of
Baba with his devotees. Thus, besides the fact that thousands attended his
kirtan, his account and inspiration would pass on from one to another, and
after his kirtan people, having learnt of Sai Baba, would rush to see him. It
is rarely that one gets a chance to meet a Tukaram in the flesh, a Namdev in
the flesh, and if one gets a chance, surely one does not wish to lose it. so,
having heard of Sai Baba from Das Ganu and others. Purandhare’s nature was
fired with the ambition of contacting Sai Baba. Purandhare’s own nature was
very simple and highly emotional. He was a plain man and did not care to twist
and turn phrases in describing things. When he found that Sai Baba was a
powerful saint living in the flesh and was showering benefits like Ramdas.
Akkalkote Maharaj and other Samarthas, he naturally wanted to take the earliest
opportunity to got to Shirdi and that he did. In his case, going to Shirdi was
not an easy matter. he was only a petty clerk on Rs. 35 per month. he had to
support a family of four or five including his mother, his wife, his brother
and a child. yet, the spark of enthusiasm in his heart did not find these to be
difficulties. He fixed upon a certain day to leave for Shirdi, and if we see
what he did, we will see exactly what love does. He was naturally to go with
his wife and mother. But his young child was unwell and the mother thought that
it was foolish to risk taking a little child with fever for such a great
distance. Bombay to Shirdi. Yet, Purandhare would not brook a denial of his
wishes. He must go and he would leave and take the child with him inspite of
his mother’s protest. Look at this! He is taking risks with his only child's
health. And what for? To meet the great Sai. The burning enthusiasm of his love
for Baba bore down all considerations of ordinary precautions or medial advice
and they did go. His love was accompanied by intense faith. So, Baba justified
his faith and his love in what followed. When the child was taken with an
illness to Shirdi, it quickly regained health instead of suffering. this is a
chamatkar of Baba and it is these chamatkars which first tell upon an emotional
mind. Upasani Baba says,
Aneka Ascruta Atarkysya Lila
Vilasam
Samavishkrita Isana Bhasvat
Prabhavam
in his Sai
Mahima stotra, composed in 1912. That is Sai Baba’s divine or superhuman
character was evidenced by innumerable and unheard of miraculous achievements
and chamatkars. Yet he was
Ahambhavahinam Prasannatmabhavanam
Namami Iswaram sadgurum sainatham.
Purandhare found that his child’s health far from being ruined by the journey was set right completely at Shirdi. This in itself was sufficient to constitute one of those Aneka Ascruta Atarkysa Lila Vilasaih. here is Baba’s superhuman power. here is kindness towards those that flock to his feet. If supreme power and kindness are combined, what more is wanted to give us the idea of God’s help? So, Purandhare was made firmer in his faith and deeper in his love of Sai Baba by this occurrence and this was the only one. At every step he had full faith in Baba’s omniscience and omnipotence and he found that his faith was fully justified by the subsequent events. Baba knew exactly when Purandhare should start, when he should stay at a place like Nasik, a holy place of pilgrimage, which his mother wanted to visit, and how long he should stay there. When Purandhare acted upon Baba’s directions, it seemed to several that he was running foolish risks, but everything that Baba said occurred exactly as he said it would. he was told to stay one day at Nasik and to proceed on the next day. When he went there, he found that cholera was attacking some members of his family, such as his brother, and he was advised to get away. But he remembered that Baba had said that he must stay one day at Nasik. So he did stay. on the next day with ill-health in the family, he found that he was perfectly safe in the following Baba’s directions to the very letter. This confirms a man in the extent of reverence and faith that he has in Baba. Reverence and faith combined with thankfulness for the resulting good, form an excellent basis for the development of love. in this way, his love for Baba got more and more deep-rooted and his faith, being justified, was the means for so many others catching on to that faith. Baba’s kindness towards him was remarkable even from the beginning. Why should Baba care so much for this petty clerk who went to Shirdi for the first time? That is the question, which any one would ask. And one would like to know the root of that love. The root of love is not always traceable, but in this particular case we have Baba’s own statement to help us. When Purandhare’s mother told Baba to look after him, Baba’s reply was, “I have known him for generations. I have guarded him from his infancy in front and behind. I will not eat even a bit of food without him”. That is, as much as to say that Baba remembered the love relations between Purandhare and himself in former lives.
Purvabhysena
Tenaiva Hriyate hyavasopisab
Tatra
tam buddhi samyogam Labhate Pourvadehikam
These two
are extracts from the Bhagavat Gita constantly quoted to show that purva
vasanas, that is, traits in the soul existing in previous births follow one in
subsequent births also. In addition to the Bhagavat Gita chapter 16, Verse 10,
Baba consciously expressed that love that existed between the two, but
Purandhare felt the same love unconsciously and was being pulled to Baba. Baba
added no doubt that he draws his devotee’s even from thousands of miles away
and his drawing is like a boy drawing a bird to whose foot one end of a string
is attached while the other is held by him. The bird cannot choose but go to
the boy when the boy pulls it. Baba’s statement was that he similarly pulled
persons who had former contact with him which is Rinanubhandha and Purandhare
was expressly one of those greatly attached to him in a former life. that may
explain how he run so many risks like taking a sick child to Shirdi from Bombay
for the purpose of seeing Baba, with no ostensible gain to explain the risk
taken.
having
hinted at the origin of the love link between Baba and Purandhare we may
proceed to sketch out how this seed of love in the latest janma manifested
itself. Purandhare was always giving vent to every emotional feeling strongly.
if he felt angry, he would at once burst out in a fit of anger and quarrel. if
he felt love, h would be equally ready to express it. Baba had to warn him
against his quick temper and thus improve him in respect of this first concern.
Baba used his emotional nature for developing love. Conferring of benefits is
the surest means of the development of love. Baba conferred benefits in a very
peculiar, and often in a very mysterious way. The manner of benefits being
conferred as well as the nature of the benefit being conferred, tended to
equally develop the mysterious elements of love.
Purandhare
was a poor clerk as we have already stated, and had no worldly financial
ambitions. He was living as a tenant in some house and had to face a lot of
trouble in consequence. Now we will take the first remarkable benefit Baba
conferred on him. When we love a child we love to adorn it’s body with fine
clothes and ornaments etc., When Baba, with His wonderful powers loved
Purandhare, He could not endure the idea of this good fellow being ill-treated
by all those whom he had to contact in occupying a rented house. So, the first
thing that struck Baba was that He should make this poor clerk own a bungalow
of his own. The idea that a clerk on Rs. 35 monthly salary could purchase a
plot of land and build a bungalow on it was so queer that Purandhare could not
think of it. Yet, very early in his contact with Baba, Baba told him
definitely, ‘Bhav, you had better buy a plot of land and build a bungalow on
it’. Purandhere naturally thought it was beyond practical politics, and he
could not act upon it. Baba was impatient. When Purandhare went to Him again
and again without building the house.
Baba got
provoked and even threw stones at him. Baba told others, for instance, Bade
Baba, to go and tell this R.B. Purandhere, whom He called ‘Ram Bhav’, ‘Ask that
man whether he thinks me to be a man or a beast? Why does he not act on my
words?’ When Bade Baba came and asked Purandhare and found out what Baba’s
advice was, he also thought that it was not a question of practical politics for
this Rs.35 clerk to buy land and build a bungalow on it. Similarly, Baba
complained to Nana Chandorkar and Kaka Dixit about this intransigent devotee
and told Nana to ask that fellow whether he thought that Baba was a man or a
beast. When Nana Chandorkar went to Purandhare and asked him what Baba referred
to, Purandhare frankly told him the situation. Then Nana went back at once to
Baba’s feet and said, ‘This matter is beyond his means; if you so desire, we
will build a house for him and give it to him’. Baba’s reply was most
remarkable, he said, ‘I do not want anybody else to pay for it’. There is a lot
of money of this Ram Bhav in My Sirkar and I alone will enable him to build.
Nana could not understand how this Sirkar was going to work, and there the matter
seemed to end. But Baba kept on digging into Purandhare.
At last it
occurred to Purandhare that he might get at least a site. There were plenty of
sites available at Bandra. A site in a place far away from popular quarters
would be fairly cheap. Anyhow even that price was unavailable. At once that
friend instead of saying anything else came and placed the money before him so
that he could at once take the plot. Purandhare asked whether he should execute
a document for the money and what interest he should pay. That friend declined
to have any document or any terms. He simply said, ‘Go on; build, Let every
other thing wait’. Purandhare then bought the land and secured the title deed
for the land. So he had taken one step in the direction in which Baba wanted
him to move. But it is one thing to have a site and a totally different thing
to have a bungalow built on it. Those who have built bungalows know to their
cost that actual building far exceeds the original estimate. Purandhare was
faced with further difficulties. He did not build. But when he went up to Baba
without building it, Baba got angry with him and found fault with him for
everything and for nothing. The conduct of Baba seemed to be to others most
unaccountable.
For
instance, on the Ram Navami celebration of Baba’s day, Purandhare and a friend
of his were commissioned to regulate the huge crowds that were flowing towards
Baba to take darshan. Purandhare did his best to reduce the force on the
confluence towards Baba. But Baba got angry and said, ‘You fellow, you did not
give Me peace whether I am in Mosque or elsewhere. You allow these people to
rush at Me and give Me no peace’. This was obviously an unreasonable remark,
for Purandhare had done his very best. The crowds in those days were so huge
that procession of the darshan seekers would extend for many furlongs from the
mosque where Baba sat. It is not possible for one or two fellows to control
such a huge crowd; Still Baba got angry and severely threatened him with
punishment of all sorts. Baba said that He would even bury him in the Mosque at
His own feet with His own hands. The way in which Purandhare put up with this
apparently unreasonable treatment is evidence of the strong love that was
growing in His heart.
Love
endureth all things. Love does not blame. Love does not find fault. So he
quietly endured without offering a word of explanation for all this treatment.
Then Baba treated him in a different way. Having exhausted the threats and
abuses, Baba inflicted on him, by His own mysterious means, a severe neuralgic
headache, which Purandhare went on enduring, nights and days. Once Bade Baba
came and asked Baba to give Purandhare some palliative, Baba simply said, ‘That
fellow would not listen to me’. Then Bade Baba said, ‘He is working heart and
soul in your service. So kindly give him some treatment’. No treatment given to
Purandhare would give him relief. It was not Baba’s idea to give him relief
till he finished his building. So all the time he stayed at Shirdi, he suffered
intense pain. He was asked to go back his home and carry on his work.
Purandhare went home fully convinced that this headache inflicted by Baba would
only cease, as Baba said, after he built the house. How is he to get the money?
It
occurred to him that the office lent to the establishment some sums for
building purposes for building a tenement. So he applied and got from his
office a sum of Rs. 500 and got ready some materials like bricks, etc., for
building the bungalow. He was too unwell to look to the building. So his
brother went up and looked after the building work. Quick building is jerry
building and is bound to have serous defects. The wada or bungalow that was put
up in the course of a month by Purandhare’s brother was built so hastily that
in a short time, in a year or so, there were cracks on the walls. It must be
remembered that the building was built on agricultural land without any settu
or hard foundation. Evidently the hasty foundations laid for this wada were
insufficient to keep the walls together and in perpendicular position. So
cracks developed. Anyhow it was built rapidly in a month, and Purandhare with
his orthodox ideas wanted to do Vastupuja himself on the building before
occupying it. So he went up and did Vastupuja and strangely enough, only after
he went and occupies this bungalow, his neuralgic headache ceased.
Here is a
strange instance of Baba’s Love forcing a man to get a bungalow when he could
hardly afford it. There were other defects besides this jerry building. The
site was a lonely site in the midst of a waste. There were no neighboring
houses to give one safety of company. Purandhare was simply afraid of that,
with young wife and child at home, things were not safe, especially when he
went away to his office. Baba told him however, ‘Don’t you be afraid. I am
there guarding your wife all the time’. This was found to be true, because,
though Baba’s form was not always seen, no danger befell this family living a
solitary life in the midst of a waste.
Now let us
examine this method of exhibiting love. When we have a person, we want to
confer benefits. Baba loved Purandhare and was conferring a bungalow on him.
But in what way? By first violent abuse, threats and finally by inflicting
prolonged pain, which was hard to endure. anyone else other than Purandhare
would have doubted whether the game was worth the candle, whether it was
worthwhile getting a bungalow after enduring all this trouble and taking the
burden of loans which he could only repay very slowly on account of his very low
pay. yet Purandhare, being a sincere enthusiastic lover, never questioned
Baba’s kindness or omniscience or guardianship of himself and family and never
complained to anybody. When he was in the worst pangs of head ache, he simply
wrote to Radhakrishna Ayi, “Tell mother Baba that I am unable to endure this
pain and that he must kill me and take me to his feet or cure me"” But
what could poor Ayi do? Baba was adamant and had his own way and did succeed in
making a petty clerk own a bungalow and that too in double quick time. This is
one good instance of Baba’s forcing benefit on those whom he loved and loves.
Baba’s conferring of benefit could be found in every direction.
This
Purandhare had a lot of financial difficulties and official troubles. He knew
so little of how to provide for every contingency. Baba anticipated everything
and gave him mysterious warnings in dreams and visions, and enabled him to go
through all ordeals without breaking under them. We will take one example. When
he went back from Shirdi to his house in Bombay, his wife contracted cholera,
and there were so many motions so as to thoroughly exhaust her. the doctor who
came and examined her found the pulse feeble and the breath very slow. So he
gave up hope and went away. But Purandhare was not the man to give up hope and
faith. He knew his God was the Shirdi Sai and with the fullest faith, he went
about and found Baba suddenly standing in front of the Maruti temple near his
house. Baba told him. ‘Don’t be afraid; give her udhi and tirtam’ and
disappeared. Purandhare acted boldly on that advice. He had udhi with him, took
up some tirtham and mixed up the two, administered that cold water to the
patient. Some others got frightened and said that he sould not do this as it
would aggravate the disease. But Purandhare’s faith in Baba was unshakable and
he did give this mixture. With what result? In an hour’s time, the sick lady
had drunk up all the water and after a little time her breath began to revive
strongly. Her body heat began to revive also. Her facial expression improved
very much. When the doctor came thereafter, he said that he noticed a very
remarkable change for the better and that there was much hope of the patient’s
recovery. He asked what was the medicine given to her. Purandhare’s reply was
‘Nothing but udhi and tirtham’.
Benefits
conferred on Purandhare were innumerable and they varied in their character.
All of them were founded upon Baba’s wonderful, unseen guardianship and the
exercise of superhuman powers of guarding his dear ward or devotee from all
trouble. We should just give an instance of some of these other benefits and
stop.
Purandhare
was anxious always to be with his object of love. That is the characteristic of
love. So, he tried to go to Shirdi as often as possible. Baba objected to that
and told him that he need not go to Shirdi so often. Baba told him to work in
company with H. S. Dixit, and the two generally went together. Dixit was at the
top of the ladder, rich, influential, famous, highly learned and commanding
respect from every one. Purandhare was the exact opposite of all this and yet
Purandhare in his anxiety, would try to go along with Dixit every time the
latter went. This of course exposed him to some risks on some occasions. Baba
detained him at Shirdi far beyond the extent of his leave. On one such
occasion, the Foreman of his office asked him for an explanation and threatened
him. Purandhare’s defiant reply was, ‘Here is my resignation. Take it’.
Purandhare was so sensitive. His superior Mr. Wilson knew all about his
relations with Baba and asked him where he was overstaying his leave.
Purandhare’s reply was, ‘With Baba’. Wilson knew at once that without Baba’s
permission neither Purandhare nor anybody else should leave Shirdi and so he
tore up his resignation and told the Foreman that Purandhare was not his
subordinate, much to the chagrin of that Foreman.
On one
occasion, Purandhare was anxious to run to Shirdi. But during the night Baba
appeared in a dream and told him, ‘Beware, if you come I will hit you. Do not
come. Why should you come so often? I am not away from you. I am with you. Do
not play the fools.’ He was wondering why Baba forbids his visit. But he obeyed
the order. The next morning there was a strike among the labourers in his mill,
and he discovered that Baba was right for, had he gone away, the superior
officials would think that Purandhare was at the bottom of the strike and had
got away to hide the fact. But as he remained at the station, he was not
suspected and he was obviously innocent of any sympathy with the strikers.
Instances of this sort in which Baba conveyed advice and warning are too
numerous to be fully described. They all tended to confirm Purandhare’s idea
that his living God was this Shirdi Baba and he was perfectly safe in following
his advice and directions.
A
description of any two human beings who are more or less the same level is
difficult enough but if of the two beings, one is a common place, ordinary,
man-in-the-street and the other is a high, spiritual, moral and imaginative
soul, the description of relations becomes extremely difficult. We can only
describe what we understand. Sai Baba’s nature was so peculiar, so weird, that
any attempt to grasp his nature is bound to be hopeless. Sri Diwakar in his
Foreword to Kaparde’s diary says, ‘From what is known of Sai Baba, he was a
phenomenon. Many had very close contacts with him’, but none could know him,
much less explain him. More than a dozen years ago, when this author was
studying Baba – a Satpurusha, one Dr. Jal came and told him, ‘What? You are
trying to understand a Satpurusha. That is impossible. Give it up?’ There is
certain amount of truth in these declarations, but we can never deal with any
subject unless we know something of it, however infinitesimal and insignificant
a part it may be. If we do not have even a rough idea of it, how can we talk of
it or write of it? So, though Baba could be known, he is understood in a vague
and very partial way, and that is part of the necessity of the case. This statement
applies also to other great souls like Jesus Christ, Tennyson says of him,
Thou
seemest human and divine,
The
Highest Holiest Manhood Thou;
Our
wills are ours we know not how;
Our
wills are ours to make them thine.
According
to Emerson, humanity and divinity run into each other and can never be
separated. But in point of practice they are far apart, poles apart and
attempts to deal with them on the same level proves to be a wretched failure.
All the same we have started the task of describing the love between an
ordinary human being like Purandhare and a divine being like Sai Baba. So we
must proceed further on with this task of trying at least to present some of
the features of this love.
The
features of love between ordinary human beings are fairly well-known. We find
these features repeated in the inter-relation between a divine or semi-divine
person and an ordinary human person. One of the best instances of love or
friendship indistinguishable from the love described in English poetry is the
instance of Tennyson'’ love of Arthur Hadlaw, which is the subject of the poem
‘In Memorium’. There are some hints given. One interesting hint is that the two
natures grow more and more alike and almost blend into one. The two friends or
lovers nature grow more and more alike and blend into one. One very interesting
passage is how the thoughts of both the friends ran simultaneously into the
same groove or the same point. Says Tennyson,
When
each by turn was guide to each
And
fancy light from fancy caught,
And
thought leapt forth to wed with thought,
Ere
thought itself could with speech.
This is
quite striking and this has been noticed as a feature of the relation of
ordinary souls even with Mahatmas. When this author was living at
Tiruvannamalai, he and Yogi Ramayya would come down from the hill to meet
Ramana Maharishi in his ashram and not infrequently the thought that was
stirring their mind would be found to be part of the talk at the Ashram. When
Maharishi was asked for an explanation about it he simply said, “There are some
peculiar psychological laws about the working of the human spirit. They may
account for it. Instances of thought leaping forth to wed with thought are
found in Purandhare’s account of his own experiences with Baba. In about 1915,
Sai Baba was seriously ill. he could not move about without being supported. He
was suffering from severe exhaustion and his body underwent a great deal of
suffering. Strangely enough, at that time, Purandhare came to the railway
station thinking that he would start and go with his wife and mother to their
village. But when he came to the station, his mind turned. he asked them to go
to their place, and he himself wanted definitely to go to Shirdi, much to the
chagrin of those ladies. Purandhare left Shirdi despite their protests, and
what did he see there when he went to Shirdi? He found that Baba was in severe
physical pain and apparently in serious danger. Purandhare says, ‘At that time
in 1916, Baba and Radhakrishna Ayi were both ill. After I reached Kopergaon the
tongawalla, Hassan carried the news to me. I asked him to take me straightway
to Shirdi and I reached the place at about 8.45 or 9 a.m. I could hear the
heavy breathing of Shree as I approached his residence. I went near him and
cried. All the visitors were seated. When I ascended the steps looking up to
him, he said, “Bhav! Have you come? I feel exhausted. Do not leave me now. I
have been expecting you for the last three or four days. I told Kaka also. Go
and stay with Radhakrishna Ayi. Do not leave the place.” I went there but she
too was ill. Sree at that time had grown very weak having had no food. But
otherwise his daily routine had not changed in any way. he had to walk
supported by two or three persons. his bhiksha was being conducted as usual. one
day when he was going to Lendi, I offered to carry him. I could not help
weeping then. Sree told me not to cry for. “In two or four days, I will be
well. Allamia had out me to pain, which I must endure. Do not cry on that
account. Why should you? For two days we have to face good or bad events. We
ought not to fear.”
Here we
see how the unity of spirit between Purandhare and Sai Baba plays. Firstly,
when Baba thought that Purandhare should be sent for Shirdi and asked Kaka to
write to him. Purandhare had already had the thought in his mind. Baba wanted
him near on account of his health. but the love had worked in Purandhare’s mind
and inaccountably he wanted to start for Shirdi without knowing what was the
particular necessity for his going. Here is thought leaping forth to wed with
thought, ‘ere thought itself could wed with speech. Again the unity of spirit
between two intimate companions , friends or lovers, is seen in this. Baba on
account of weakness and asthmatic trouble was breathing hard and undergoing
pain. his weakness prevented him from walking erect and unsupported as usual,
and Purandhare looking at both these facts cried and cried for he could not
bear to see Baba in pain. This is a very high degree of love, and Baba had to
reason with him and console him and make him desist from weeping.
Love does
not merely show itself in strong fellow-feeling, but manifests itself by the
sacrifices made. Purandhare was prepared to make any sacrifice and be with Baba
to bask in his presence and he would put up with any treatment, however
painful, from Baba which others would rebel against. On one occasion, when he
took creepers to make alley on both sides of Baba’s walk from his Masjid, in
the chavadi, and Lendi, he got the creepers with great trouble. They were
precious creepers, they were. But Baba did not care a brass button for alloys
and flowers and all that. So when he took the creepers, Baba refused to give
him permission to plant them. For three days the creepers withered not being
cared for, Purandhare’s heart was aching like anything. His sorrow at the idea
of losing this enterprise of planting an alley and his sorrow at the withering
or the death of the creepers was intense. Baba inspite of his vairagya and
indifference to alleys and planting creepers could not be indifferent to the
pain of this loving Purandhare. So, he told him finally not to have any fears
and promised that even if the creepers were withering, he would make them
thrive again with his wonderful mystic powers and finally granted permission
after three days of withering. Strangely enough, the creepers were planted and
inspite of the loss of time, the plants grew up.
Another
very interesting manifestation of love is the taking of liberties. In the case
of Purandhare, the taking of liberties was in the following case. Tatya Patil’s
taking liberties is mentioned in a different place in H. S. Dixit’s diary in a
letter from Narke. But here we are dealing with Purandhare. Purandhare and his
friends had, with great enthusiasm and trouble, secured for Baba’s picture a
silver palanquin with silver ornament tacked on to the top of the same, but,
when these were brought by the loving and enthusiastic devotees, Baba, who
hated all pomp and pageantry and rated them at their proper worth, refused to allow
the palanquin to be brought into his mosque as Baba himself would not sit in a
palki. He said, ‘Let it remain outside, and so the whole night the palki
remained outside without any watchman. During the night some thieves came and
made away some of the silver horses. In the morning the much distraught
devotees ran to Baba and complained about the theft. Baba simply said, ‘Why did
the thieves not take away the whole palanquin?’ Baba had so much contempt for
wealth. But the devotees would not give up their own notions as to the need for
wealth and pomp to set off Sai Baba as a real Maharaja, a Prince with all sorts
of appurtenance like silver palanquin. So, Radhakrishna Ayi and Purandhare
resolved that the palanquin should be provided with a garage and they
determined that the place to the next to the mosque on one side should be
turned into a garage to safely lock up the palanquin. They could put up pillars
on one side of that space and lean rafters thereon, but to make the rafters
rest on the other side they had to put in support which should be inserted into
the wall of the mosque to support the roof. No one would dare to do it, because
it involved digging into the walls of the mosque, that is, boring holes, about
four or five of them. It is a downright desecration to bore holes in a wall of
a mosque or a garbagraham, which has only three walls and no Hindu would think
of defiling a garbagraham by such an unholy act. No orthodox Muslim would put
up with the idea of boring holes in mosque wall merely to support the adjoining
garage rafters. But Purandhare had no alternative. He got up boldly and dug
holes in the wall and inserted the pieces of wood. By that time Baba, who had
gone out, returned and he was furious. He said, ‘Purandhare. You want to break
my mosque wall?’ Purandhare bowed to him and explained that the wall would be
safe that only three of four pieces of wood would be inserted. But Baba refused
permission. Here comes the liberty taken by the spirit of love. Purandhare
determined to continue his work for honouring Baba with a silver palanquin and
a garage, and did not mind his orders. Baba was cursing and swearing, all to no
purpose, Purandhare continued his work unmindful of his meal or that he was
detaining his mother and wife from having their meal by reason of his absence.
But Baba’s heart was pained. He could not endure to see Purandhare toil away
without caring for his food and without caring for his mother and wife who were
starving. Baba at last gave in. His love overcomes his orthodox objections as
regards desecrating the wall. He told the people that this rascal of a
Purandhare was making himself and others suffer by keeping away from food and
not listening to his words. Finally Baba said, '‘Purandhare, go and eat'’ But
Purandhare would not. he said, '‘Baba, If I go away, you will undo all my
work.’ Then Baba had to promise that he would not undo the work done. It is
only after that Purandhare got down and went to his quarters for a meal. Then
Baba said, referring Purandhare, ‘What is to be done? If a child passes motions
on our thigh, do we kill the child or cut off the thigh? We have simply to put
up with it.’ This is a very apt description of the relation between Purandhare
and Baba. Purandhare was the petted child who would take liberties of Baba and
Baba did forgive his tortuous digging into the mosque wall for the sake of
providing a wretched palanquin with a garage. The incident was insignificant.
But it brings out the power of the love existing between Baba and Purandhare by
showing the liberties the devotee takes and the extend of Baba’s forgiveness,
due to the strength of his love.
We may
proceed from Purandhare’s instance to deal with other instances of Baba’s
sacrifice. Sacrifice is the test of love. Purandhare would sacrifice anything
to got and be with Baba. He would run official risks to be with Baba even
without leave, for the risk of earthly good was nothing to him when compared
with joyful company of Baba. Next let us take the sacrifice made by Baba.
Baba’s sacrifices are indescribable. Baba had immense powers. He knew
everything everywhere. He knew what troubles were being undergone by devotees
and what dangers awaited them in every place. It is no doubt a grand feat for
one to be able to know what takes place with so many devotees at the same time.
But to proceed next to guard each devotee and help each devotee at each place
is a task that stuns the human mind. No human being can possibly be watching
one at Poona one at Bombay, one at Bandra and hundreds of others in various places
and providing the safety needed for them all. What was the safety granted by
Baba? He assured people that he would even save them from death. He would save
them from Government prosecution. He would save them from the danger of missing
their trains and hardships on the way. For all these purposes, he would watch
numerous devotees and various people and provide for their safety. To take one
small instance, Abdul Rangari’s carriage broke down on the road to railway
station far away from Shirdi in the middle of the night, and Rangari, his wife
and children were on the road absolutely helpless. But was he really helpless?
Baba’s superhuman eye and superhuman love were upon him. Baba saw the whole
thing from his Shirdi residence with his own wonderful powers. He sent a
jutkawalla on that road asking him to cry out, Thanawalla, Thanawalla, for a
Thanawalla’s cart had broken down and left him stranded on the road helpless at
midnight. So, a tongawalla came shouting Thanawalla, Thanawalla, to the place
where Rangari was, and told him of Baba’s instruction. Rangari was
wonder-struck at the extend of Baba’s knowledge and kindness. So, he got into the cart sent so
mysteriously and kindly by Baba, and went back to Baba and found Baba waiting
for him.
Baba would
watch people in far away places like Poona and Bombay. Nana Chandorkar, a fat
stout gentleman, and Lele Sastri, his companion, were in a tonga coming from Poona, and on the road, the horse reared and
upset the carriage. Both the corpulent men were tossed down. Baba at that time
was in his mosque and he, putting his hands in front of his mouth, make a sankham sound, that is, a dolorous
warning about the approach of death. He said, ‘Nana is about to die. But will I
let him die?” Then what happened was that Baba, by the use of his mysterious
powers, saved both the corpulent gentlemen from any injury to life and limb.
They picked themselves on the road, and they came later on to Baba to learn
that Baba at that time when death and danger faced them had known that fact and
averted both death and danger. The knowledge is wonderful. the exercise of
power is wonderful. But yet more wonderful is to save his devotees
As Baba
said, his nights were not intended for sleep. On the other hand with his divine
eye of supervision, he was keeping watch over all his bhaktas in all their
places and averting danger from them. Look at this vast unimaginable task of
one person trying to save hundreds in hundred different places. The task is
simply unimaginable. No human being could ever succeed in it. It is the divine
Baba that could do it and that did it. His divine power enabled him to do it
and his divine kindness made him forego sleep and all comforts for that
purpose. the sacrifice of physiological well-being by giving up sleep night
after night, was very serous, but Baba willingly consented to do it. Baba’s
body was human, though his soul was divine. Baba had to undergo all the
physiological evils of protracted loss of sleep and loss of comforts. He told
G. S. Khaparde, on the occasion of his first visit in 5-12-1910.
We reached
Shirdi about 4 p.m. We put up in the Wada built for the convenience of the
people by R. B. Sathe. Madhavrao Despande was very obliging and helped us and
treated us like guests. There are in the Wada, Tatyasaheb Nulkar with his
family. Bapusahib Jog, and Babasahib Sahasrabuddhe. We all went to see Sayin
Maharaj soon after our arrival. he was in the Masjid. after salutation I and my
son offered the fruits brought by us and gave some money at his request. the Sayin
Saheb then said, that he used to eat only barely cake and take little water. he
showed his food and pointed to a small sore, saying it was the string worm.
That it had been extracted but the string had snapped inside and then it had
reappeared again. he said he heard that it would not be well with him till he
went to his native town. he said he kept it in view, but that was all. He cared
more for his people than for his own life. He said he found no rest as people
troubled him. It could not be helped. Then he told us to withdraw, which we
did. Towards evening he passed by the Wada, and we went and saluted him. I and
Madhavrao Despande went together. After we saluted, he said, ‘Go to the Wada
and sit quiet.’ So, I and Madhavrao returned. We all sat talking. They have
many miracles to relate.
Baba
really cared more for the welfare of his children than for the safety of his
body. Baba however was both human and divine. His body underwent serous damage
by reason of the sacrifices he made. Especially in a rude village where people
had little imagination and less civilization, his comforts were cut down
mercilessly. to make up for the loss of a whole night’s sleep, he had the yogic
power to recoup his energies by spending one hour in sleep after the noon-meal.
But was he allowed to have that rest? Here is an instance.
Syamkarna,
a horse, was presented to Baba’s Sansthan, for the sansthan requires a horse. A
rustic was sent to the village to fetch the horse. He returned and demanded his
wages from Radhakrishna Ayi who referred him to Shama. Shama in turn said, ‘Go
and ask Baba’, The rude idiot ran up to the mosque at the time when Baba was
taking his rest after the noon meal and bawled out loudly saying, ‘Give me my
wages for bringing the horse’. Here comes the human element. Baba was losing
the very little rest that he got by this rustic’s idiocity. He got angry, took
up a brickbat and flung it at the man. The stroke hit the man on the head and
fetched blood. the man bawled out that he was being killed for asking his
wages. There were policemen in the village of Shirdi and they would be only too
ready to seize an opportunity to launch a complaint against Baba and screw out
as much money as possible from him. H.S. Dixit was on the spot and scented the
danger. He sent for the rustic and told him the absurd mistake he had committed
in disturbing Baba’s sleep and give him Rs. 200 wherewith he could buy a cart
and a horse and become a carriage drive in stead of being a miserable cooly
that he was then. The man jumped at the offer and the danger of prosecution was
averted. We see here the human element. Baba himself noted that element his gosttis. referring to his human system
he said, there are two parts of it. One is spirit and the other is flesh. The
latter he called matti, which means
clay. He said sometimes matti was up and anger broke out. This is exactly what
happened in the above case. The human element. The human element could not be
banished, and so Baba got angry and flung a brickbat. Luckily all is well that
ends well, and this incident, far from damaging the man gave him a good
fortune, namely, made him a cart driver instead of continuing his life as a
cooly. But the point here is that Baba had his human side. Therefore, the
extent of sacrifice he made on human side for pleasing and helping his devotees
was so grand that the sacrifice made by Purandhare and others could never be
compared to the infinite sacrifices made by Baba.
There is
above all another and a higher sacrifice which people do not know of – the
sacrifice of a thorough Jnani in taking on the human constitution and carrying
on work in the phenomenal world and entirely giving up the idea of resting in
pure Atman without any care or sorrow, that is, securing Brahma Nishta or
Santi. This is a very great sacrifice. No other sacrifice equals it. But people
do not see it in the light of sacrifice. Baba on the other hand derived
pleasure out of bonds of love. He had a mission to fulfill and therefore he
took birth to help devotee after devotee in every matter, temporal and
spiritual. This involves a definite resignation of all hopes of Shanti, Shanti,
Shanti, and a definite signing of oneself to samsaric life. Nana Chandorkar
told Baba that he wanted to be free from Samsara. But Baba retorted that it was
an impossible feat and said, “So long as there is the body, there are the
prarabdha and samsara with it. Baba added that he himself could not escape
samsara. Look at the above description of samsara of Baba. When we are weighed
down with the care of providing for one family of a handful of people, Baba’s
samsara or family consisted and consists of several thousands. Therefore, one
can understand the extent and unimaginable magnitude of the sacrifice undergone
by Baba. No doubt there is another side to the shield. Batruhari says, in
describing Kala, Kala has put Mahavishnu into the enormous trouble of taking
ten Avatars.
Vishnu
Ena Dasavatara Gahane
Schitto
Mahan Sankate
this
means, You Kala, by whom Mahavishnu himself was thrown into the tortures of ten
births. This is no doubt poetic flair. There is another and better view to be
taken about Avatars. For an Avatar to take birth to carry out a mission, not as
a result of one’s unavoidable purva karma, but out of one’s own grace, need not
be considered a matter of sorrow at all. It is Iswara that is taking birth, and
the Vedas say
Purnam
Adah Purnam Idam
Purnat
Purnam Udhachyate
Purnascya
Purnamadaya
Purnameva
Avaschishyate.
this
means, The Infinite or Perfect is this the original. And the Infinite or Perfect
is the manifestation. From the Perfect, Perfect is taken. In the result,
Perfection can suffer no diminution. Iswara is perfect to his happiness and
perfect in his power and qualities. So, when an Avatara is taken, still the
Infinite, God remains Infinite enjoying Satchitananda. An Avadara is but a
reflection or a part of the original God and would still maintain its
Satchitananda or perfectly peaceful and blissful state. On the manifested side,
troubles, tortures and Dasavatara are undergone. Baba was both human and divine
and is treated as an Avatar by very large numbers. Baba maintained his
Satchidananda inspite of the troubles of his physical body. Once he said, My
Mourshad, Guru has taken me away from this body. You can put the whole of this
body on fire and I will enjoy the Ganath, fun. That is, his conquest of the
I-am-the-body idea was so perfect that like martyrs, whose bodies were burnt,
he could still be in joy when the body was perishing. Therefore the sacrifices,
great as they appear on Baba’s part, might not from his point of view he
considered a serious pain.
We may
give a short account of the contact of S. B. Nachne with Baba and his
experiences as it is typical of Baba’s complete protection given to a person of
a very ordinary nature who had no high religious aim or achievement. This
devotee gave out his experiences while he was yet in harness as a Taluk office
Head Clerk in September 1936. He had originally in 1923, related part of his
experience in Sai Lila Masik.
His
contact with Baba started in 1909. His elder brother was then undergoing an
operation very near in his throat in a hospital at Bombay. At Dahanu, Santaram
Nachne and his family were full of anxiety about the result of the operation. A
sadhu approached their house, and
from outside asked, ‘Will you give me a crumb or two of roti?’ Then he was invited inside, and a regular course of dished
was served. But in doing so, Santaram’s sister-in-law deliberately omitted to
give him Bendi baji lady’s finger
curry, thinking that it was too poor a stuff to serve a saintly guest. The
sadhu himself said, ‘I want Bendi baji’, and then it was served to him. He then
blessed them all, and said that the operation in the Bombay hospital was safely
performed and that there was no danger. Later in the day, Santaram’s friend,
Mr. H.M. Pasne, told him, ‘I hope the operation is safe by Sai Baba’s grace’.
That was the first time that Santaram heard of Baba’s name. In the evening
after that, Santaram’s father returned from Bombay with the news that the
operation was really success and that a sadhu, after the operation had been
performed, appeared in the hospital, came near the patient, passed his hands
over the operated part, and said, ‘All will go on well’. The operation was
quite successful, and his brother had recovered completely.
Later in
that year his father attended Das Ganu’s kirtan wherein Das Ganu gave a full
account of Sai Baba, and described him as the Datta Avatara having wonderful
powers and wonderful kindness. He also brought the picture of Sai Baba home,
and with it Baba’s puja began in the house.
In 1912,
Santaram first visited Shirdi. Then he had appeared for a departmental
examination, a revenue test and went to Shirdi with two friends. At the
Kopergaon railway station, the station master heard of their proposed visit to
Baba, and began to abuse Baba saying that undue honour was being given to a
mere hypnotist, who was guiling people like so many wandering jugglers and
thaumaturgists. This made the impressionable Santaram very unhappy. He was
beginning to have his doubts about Baba. Anyhow he reached Shirdi. The first
sight that he caught of Sai Baba was walking from Lendi to Mosque. On the way
Santaram and his friends met Baba. Baba looked straight at Santaram, and said,
‘What? Have you come away without taking leave from the Mamlatdar?’ The reply
was ‘yes’. Baba said, ‘Don’t do so hereafter’. At once, the object of these
remarks was evident. Baba revealed his Antarjnana of Santaram being a Mamlatdar’s
clerk and that he had come without permission and showed a motherly kindness
towards his devotee who was wavering. The Antarjnana and the kindness showed
the worthlessness of the Station Master’s remarks. Evidently it was for that
purpose that Baba had addresses those words to him. This was only the beginning
of a series of similar experiences during his three days of stay at Shirdi. At
the end of three days, Santaram was perfectly assured and confident that Baba
was the Datta Avatara, and not a juggler or thaumaturgist. Baba took udhi from
Santaram’s hand and applied it to his forehead. This was a mark of favour.
One day
Santaram had gone very early for the arati in the Masjid, without taking his
meal as it was Ekadasi day. Baba was no respecter of mere forms. Baba asked
Santaram, ‘Have you had your meal?’ He said, ‘No, because it is Ekadasi
to-day’. Baba said, ‘Never mind, You go and eat.’ His two friends were very
orthodox, and, therefore, Baba did not ask them to take their food. Baba said,
‘They are mad. You better go and eat.’ Then Santaram went to the dining place
at his Wada. The man in the Wada began grumble that on an Ekadasi day, and that
too before arati was over, Santaram should ask for food. So Santaram quietly
returned to Baba. Again Baba asked, ‘Meals over?’ Santaram said, ‘No, Baba. I
will take the meal after the arati.’ Baba said, ‘Go, arati will wait, and it
will begin only after your meal is over’. Santaram went and told the man in the
Wada what Baba had said. So, he had to be given the meal. This is very good
proof of Baba’s affection towards Santaram. Then, meals over, Santaram went
back to Mosque for the arati. Maushi had brought bidas, which is rolled up
betal and nut, and Baba took some and asks him to chew. On Ekadasi days, people
do not chew betal. But as Baba asked him to chew, Santaram had to chew. When
the arati was over, Baba asked dakshina and took four rupees from Santaram and
sixteen from Vaidya. From his friend Date,
Baba did not ask for any dakshina. Date had no thought of giving any
dakshina to Baba. In fact Date had very little reverence for Baba and Baba
distinctively read each man’s heart.
During
these three days, when H.S. Dixit, Jog and Dabolkar were present, Baba spoke,
pointing to Santaram, and said, ‘I went to this man’s house for a meal, but he
would not give me Bendi baji’. At once Santaram remembered the sadhu who cam to
him three years ago in 1909, and was wonderstruck, for the sadhu who was then
in his house looked different from Sai Baba at the Mosque. But from Baba’s
remarks, Santaram understood that it was really Baba who came in that form to
help the family and reassure them of the safety of the operation in the Bombay
hospital. Santaram asked Baba what result of his departmental examination would
be. Baba said, Allah Malik Hai and placed his palm on Santaram’s head. Santaram
passed the examination.
On the
third day, Baba was in tantrums. He was in a tearing rage at the Mosque. Why
was he angry, and with whom, nobody could make out. But Baba was jumping about
the floor if the Mosque. His eyes were red. For 15 minutes, no one got into the
Mosque. Every one had fled. Santaram and others all doubted whether Baba was
mad after all. At last Baba cooled down, and then Santaram and his friends
begged him for leave to go away. He gave them leave with udhi. Baba at that
time gave another blessing to Santaram. Santaram badly wanted a transfer from
mofussal Dahanu to metropolis Bombay. Baba of his own accord said, 'Come to
Bombay for service’. This was either prophecy or control, and took six years
for its fulfillment. In 1918, Santaram was transferred to Bandra, a suburban
district of Bombay.
Santaram
who had left the station without the Mamlatdar’s permission was noticed by the
Mamlatdar B. V. Dev. He merely gave him a warning and no punishment. After
this, Santaram repeated his visits to Shirdi whenever he could. When he was
leaving in 1913 to go to Shirdi, his friend H. M. Panse, met him and said that
he had been convicted and sentenced to imprisonment, but was let out on bail
and that he was going to appeal. He wanted Santaram to tell Baba, ‘Panse is in
trouble and says he is innocent, and wants Baba’s help.’ When Santaram reached
Shirdi, the early morning arati at the chavadi was going on. Baba was then in a
very angry mood. Yet when he saw Santaram, and before any words had been
spoken, he said, “Tell that fellow that he need not have any anxiety, and that
he will be acquitted on appeal.” And Panse was acquitted on appeal.
During S.
B. Nachne’s 1913 visit, Baba said, “We should not trust mad man’, to a group in
which Santaram was present. Santaram did not think that the remark applied to
him. But next year, it was seen by Santaram to be a forewarning aimed to him.
He was then posted at Dahanu as Treasury Master. He was at home doing Pooja to
Baba’s photo and other gods. Then one Radhakrishna Balwant Panse, whose mind
was deranged, was standing at the door of the kitchen room, some distance away
from the pooja room. He was thought to be harmless. But when the pooja went on,
the man suddenly darted into the pooja room and grasped Santaram’s neck with
both his arms and tried to bite Santaram’s throat saying, “I will drink your
blood”. Santaram was thunderstruck. But a thought entered him, evidently by
Baba’s Grace. Taking out the uddharani spoon he thrust it into the open mouth
of the man and right into his throat. The mad man however bit Santaram’s hand
and fingers, which were in his mouth. The spoon got stuck up in the throat.
Though the fingers were hurt, his life was saved. When, with the other hand
Santaram tried to extricate the injured hand, his mother and others rushed and
pulled off the mad man. Meanwhile, Santaram lost consciousness. After a time,
he recovered. But the nails of the mad man had dug into the flesh of his neck
and left injuries thereon. He had been nearly strangled to death, but luckily
escaped death. The injuries on the fingers were healed. The same year when he
went to Baba, Baba addressed Anna Chinchinikar, and pointing to Santaram, said,
“Anna, if I had delayed one instant, this man would have indeed perished. The
mad man seized with his hands even his throat. But I extricated him. What is to
be done? Of I do not save my own children, who else will?” The words ‘I
extricated’ in Baba’s statement showed his extreme kindness and love towards
devotees like Santaram who with full child-like confidence took refuge in him.
Baba’s statement, I extricated him, shows his command of all the siddhis. This
extrication was first through Santaram’s own idea of putting the uddharani into
the mad man’s mouth and next through the timely presence of his mother and
others pulling off the mad man. So, here Baba’s statement that he had acted
through the Indriyas of Santaram and his mother. This is the siddhi called
Prapti mentioned in the Srimad Bhagavata as one of God’s Ashta Mahasiddhis.
Baba had any number of siddhis at his disposal. He himself had said, ‘God has
agents everywhere, they have vast powers. I have very great powers’. He used
these powers to save his children.
This
danger had happened in 1914, even though he had given a hint in 1913, when he
said, ‘We should not trust mad men’ , a hint that could not be understood then
by Santaram of Dahanu. So Baba was clearly watching from Shirdi, his devotees
at Dahanu, hundreds of miles away, because they were his trusting children, the
children of Dwarakamayee or Masudi Ayi, hour to hour, day to day and year after
year. This power of having his eye of vigilant supervision on all those who
love Him, has been declared by him. So Santaram was more than ever convinced
that Baba was a divine personage with divine powers and divine kindness which
he exercised on behalf of everyone who placed his entire faith in him even
though such persons may number many thousands living in thousands of places.
In 1915, another instance occurred to Baba’s grace and protection. Santaram with H.M Panse and others were travelling in a bullock cart at night in a dense jungle. This was at the Ranshet pass, notorious for its being infested with tigers. It was a dark night. Suddenly the bulls of the cart took fright and were moving backwards. Luckily, they were not dragging the cart sideways, as it was a hill pass, with a steep slope on one side of a narrow road.